how are you feeling right now?

I feel pretty great! Just bred a shiny 4 IV Gastly a few minutes ago...and will be getting a shiny Gmax Gengar soon!
 
Tired, and kind of icky. I've had stomach sickness and nausia twice in the past 2 weeks...not fun. At least I seem to be recovering from whatever made me sick.
 
I've been pretty blue this weekend and a bit angry. One of my neighbor's kids was killed by a car on the road near my house. There were two Amish children riding in their small buggy up the hill and a car driving too fast rear ended them. Tore the buggy apart. One boy was killed right away. My aunt tried but couldn't revive him. The other boy was able to walk but in shock. The police and paramedics didn't even want to look at him or take him to hospital because he was "walking around." 😡

The driver probably won't be charged with anything. Lots of them speed through here in the country like it's their personal racetrack. When my aunt was trying to revive the fallen child the driver who caused it just stood there and asked why she was giving mouth to mouth to a "dirty little Amish boy." I swear some people...it makes me want to give up on humanity entirely sometimes.
 
Sleepy and cold. I've also been back and forth on feeling sad and content. It's just the time of year I think.
 
I've been pretty blue this weekend and a bit angry. One of my neighbor's kids was killed by a car on the road near my house. There were two Amish children riding in their small buggy up the hill and a car driving too fast rear ended them. Tore the buggy apart. One boy was killed right away. My aunt tried but couldn't revive him. The other boy was able to walk but in shock. The police and paramedics didn't even want to look at him or take him to hospital because he was "walking around." 😡

The driver probably won't be charged with anything. Lots of them speed through here in the country like it's their personal racetrack. When my aunt was trying to revive the fallen child the driver who caused it just stood there and asked why she was giving mouth to mouth to a "dirty little Amish boy." I swear some people...it makes me want to give up on humanity entirely sometimes.
That's terrible! I feel awful for those poor kids' family.

I'm a bit tired but had a pretty good weekend overall, so I guess I'm content for the moment.
 
That saddens me. I have tons of respect for Amish people. I meet Amish families all the time riding the Amtrak train. They are amazing people and you can learn a lot from them. I’d love to vacation one day to an Amish community (specifically the one near Sarasota in Florida) and that’s in my plans for the future.

I’m feeling relaxed, but I’ll likely head back to sleep soon. I had a pretty stress-free day.
 
that’s devastating, oh my god... i can’t even begin to imagine what that poor family must be feeling right now.

everything about that infuriates me. the fact that the other driver was speeding so much that he tore the buggy apart (and killed an innocent kid), the revolting thing he said while your aunt was trying to revive him, the police and paramedics not even tending to the other kid because he was able to walk, and the fact that the driver might not even be charged? absolutely disgusting. how inhumane can you be? it shouldn’t matter that those kids and their family are amish, they’re people, and they didn’t deserve that. kudos to your aunt for trying to save him — i can imagine how hard that must’ve been for her to see and do, esp with that awful driver watching her and saying such terrible things.

i’ll keep their family in my thoughts. 💔
 
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I'm so tired of getting sick all the time. I just got better from the flu and now I have a bad cold.
Yeah that gets annoying. I've had this lingering sickness in me for so long. I can't even remember when I got it and how long it has been stuck with me. It's lowkey now obviously, but it's still a nuisance. Hopefully you can kick it soon!

I ended up masking at work again simply because I work in really close proximity with these crazy NFT bros that get in everyone's face/and cough/sneeze in people's personal space all the time. It's wild how stupid and self-absorbed they are.

@angelcat621 That is terrible. I am so sorry for the family and for you and your aunt for having to experience such trauma. The man was definitely under the influence of something. No one in their right mind would say such things unless their filter was taken off with a little help from something.
 
I am exhausted. I only slept for about 5 hours last night. I'm at work and can barely keep my eyes open.
 
Anxious. Excited. Tired. Going to leave the state today to visit my partners father who will be starting hospice soon. He's not a good person so I don't feel as much grief as I normally would but I grieve for my partner who's losing his parent, despite them not being a good father.

Lots of things to do in Minnesota. Christmas tomorrow. Friends and family gathering. It's a lot of mixed emotions.

I could use a drink.
 
I really hate being negative I really do, but I just can't help it sometimes. You just have to express to everyone that you're doing fine, but you're not really fine and they just don't seem to understand what you're going through. Just acting like its all good when its not really good. Can't really do much just learn to live with it I guess.
 
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