dads saying that karen voted ILY because they?re scum together
but tom voted mog d1
tom and karen played similarly in that they both didn?t participate much (ISP=insufficient participation) and only showed up in threads before the vote happened.
to me it doesn?t really make sense for karen to vote a teammate just like tom did
i mean i just think ILY is town in general, but if i ignored my reads i feel like that move is weird to make as maf
Thanks for this
glow, I understand what you were saying now.
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As much as I appreciate the sentiment that you both have given me... But... I've already fully decided that this mafia game will be my last one as stated in my VM to Chick. It would be nice to learn to play better; however, I feel like this is for the best. The current game has already affected my physical health here. So... I'm pretty sure that's a huge sign that says I should no longer keep playing future mafia games. :T The only reason why I am still playing this game... is well... that I would feel really bad if I were to get modkilled a second time.
Amanda... When I read what you said about me I kept wondering why you keep having faith in me the more I read it over and over again. Just was wondering about it in general if you wanted to know. It just boggles my mind a lot since I don't really have faith in myself the longer I am in the game. I really want to trust in you, but I am just too afraid to do so. I really want to believe what you're telling me.
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Seeing the mentions of my what's bothering you post and my VM to Chick in this game is very surprising to me. I didn't write those things for any alignment indicative purposes. The only reason why I posted a VM to Chick was due to their question that popped up during the duration of this game. Question that was asked of me from Chick: "Well, are you interested in Mafia anymore?". It was a question that I gave a serious thought about. I had to re-evaluate the things that happened in the game to determine my answer. So... I asked myself if my answer was still the same despite everything that I went through alone. In the end... I concluded that my answer has indeed changed.
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I made sure to be completely honest when I wrote this because I thought honesty is the best policy. If one really wants to lynch me then I won't stop them from doing so and just accept it for what it is. Acceptance is important to me. Therefore I will accept my fate in this game.
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Oh my goodness
Ryumia - you are such a sincerely kind, sweet, and thoughtful human being. I'm a little in awe at how ~pure~ and self-reflective and self-aware you are. I am so sorry to hear your health has been so impacted by this game, and I think you have made the right decision in the circumstances - no game is worth compromising your health for, ever.
Thank you so much for taking the time and effort to answer so thoughtfully, honestly, and comprehensively. I can see why you made the choices you did now, you were understandably confused and paranoid about what was going on around you as a result of us interpreting your words as a possible/likely/definite Blue soft-claim. Please don't be so hard on yourself, you did nothing wrong at all in the circumstances. As
Vanessa said, you're not responsible at all for anyone dying, and we can all see you've been doing your best to help us.
I apologise for bringing up your other activities here on TBT (my post # 3737) without being more clear about why I was doing so ; I did not believe it was relevant to your alignment. I was giving my PoV on the likelihood of you returning to the game vs not returning at all, as the discussion at that point involved whether we should try and end the Day phase early. I'm sorry for causing you unnecessary confusion. And I completely understand and respect your apprehension about trusting me - or anyone - given the circumstances. I know my own motivations and priorities, but of course you cannot. I can see how much you are struggling rn, and I wish I could do more to try and help but I think that will have to wait until after this game is over.
Finally : I realise now I was being presumptuous in hoping you would play in future Mafia games, and I was not even considering your own perspective. That was rude of me and I am deeply sorry for that. There is more, much more, to life than Mafia, and that's okay.
I don?t care what she flips, survivor or mafia both help in one way or another
And no. If you really wanna know pay attention to Tina?s posts more
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Also Ryumia?s so town, if she?s mafia I?ll be #S H O O K
Panda I think will flip mafia sadly, so remaining should be Dad and ??? I townread everyone else so lmao idk
All the blue roles make sense, only one that could be lying is Ghost but idk if he?d be able to pull that off, Fire?s seems too real and and so does Glow?s, everyone elses is easily confirmable so.
I'm really hoping you're still withholding info (whatever it is) for strategic reasons and not just to mess with
Dad,
myself, or the both of us.
I agree with you that
Ryumia is obvious Town (though I don't get the shook reference).
She might of misread her pm thingy
That can, and absolutely does, happen. But I think it's virtually impossible for that to have been what occured here as
Panda had had literally days to make sure she fully understood how her role worked, both in the Mafia QT thread as well as by pm discussion with
Tina to clarify anything she couldn't discuss in the QT thread with her teammates. She's also quite an experienced player and would not have been as easily thrown by the unusual (unique? Idk) role as
Punchy was. Especially as her pm seems a lot more straightforward than the flavour-filled one m poor
Punchy received (I've said it before but it bears repeating - I, too, would have been confused af at receiving that role pm).
Imo it doesn't much matter at this stage why she did what she did at the end there. We're already at LYLO and we were before her lynch, too, so her final actions didn't have any net impact -except to generate discussion of her motives and cause some confusion. I think the gain to them of confusing us and potentially being able to chew up valuable time is explanation enough for her actions, personally.
Just to be clear though : in most games, until it's endgame, it's generally best to try and work out scum motives whenever possible (without jumping to conclusions).
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Gavin : is it perchance your bedtime or something? (Asking only as I recall you saying you wanting people to remind you to log-off if your posts were veering off-topic.)
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Gah that was rude. I'm sorry.
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OKAY SERIOUSLY HOW AND WHY IS THERE ANOTHER SMILEY FACE HEADER ON MY POST??? It's not even the same smiley face as before for ****s sake.