What's Bothering You?

[skarmoury]

Need to stop falling asleep while watching lectures. I swear I have a goal today and I can finish it if I just stop falling asleep.
On the flip side, my migraine isn't that bad anymore. Though I'm terribly sleepy because I stayed up until 3 am earlier.

 

[SmoochsPLH]

Spoiler

i had one of those nights last night where i could not get comfortable no matter what and as a result couldn't sleep (i kept falling asleep for a few minutes then waking up uuugh)

meanwhile it starts pouring down rain and thundering which my dog is terrified of and at the same time he decides that he needs to pee at 4am. so while i'm trying to sleep he starts tapping his claws on my hardwood cus he knows it wakes me. i'm so tired and slightly annoyed that i ignore him/don't really hear him (plus i know cus of the rain that if i do let him out he'll just come back in without doing anything he always does). that's till he jumps up on me and tries to hide in my arms.

so thru my tiredness/heartache over him being so scared i remember that i should probably put his thunder jacket on (these really do help if you have an anxious dog!!) and put it on him then decide heck i'll let him out. as i predicted he saw the rain and ran back in immediately.

tldr; i only got like...3-4 hours of sleep maybe and have family coming over

 

[Psydye]

My existence. Like what the hell is my point?! I don't get it. Seems like I'm just mosey-ing by in life, w/ no real goal or direction.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

there are like 20+ people in this house and I honestly can't handle it. I wish I could just go in the back bedroom w my dog and wait til the food is ready. kinda wish we could go home today instead of tomorrow.

 

[Sheep Villager]

Days since last hand related injury: 14 0

Miffed that this happened in the middle of the TBT Thanksgiving event.
I guess the silver-lining is I managed to outline and color my entry before today. If getting shading in turns out to be too much I'll just have to submit with flat colors. It's going to bother me a lot that it's not going to look like how I wanted it to though. ​

 

[Dunquixote]

I was fine but now am extremely depressed and anxious because my mom came in my room telling me how excited my nieces are about me seeing them on my mom’s bday. she asked me what was wrong and i told her how nervous i am and i want someone to stay home. the minute she says oh everything will be fine, i think something bad is going to happen. i try to explain my anxiety but she keeps blowing me off saying it’s only one day/night and nothing is going to happen. I hate anxiety and I kinda resent that she blows it off and doesn’t let me finish or try to understand when i have trouble articulating myself which is always. i wish i was normal and had no mental disorders. i really can’t stand myself.

And my mom just comes in again like nothing is wrong flossing her teeth with that stupid stick making that stupid annoying sound even though she knows very well how much it irritates me. can’t you tell i’m not feeling good? leave me alone >< And i am clearly reading something and typing something so it would be nice for her to realize that instead of expect a response or that i care.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I want to go home.

also if Christmas comes around and there are this many people again, it's extremely likely that I'll just stay home. plus im tired of ****ing rude comments from family. not gonna put up with this **** again.

 

[jiny]

my mental health has been so bad i cant take it anymore

 

[Katzenjammer]

my mental health has been so bad i cant take it anymore

I am so very sorry to hear you're going through this right now. I know the feeling too well, too, sadly... <3 *offers an e-hug & moral support*

 

[jiny]

I am so very sorry to hear you're going through this right now. I know the feeling too well, too, sadly... <3 *offers an e-hug & moral support*

thank you so much! it truly means a lot. <3

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

Watchmen isn't the kind of movie I need right now.

 

[Xara]

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[milktae]

My mom keeps pointing out that I’m really pale compare to last year and it annoys me so much that she points it out so often

 

[DinosaurDumpster]

i wish my family would leave me alone when i'm all drained of my social energy

 

[Dunquixote]

my mental health has been so bad i cant take it anymore

I’m in the same boat. I’m really sorry that you’re experiencing this. I know this may be a bit weird since you don’t know me, but my wall and dms are open if you ever feel the need to vent. I have a lot of mental health problems myself so I understand how tough it is.

my digestive system is a disaster. i’m so uncomfortable rn :/

Feel better soon.


Bummed that my sister decided to go with $25 budget so now I am not getting that Persona 5 signed poster. i already bought her present and she just said not to get her a bday present so it works out but i got myself so excited about the print :/. my mom said i could get one but i am waiting for other vas to announce signings. i am getting nervous since the day the print by the persona 5 cast is approaching.

She did ask if i was okay with this and i said yes, but honestly i am extremely sad. i knew it was a lot to ask for but since she had originally said it was okay, it really made me disappointed.

And just when I was starting to feel better too.

 

[jiny]

I’m in the same boat. I’m really sorry that you’re experiencing this. I know this may be a bit weird since you don’t know me, but my wall and dms are open if you ever feel the need to vent. I have a lot of mental health problems myself so I understand how tough it is.

thank you i'll be here if you want to vent as well! my dms are always open <3

 

[Xara]

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Bummed that my sister decided to go with $25 budget so now I am not getting that Persona 5 signed poster. i already bought her present and she just said not to get her a bday present so it works out but i got myself so excited about the print :/. my mom said i could get one but i am waiting for other vas to announce signings. i am getting nervous since the day the print by the persona 5 cast is approaching.

She did ask if i was okay with this and i said yes, but honestly i am extremely sad. i knew it was a lot to ask for but since she had originally said it was okay, it really made me disappointed.

And just when I was starting to feel better too.

if i wasn’t broke, i would absolutely buy it for you. i hope you’re able to get it, somehow </3

 

[Dunquixote]

if i wasn’t broke, i would absolutely buy it for you. i hope you’re able to get it, somehow </3

Oh I couldn’t ask anything from you or anyone. I truly appreciate the thought either way ^.^; your friendship is more than enough. There will be plenty more opportunities in the future even if this particular print isn’t available then. I’m just hurt she said it was fine and then changed her mind. I wish she said no to begin with. My fault for having so many issues and not being able to get a job :/.

 

[Zane]

There’s too dang many FNAF characters now looool my nephew is getting into it so I’m looking at the toys for christmas and keep saying to myself what the hell is this thing

 

[Xara]

Oh I couldn’t ask anything from you or anyone. I truly appreciate the thought either way ^.^; your friendship is more than enough. There will be plenty more opportunities in the future even if this particular print isn’t available then. I’m just hurt she said it was fine and then changed her mind. I wish she said no to begin with. My fault for having so many issues and not being able to get a job :/.

you’re so, so wonderful, my friend, and your feelings are completely valid. i know how much it hurts to get your hopes up about something only for it to fall through and i’m really sorry that she changed her mind. it’s not your fault, either, though; mental health can be deliberating and that’s absolutely not your fault - you didn’t ask for any of it nor do you deserve the troubles that you have. even if you’re unable to get this particular print, i truly hope that things look up for you and i’m always around if you ever need to talk <3