What's Bothering You?

I feel like im too sensitive. My best friend (not on the forums) simply criticised something i said because i was wrong and i got upset and left the discord call i was in. I don't want to be so easily frustrated but I can't help it
 
USPS and i feel sorry for them bc govment are basically ignoring their struggle... just wish i could like donate to them at this point or at least contact them from abroad.
 
Soigne said:
i feel like such an empty shell. nothing about me feels like who i am anymore. i've been a student my entire life & now that's suddenly changed. my friends who i've graduated with have mostly all found jobs somehow? and i feel like such a loser for not going to get a masters degree or having a job lined up. i feel so lame for being unemployed. i feel like a fraud for having to live with my parents.

my parents don't even acknowledge who i am. being in their home really puts me in a bad place. i can't live my life how i want to live it. they have some sort of preconceived idea about how i need to live, like because i'm home that means that i have to help them do/build/etc whatever they want help with, like i'm some form of free labor. they think that i need to find a job in my home town & never even think about moving away, that i can't spend time with friends or enjoy things that they, my parents, don't enjoy. being here is crushing me & there's nothing i can even do about it. financially i can't move. and i'll likely never be able to because we live in such a small town, there's never going to be a job opening that'll allow me to save.

i'm a little hopeless.
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I just wanted to say I can definitely relate to this. If it weren’t for certain circumstances I wouldn’t have a post-grad job lined up right now and wouldn’t know what to do from here on out because I’ve been a student for so long. Actually, I still kind of feel that way. You‘re definitely not alone in feeling this way. If you ever need to vent or anything, my VMs/DMs are always open.
 
I really want to get the SM64 PC port but I should wait til tomorrow cause I'm already in bed. I don't wanna wait thoo 😭😭
 
this guy from 3 years ago came back into my life and is trying to sue me for 130k , but i honestly don't think he'll be able to win the case
 
annoyed with my parents. It's been an awful year with them. The fighting included mental abuse towards me and themselves, physical contact and the police. I'm tired. And lately both parents are pushing anger towards each other onto me. I'm being forced to do ACT prep classes and its just a lot for me, I'm mentally not doing well and I just wanna have time to myself. But my family thinks me being alone is me drama or mad, I'm not kidding when I say we hang out every day from morning to night.. When my brother came home my parents have put on a facade for my brother, like things were great when he was gone. I can't escape from this house cause of lockdown. I feel like I don't matter anywhere. Animal crossing is my relief but my mom/dad is taking all the time away and judging me for playing it. I'm just tired of it all and its like my family forgot the incidents in november and december. My brother was away at college so it was just me and my parents and things got bad as I stated. He wasn't here and I sheltered him to protect him from serious fights where I got hurt or where my parents sent threats. His sport is all that matters in my family. I'd give anything for him to make it. I've always been the shadow and I'm the one no one protects because I help my family from each other. My guy friend i had freshmen year who was like my big brother stopped talking to me. I have a therapist for the trauma but I feel like shes not doing much, I wasn't even allowed a therapist for years. I'm trying to save myself. Both my parents put me through so much and I'm so mad they think they can treat me this way when I saved them both from CPS.

Ugh sorry for the weepy post just angry today and stressed. I'm okay. I'm usually a happy and funny person
 
cami_tayler said:
annoyed with my parents. It's been an awful year with them. The fighting included mental abuse towards me and themselves, physical contact and the police. I'm tired. And lately both parents are pushing anger towards each other onto me. I'm being forced to do ACT prep classes and its just a lot for me, I'm mentally not doing well and I just wanna have time to myself. But my family thinks me being alone is me drama or mad, I'm not kidding when I say we hang out every day from morning to night.. When my brother came home my parents have put on a facade for my brother, like things were great when he was gone. I can't escape from this house cause of lockdown. I feel like I don't matter anywhere. Animal crossing is my relief but my mom/dad is taking all the time away and judging me for playing it. I'm just tired of it all and its like my family forgot the incidents in november and december. My brother was away at college so it was just me and my parents and things got bad as I stated. He wasn't here and I sheltered him to protect him from serious fights where I got hurt or where my parents sent threats. His sport is all that matters in my family. I'd give anything for him to make it. I've always been the shadow and I'm the one no one protects because I help my family from each other. My guy friend i had freshmen year who was like my big brother stopped talking to me. I have a therapist for the trauma but I feel like shes not doing much, I wasn't even allowed a therapist for years. I'm trying to save myself. Both my parents put me through so much and I'm so mad they think they can treat me this way when I saved them both from CPS.

Ugh sorry for the weepy post just angry today and stressed. I'm okay. I'm usually a happy and funny person
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Hey there. Just wanted to say I’m sorry you’re having to deal with this. Not having someone there to help can be difficult. We all have days like that, so no worries. I hope you feel better soon.
 
i just want to be taken care of and not have my trust violently broken by people i cant escape from. i want someone to hold my hand and be here for me and tell me that i'm safe.
 
when people say forced lockdown and quaratine works so good.. like yeah i don't think most people can afford like 300 bucks fine everyday lol.... but yeah honestly i don't believe in those still, there are better way unless govment goes in covering all the financial costs for households and companies which they def sucked at here...
 
I like my new house. Its air conditioning makes it very cool for the summer. But I don’t know how I could survive in the winter with this level of air conditioning.
 
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