What's Bothering You?

my dad left the bathroom door open while showering.
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Toska said:
Just heard my uncle had a stroke and wrecked. He’s not doing too well.
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I’m so sorry :(. sending you my thoughts and best wishes for your uncle to have and speedy and safe recovery 🍀🙏. Hang in there
 
I'm having a really hard time coping with my status as an lgbt+ person, namely the fact that I'm apothi/ace. I feel like I would meet someone whom I can date and hopefully spend my life with, but literally unless they're also ace it prob won't go well at all and I don't want to be a burden on them. I'm so afraid of being judged and forced to do things that I don't want to do, that I really just don't want to put myself out there at all. this is made worse in the last week since my brother actually found a gf whom he really likes and I'm so super happy for him. now I wish I could do the same, but who wants to be with someone like me anyways :.....)
(I know I'm just really beating myself up over here, I feel p hopeless tho)

also have a paper due on Wednesday morning but because all the info I need for it is 1. scattered across the internet and 2. not as concise as the prof would like it to be I'm having a really difficult time getting it started. I don't want to write it. I'm tired of writing papers. I know I'm really close to the end but i've seriously hit my breaking point and I'm completely useless now.
 
im gonna be a senior in like a few months and it’s just hitting me now ?!?!? omg :/ i’m not ready to grow up and have to go to college and stuff 😭
 
SpaceTokki77 said:
tfw u realize all ur friends forgot about u and found new friends
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I feel this so much. Ever since the pandemic, all my irl friends found new people and kinda moved on, but I haven't met anyone new or moved on at all. It really sucks horribly knowing that there's not many people to turn to after that ._.

syub said:
im gonna be a senior in like a few months and it’s just hitting me now ?!?!? omg :/ i’m not ready to grow up and have to go to college and stuff 😭
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As someone who has already went through that phase, it's really scary to think about, but honestly it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be tbh. It seems really scary as first, but as long as you take it easy and don't rush yourself despite what your school pressures you to do about college. Honestly if anything, I despised how much pressure school puts on college and how it impacts life in general, because it's very exaggerated. Just enjoy what you have now atm and when the time comes, you'll be ready for it. Good luck! ^-^

Anyways, I just wish I wasn't ignored. I feel silly trying to vent this out but it's small things people do that slowly build up and start to hurt after a while. From people not noticing me until hours later to ignoring my replies on discord chats. I know it's extremely petty and that the world doesn't revolve around me, but sometimes, I kinda just wish I had support sometimes. From my art getting no likes online to group chats immediately becoming silent once I say something. Is it even worth continuing on my ways anymore or should I just keep going?
 
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trashpedia said:
I feel this so much. Ever since the pandemic, all my irl friends found new people and kinda moved on, but I haven't met anyone new or moved on at all. It really sucks horribly knowing that there's not many people to turn to that ._.


As someone who has already went through that phase, it's really scary to think about, but honestly it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be tbh. It seems really scary as first, but as long as you take it easy and don't rush yourself despite what your school pressures you to do about college. Honestly if anything, I despised how much pressure school puts on college and how it impacts life in general, because it's very exaggerated. Just enjoy what you have now atm and when the time comes, you'll be ready for it. Good luck! ^-^

Anyways, I just wish I wasn't ignored. I feel silly trying to vent this out but it's small things people do that slowly build up and start to hurt after a while. From people not noticing me until hours later to ignoring my replies on discord chats. I know it's extremely petty and that the world doesn't revolve around me, but sometimes, I kinda just wish I had support sometimes. From my art getting no likes online to group chats immediately becoming silent once I say something. Is it even worth continuing on my ways anymore or should I just keep going?
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Ooof I can relate to that so much. Whenever I post on a certain LGBTQ server people just ignore me. Even when I’m discussing a struggle on the venting channel I get blown off. It’s always important to find people who will give you the time of day!

Also why does my apartment not have air conditioning? It’s a high desert in May.
 
woke up this morning (like 7:30) and... it's oddly quiet in here. turns out the power went out. I checked how long my phone has been on the battery and it said 23 minutes, so I guess now it's been almost an hour.
I really don't like this, I'm used to having fans creating white noise and now it's dead silent except for a lone weed whacker outside 😐

also haven't heard a single thing from B&G so I have no clue if any other dorms are affected or when this will be resolved.

edit: so apparently the entire city is out of power, which doesn't surprise me at all. the electric company said the power is expected to be restored around 10:30am, which really sucks cause today is the day of my very last history class and it starts at 10:30. also I'm sure my freezer is gonna start melting soon so I gotta deal w that again yay.
 
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-Lumi- said:
My province officially opened up vaccines for everyone 18+ but there are no available appointments. Maybe I’m misunderstanding my areas vaccination website but we only show appointments for 14 days in advance and it says nothing is available. I’m from a small town so it’s really just the one centre offering vaccines because it seems like Shoppers only had Astra Zeneca which has now been pulled.

I was up past midnight last night and checked as soon as June 1st appeared as a booking date but it was already full. Like 12am, it just became an option - and full. I was up again early because technically 8am is when the province allowed for 18+ people to apply (although last night my cities website did say 18+ could apply!) and everything’s still full.

I’m not sure if it’s maybe that my city is “full” in advance from vaccinating essential workers maybe? But it’s frustrating not knowing what I’m meant to be doing.
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Is there a phone number you can call? Good luck!
 
Stayed up until 4am ish to get extra work done for work. I'm behind due to a combination of high expectations, tight deadlines and lack of motivation to be productive as I'm stuck working from home in lockdown yet again/still.

Got maybe 4 hours of sleep as I was back at it again at 8am this morning (and still will be until at least 5pm if not later today). Even so, I'm still behind with deadlines looming... ugh.

Also it's still questionable what I'm going to do about work in the nearish future as I'm moving soon and an hour long commute once the stinking lockdown ends is no good. Safe to say I'm feeling the stress right now. :(
 
I was supposed to go and buy Splatoon 2 today and now the person told me she can't anymore and that she can earliest friday..
now I don't even want to buy the game anymore, idk 😥
 
My allergies are so bad that I didn’t bother putting my contacts in. I also spilled coffee all over myself and I’ve had to sneak my sweater into someone else’s laundry because I took a fill position after this and would really like a clean sweater. I also really regret taking said fill position because I’m tired and don’t want to go to an unknown person’s house today. Especially when I look this bad 😓. I usually like to shower, change and sanitize my clothes after going to the house that I’m currently working at because this house isn’t the cleanest and I don’t want to risk giving cockroaches to anyone or my own house. I really don’t know what I was thinking. I also told myself I wasn’t going to take any extra work tomorrow, but I’ve already broken that. For whatever reason these people liked me enough to specifically request me to work for them on Saturdays so I’m going in for training on how to lift someone and I’m very nervous as this person is very delicate and obviously very cherished by their family. Not going to lie I’m really nervous about that. Also I’ve met so many nice people lately that I’m scared I’m over due for someone mean. I went to someone once and they shredded me and my self esteem and I won’t go to those people again.
 
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Lol some people on instagram, no one is forcing you to buy female shirts if you're female, if you want shirts or whatever aimed at men go buy it. I do have/had stuff aimed at men due to my body shape especially legs/butt but I'm not complaining about binary marketing like some teens. Even for inclusiveness people look different body-wise and you can buy what you want and make it fit YOU, and honestly even if they did agender/nb stuff that would probably be even more complain to some for not including everyone still. And it's not that they're forcing something.

I mean if you honestly can't see thru this yourself and forces over-night change just... buy what you feel comfy about and I'm sure they'll fit whoever regardless of gender.
 
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