What's Bothering You?

[Alienfish]

apparently last season this one dude was directing episodes, i'll miss you

 

[_Rainy_]

My allergies are so bad that I didn’t bother putting my contacts in. I also spilled coffee all over myself and I’ve had to sneak my sweater into someone else’s laundry because I took a fill position after this and would really like a clean sweater. I also really regret taking said fill position because I’m tired and don’t want to go to an unknown person’s house today. Especially when I look this bad . I usually like to shower, change and sanitize my clothes after going to the house that I’m currently working at because this house isn’t the cleanest and I don’t want to risk giving cockroaches to anyone or my own house. I really don’t know what I was thinking. I also told myself I wasn’t going to take any extra work tomorrow, but I’ve already broken that. For whatever reason these people liked me enough to specifically request me to work for them on Saturdays so I’m going in for training on how to lift someone and I’m very nervous as this person is very delicate and obviously very cherished by their family. Not going to lie I’m really nervous about that. Also I’ve met so many nice people lately that I’m scared I’m over due for someone mean. I went to someone once and they shredded me and my self esteem and I won’t go to those people again.

 

[King koopa]

I ****ing hate this country

If you're talking about the us, yeah, it's got it's problems and if you're not talking about the us, forget i said anything

 

[Alienfish]

Lol some people on instagram, no one is forcing you to buy female shirts if you're female, if you want shirts or whatever aimed at men go buy it. I do have/had stuff aimed at men due to my body shape especially legs/butt but I'm not complaining about binary marketing like some teens. Even for inclusiveness people look different body-wise and you can buy what you want and make it fit YOU, and honestly even if they did agender/nb stuff that would probably be even more complain to some for not including everyone still. And it's not that they're forcing something.

I mean if you honestly can't see thru this yourself and forces over-night change just... buy what you feel comfy about and I'm sure they'll fit whoever regardless of gender.

 

[deana]

A wasp stung me right on my knuckle so it hurts when I move my hand

 

[Dunquixote]

very silly bother. the squishables are having an anniversary and the minis and regular ones have a nice discount going on but now not having any kind of job - part time or full hurts (I does every day technically, but like when I want something it is like a bigger oof ). Not a big deal like I said since I am extremely happy with my early bday presents, just sad my mom couldn’t save some money from the catbug plush. it was retiring and i didn’t know the exact date when it would be done, which is why i ordered it when i did (and i didn’t know the squishanniversary was coming up).

Also I stayed up too late playing pokemon snap and am still out of it and feeling lazy. i said after dinner i’ll start putting some of items back of my room but... i kinda don’t feel like it even though i want my drawing stuff

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

They took out the break room table.

 

[Millysaurusrexjr]

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[Dunquixote]

my best guy friend just messaged me back (haven’t heard from him in months) and i should be happy but instead am extremely depressed since i am reminded that he is why i want to wait if we have to move. I am afraid i am never going to be able to hang out with him again (when he comes back—if he ever comes back to the country and gets a green card). Hard to hang out when i’m hours away. i hate this and kinda myself for being having so many issues and being so powerless and weak. I’m having fun with pokemon snap and the tournament, but this reminder just kills. Then again, even when he is in the country, we don’t get to hang out that often (since he worked which he was not supposed to do and likes gaming with the guys in our group more — probably).

Also have to get my hair cut tomorrow. i hate going to the place because it smells like nail polish since it is also where people get their nails done and the smell is so strong it makes me nauseous.

 

[Neb]

Can we please get rid of the toxic “just get over it” attitude? When something bad happens in our lives it takes time to recover. How long that takes varies from person to person. Telling them to “just get over it,” even when we’ll intentioned, feels like your experiences are being undermined. I wish we could normalize letting people recover from stressful situations at their own pace.

 

[Lightspring]

My ex kept trying to contact and run into me in public even though they had no reason to. They kept telling me that they want a second chance of some sort (not sure exactly what) and that they wanted me to teach a lesson. I kept trying to tell them to date new people and move on though it’s clear that they haven’t quite moved on yet. Call me bitter but there’s a reason why we separated and they just can’t accept that. I get brushed off and told I should be flattered and that I shouldn’t be full of hatred and maybe they’re right. I think it’s not them so much anymore, it’s just that I can’t learn to forgive myself and the stupid mistakes I made that seeing them is a literal reminder of my naivety and letting myself being controlled.

 

[Shellzilla_515]

I feel fine now.

 

[_Rainy_]

Can we please get rid of the toxic “just get over it” attitude? When something bad happens in our lives it takes time to recover. How long that takes varies from person to person. Telling them to “just get over it,” even when we’ll intentioned, feels like your experiences are being undermined. I wish we could normalize letting people recover from stressful situations at their own pace.

Yeah, I agree with this. Well intentioned or not, it’s still gaslighting.

I started cutting up a watermelon because I thought bakubun would want it, but he didn’t. Now I’m stuck cutting up this giant watermelon and I’m feeling too lazy rn.

 

[VanitasFan26]

I don't know what to feel anymore after these past 2 months. I feel empty and numb.

 

[Midoriya]

I’m fed up with my life to be honest and how companies are restrictive against hiring people with Aspergers/ASD. As xSuperMario64x said, this country really does suck.

 

[jiny]

got woken up by really loud thunder, it’s raining super hard now and my stomach hurts now :/ it’s 6:30 am rn

 

[Dunquixote]

i wish my dad would take medicine — for his cough, a machine for his breathing at night. He is always quick to jump on me for my coughs, but I am sick of him blaming us for his problems or for his anxiety and hearing him cough when I know he doesn’t take his allergy medicine.

Edit: I don’t know why I told my hair stylist about my anxiety about moving. I should have kept my mouth shut. She us nice but I don’t think she understood my anxiety and it doesn’t help I can’t articulate how much I hurt about the idea. she thinks I can just make new friends easily and that this move might be great and I was a bit upset when she said that I could just talk online with my current ones since i am not seeing them during the pandemic. i could but I like the option to be able to see them or not instead of having to be hours away and no choice in the matter. I didn’t want to go into details about my best guy friend and honestly I just don’t know how to verbally articulate all these feelings. She is very nice but she sides with my mom too much. She thinks i should want to be closer to where my nieces are. yeah i should but i need to worry about my mental health first and family interaction (not with my nieces but mostly my dad and sister) is difficult. when we’re all together, i don’t have a lot of fun even though my nieces like seeing me. my dad with untreated anxiety and anger issues just causes me more anxiety. I am so frustrated that no one understands how difficult this is. I don’t know how to express myself and now writing this I am a bit confused and frustrated/disgusted with myself.

 

[Lightspring]

The master schedule changed overnight without warning and I ended up missing out on taking my final exam. Not cool.

 

[Dwayne Johnson]

have to isolate for 2 weeks, fun

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I think one of my issues is that I need to ease up a bit. I'm so tense and being autistic already makes everything difficult to deal with and comprehend. I would love to just let loose for a while.