What's Bothering You?

I keep having anxiety lately that only goes away if I successfully distract myself enough but the moment my mind starts wandering again I'm at risk of remembering why I have anxiety. There are also some things that can cause me to remember, such as finding the topic by accident. I'm worried this might take a while (days? weeks?) to go away.
On the bright side, I am somehow feeling better after typing this. I wonder how long that will last, though.
 
Can’t get over these people who hated me. They were around when I was a teenager and nobody else was, have nostalgia for a certain series that I associate too heavily with them
plus trying to move on and socialise with new people, the people I messaged on Discord take weeks to respond ):
 
I love tourist season. I love doing 10km in a 90km zone just trying to come home from work every day.
 
Quizlet being like "we can't bother arranging pre-written information into a test more than once without you giving us your money :D "
 
Can't wait until I get my new glasses. I accidentally leant on them the other day and now they don't fit properly, and the lenses are so scratched 🙃 my old pair lasted me a couple years, but this pair has gotten scratched so easily
 
the space bar on my keyboard has been sticking for like a week now, and it's really annoying to type with it, and I type on my computer a lot. so I took all the keys off to clean the whole keyboard (which was def long overdue bc it was disgustinggg jahfjsjfd) and... yeah the space bar is still getting stuck 🙃

I guess I'll try to get into the little crevices and clean it, and if that doesn't help I may just have to switch out this keyboard with my other one that I don't use (but would prob be more worthwhile using anyway). pray I don't have to put this old boy out to pasture just yet 🫡


edit: messed around with it a bit more, had to reach into the hole where the rubber thing is that actually detects the button input and wiggle it around a bit. it's not getting stuck anymore, but... ehhhh it doesn't feel right. it doesn't have that nice click like it's supposed to. it feels mushy.

I think I'll just keep using this keyboard for now, but I may still try out the other one. it's too bad it had to come to this, my keyboard has served me well over the last few years 😔
 
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I know my crew will be able to pull ourselves from dead last, but I can’t be the only one who feels sorta at-fault for it. I can’t participate in the gaming sessions because I don’t have NSO, I haven’t finished my passport yet, and I’m terrible with this no-clue egg hunt. It just feels like I’m dead weight even though I’m trying to put an effort to be active in the camp event.
 
I know my crew will be able to pull ourselves from dead last, but I can’t be the only one who feels sorta at-fault for it. I can’t participate in the gaming sessions because I don’t have NSO, I haven’t finished my passport yet, and I’m terrible with this no-clue egg hunt. It just feels like I’m dead weight even though I’m trying to put an effort to be active in the camp event.
Hopefully more events will pop up that we can participate in! I can't do the gaming sessions because of timezone differences and working on the passport, but I'm sure more events will allow for more for us participate in :)
 
this is actually a random thought, but does anyone else have parents who just randomly walk into your room whenever they feel like it? like you constantly have to be listening for them so that if you hear them coming you're prepared to deal with them and you have to hurry and put away personal things? and then if you want full privacy and lock your door, they get really upset and offended? 🙃 or do yall actually live in normal families haha

it's actually pretty terrible how much privacy I lack. if I try to keep things private my mom accuses me of being secretive. I also struggle to hold conversations in private for the same reason. and as I mentioned before she gets mad when my door is locked so she can't just walk in whenever. I really can't win.
 
this is actually a random thought, but does anyone else have parents who just randomly walk into your room whenever they feel like it? like you constantly have to be listening for them so that if you hear them coming you're prepared to deal with them and you have to hurry and put away personal things? and then if you want full privacy and lock your door, they get really upset and offended? 🙃 or do yall actually live in normal families haha

it's actually pretty terrible how much privacy I lack. if I try to keep things private my mom accuses me of being secretive. I also struggle to hold conversations in private for the same reason. and as I mentioned before she gets mad when my door is locked so she can't just walk in whenever. I really can't win.
Happens to me a ton!
 
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