What's Bothering You?

Just work. Feels like we’re always one step ahead and two steps behind. I’ve got to stop letting other peoples emotions affecting me - my boss is great but he takes things personally and gets himself down and that brings me down.
 
Something I ordered on October 1st didn’t even “ship out” until October 11th. It’s also still in California. I did not think it would take so long. It sucks that it’s also something that I need, so it would’ve been nice for a faster shipping time.
 
the friendly ghost plushie is so cute but at the same time.. omg.. he’s my enemy. i’ve been hoping for a Wisp collectible for so LONG
 
So many cool Halloween collectibles this year that I need but I'm low on TBT with nothing to really sell. Just gotta hope what I have will suffice. Or get close enough at least.
 
The fact that I still want to use my MK8 Male Villager to spook out my avatar with, but I'm not very creative/artistic enough to even think of one.

I was thinking of (Badly Drawing) him in a Magic-Academy costume while holding a Spooky Wand, though I don't know if people will be able to identify him as MK8 Male Villager at all.

(If all else fails, I'll just take a snapshot of MK8 Male Villager in Twisted Mansion/Boo Lake and call it a day)
 
Not even related to the events but I was talking to my bf and every time something there makes me want to draw I’m so depressed I just want my motivation back dude this ruins my day when it happens

I think this is the first Halloween I’m really not feeling it for the season
 
I know I've already kinda talked about this, but it really is bothering me right now and has been for the last week. I have high hopes for the future, I know that things will get better for me soon enough, but I absolutely hate playing the waiting game. ever since I got home I've kinda been feeling miserable, I already was before I left and now I really am because I've caught a glimpse of how much better my life could be.

I don't really think this is a case of "the grass is greener on the other side", like literally almost anywhere I go and do would be better than hanging around here and waiting around for good things to come. I've lived here for almost 16 years and nothing has gotten better, and I can't help but feel like nothing will ever get better. I want to start making a better life for myself, but for now all I can really do is keep working hard and have the patience of a Saint, I suppose.
 
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