What's Bothering You?

[VernalLapin]

I NEVER GET ANYBETTER AND I NEVER WILL. I AM USELESS TO MYSELF!!!!!!

 

[Xara]

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[ali.di.magix]

Spoiler: cw: work things, mention of death

idek where to begin with the absolute ****show of issues at work holy moly

Like seriously how hard is it to do things the right way. I work in construction, it quite literally can be life or death situations that we work in. I'm tired of the pressure, I'm tired of the complacency, I'm tired of the unnecessary shortcuts, I'm tired of feeling like a beaten dog by our client because we can't get things right. I'm so so tired, man.

I can't control other people's actions...if someone chooses to make a wrong decision on site what the hell can I or management do about that when it is drilled in their heads about doing the right thing.

And boy am I sick of my manager playing the victim all the time. It is, and always will be, the joint actions of the crew and management that will cause incidents. The woe is me mentality from my manager is getting really painful for everyone at the moment. Get your head out of your ass and start seeing solutions rather than problems, move the **** on.

**** am I tired lol

 

[savanniebananie]

My boyfriend bought me a really cute my melody bracelet for our anniversary and I bought him a matching kuromi one. Anyways, it came in the mail and when he got it there was no my melody charm and when I barely stretched it to put it on, it completely broke. It was around 15$ so he was really mad and I was pretty disappointed at how poor quality it was.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

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not to just show up out of nowhere to vent after being so silent, but if I could like run away and never come back that would be nice times like this it honestly hurts to live at all. I don't want to live like this, but this is the life I was given and I'm stuck with it. it's a hard reality and I just... living hurts.

edit: I'm a bit better now, but ugh life hella sucks sometimes.

 

[ShinyDungeoneer]

Guess who's sick today with some sort of infection! Me! I feel very itchy and barely got any sleep because of it!

 

[daringred_]

supervisor at the warehouse where i volunteer twice a week wants me to apply for a part-time job they have going, that's basically the same as what i do now. i really want to apply, but i think it's going to hit me really hard if someone else gets the role lol, and on the off chance i did get the job, i'm worried about how much i might struggle with it because of my chronic fatigue/mental health

 

[Foreverfox]

A video collage of my pom, Sydney, who passed at the beginning of 2023, just popped up on my phone and Nicholas played it and now I'm really sad. Makes me realize how much I really miss her.

 

[Croconaw]

I don't understand why my grandma feels the need to use my deadname in every sentence. It's like she's forcing it down my throat. I think she knows it bothers me.

 

[Chris]

supervisor at the warehouse where i volunteer twice a week wants me to apply for a part-time job they have going, that's basically the same as what i do now. i really want to apply, but i think it's going to hit me really hard if someone else gets the role lol, and on the off chance i did get the job, i'm worried about how much i might struggle with it because of my chronic fatigue/mental health

Go for it! In these situations it's important to not let the fear of rejection hold you back. It'll suck if you don't get it, I know, but if that happens then take a couple of days to feel sad and then consider what you learned from the process. It is better to try and fail that to not try at all. I really hope you go for it - having someone there who already knows you is a huge advantage.

If you do apply and get the role, request an appointment with their occupational health service provider very early on. As long as you are very transparent about your conditions and how they impact you then they'll be able to work with you to make sure you are properly supported in the workplace. OH is a lifesaver in protecting employees against discrimination.

 

[Yoshi155]

Not that big of a deal but I missed my bus. So that means there going to call my parents and they’re definitely going to be pissed off. So this is going to be really fun.

But I think it’s stupid because there’s this one kid who’s missed the bus twice before, and they can call the bus back to the school, even though it was one singular person. But today five people missed the bus and they can’t. I think that’s bull**** but I can’t do anything about it except not be stupid next time.

 

[Firesquids]

Feeling depressed.
Got negative test results back so I still don't know what's wrong with my stomach. It's so draining to keep making doctor's appointments, and having to pay for tests only to not get any answers and still be in pain.

 

[Chris]

Someone unsuccessfully tried to hack my email. Get a life.

 

[Romaki]

One of our electronic stores has an Amiibo sale this week for 6 bucks each (including shipping) and now I'm kinda mad I only picked up one now that most of them sold out. The only one that didn't sell out yet is the one I got, but it was the one I wanted the most.

 

[Dunquixote]

This is very minor.

Spoiler

I’m trying my best to get myself to do my dailies on genshin so I can get enough primogems saved for Wriothesley. It’s so hard with me being this angry still and the notification that i got a reply from customer support. I really want to play since I want to work on Neuvillette.

 

[themysterybidder]

Blossom isn't her usual self today. She's drinking, her business is fine and she is still active, but not eating. She won't even take a treat. If she's still like this tomorrow, I'm going to phone the vet.

 

[Chris]

Spoiler: Cancer

My friend's surgery to treat advanced ovarian cancer was unsuccessful.

 

[-Apples-]

Spoiler: Cancer

My friend's surgery to treat advanced ovarian cancer was unsuccessful.

I’m sorry this happened.

 

[Xara]

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[VernalLapin]

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