What's Bothering You?

Even if I decorate an egg, I'd still be two egg currency short of being able to afford both the Galaxy and Zen Eggs myself. Have to pass on the Zen.

💀 RIP 💀

Oh well. No big deal.
This. Is exactly me. Two short, even when I submit my egg. And it was those blasted puzzles that I second guessed on and guessed wrong. 😑
 
Currently feeling pretty miserable thanks to work. The actual work and everything has been fine in itself but while trying to learn something new my one manager has not been very understanding at all. Basically making me feel like I’m an idiot even though I’m genuinely trying here. It’s also not just me another guy working with me is getting the same treatment too.

I guess I shouldn’t be surprised I made a stupid mistake in the past and he literally could not fathom how it was possible and also made me feel like I had rocks for brains or something. Like human errors happen to the best of us? And it was one mistake. I don’t make them very often.

Not to mention I’m the kind of person who already calls myself the biggest idiot when I make mistakes so having someone else put me down just digs my grave deeper. I don’t really need the assistance, thanks.

Why can’t he be more like my other manager? My other manager still points out mistakes and tells us to be more careful next time but doesn’t say demoralizing type things in the process. There’s even been the odd occasion where he’ll actually say I did a good job on something. As if my work is actually appreciated. My other manager however I don’t think has ever said one positive thing to me.

Anyways I know I shouldn’t let it get to me, but it just does…
 
GIRL you got let this go and move on get yourself up on your feet and stop crawling on the earth for no man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know I should but he’s my only personal friend I have left and the only one I can truly open up to. He treated me better than anyone else has too, generally speaking.

A bit lonely and depressed. My day is just starting so I’m hoping my mood will improve by the time I go to bed.

Sorry if I’m being annoying. Posting here has been helping me and I’m trying my best not to post here every day or every time. If needed I’ll stop posting here.
 
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