What's Bothering You?

I has a really nice connection with this girl I used to work with. She fell off the face of the earth about three months ago. It’s been so long, and I shouldn’t be worried but I am. It’s likely over. She isn’t coming back, and I made an attempt to contact her. She isn’t responding despite being active. I’m not sure where it went wrong. I really should move on, but it’s hard not having closure. I still think about the “what ifs.”
 
I had wanted to get this project completed today but I still have about half of it left to go. Luckily it's not due until noon on Tuesday, but I start a new course tomorrow and have approx 10hrs of lectures/tutorials over Mon/Tues.
 
my prescription has been delayed for like a week and so I've been out of it for 3-4 days, since today is Sunday my doctor isn't in so ig I'll have to wait til tomorrow to have it approved. meanwhile I've been really tired for the last couple days and I can't seem to get anything done at all :,,,,)
 
can someone please fix basically any art software so the default is not removing lineart lines jesus
 
I ran out of developer while doing my hair and can't get anymore before Tuesday afternoon. It looks awful and I need to have my webcam on 9:30-3:30 tomorrow. 😂
 
Its such a shame that 2022 had to start off with the same repeat of the events that happened in the past couple of years. Feel like everything is just stuck in a loop.
 
this character I created over a decade ago which I'm currently trying to draw is colored with all the same color (cause it was drawn in Flipnote Studio so I could only use red and blue, or patterns of red/blue to make lighter shades) so in having a hell of a time trying to decide how I want to color her now lol
 
Had a few days at work without the micromanager which was a relief. Unfortunately they are scheduled to be back later this week which I am not looking forward to in the slightest.
 
My ability to concentrate has vanished. I need to get this report finished before a tutorial at 9:30am tomorrow morning so I don't think I'll be sleeping tonight.
 
xara said:
both my kittens were set to be spayed today. we arranged for them to have bloodwork done beforehand, which informed us that they both have FIV, a virus that has no cure and is going to kill them. mazikeen’s (my tabby) is more progressed and she does not have much time left. alize (black and white) is not showing symptoms yet, but she will.

but they’re both dying. they aren’t even 6 months old yet and they’re going to die. we’ve only had them 2 months. i can’t ****ing believe this. i give up. **** everything.
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hey, xara, i don't know if you want people to reply to this, and i don't know what tests your vet(s) did exactly, but since you've said they're not even 6 months yet, is there any chance that even one of them produced a false positive due to inheriting fiv antibodies from their mother? these don't usually go away until 6 months and over, and tests can't usually distinguish between the two. since you said one of them is more progressed, maybe you and/or your vet has already considered this, but i figured i'd maybe mention it anyway. of course if your vet is sure it isn't a false positive and they do genuinely have the virus, i'm really sorry -- i can't imagine what you must be going through. my DMs are always open even if you just want to vent without a reply. there's no judgement here. i know how difficult it is to lose cats.
 
xara said:
both my kittens were set to be spayed today. we arranged for them to have bloodwork done beforehand, which informed us that they both have FIV, a virus that has no cure and is going to kill them. mazikeen’s (my tabby) is more progressed and she does not have much time left. alize (black and white) is not showing symptoms yet, but she will.

but they’re both dying. they aren’t even 6 months old yet and they’re going to die. we’ve only had them 2 months. i can’t ****ing believe this. i give up. **** everything.
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Hey Xara, I'm sorry you got this shocking news. I hope your vet told you that some cats live full long lifes with FIV, just like any human with HIV. My friend adopted a kitten with FIV and she hasn't gotten sick once in years. I'm sure your vet told you the worst possible outcome but just remember there is hope. I know how deeply you love your cats though so I'm sorry about their diagnosis.
 
Had to have dairy milk (lactose-free so didn't get too bad)but I'm glad I switched to non-dairy cause it taste disgusting.
 
oak said:
Hey Xara, I'm sorry you got this shocking news. I hope your vet told you that some cats live full long lifes with FIV, just like any human with HIV. My friend adopted a kitten with FIV and she hasn't gotten sick once in years. I'm sure your vet told you the worst possible outcome but just remember there is hope. I know how deeply you love your cats though so I'm sorry about their diagnosis.
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my grandmas cat lived for 21 years with it
 
I only have one collectible that goes with my Aurora. Wish I had more star collectibles but i can't get any atm because i'm saving up.
 
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