I’m not feeling that great still; I feel a little better about some stuff but I’m feeling frustrated with and a little depressed. Kinda feeling like that I’m an awful friend even though try so hard to be considerate and a good friend; maybe my friend was right about trying too hard makes me seem off :/.
I'm feeling happy for a few reasons:
- I bought a new pair of shoes. I've been meaning to get a new pair before my vacation. My old pair will be for work since my job makes them filthy.
- It's been three days since I've had another tooth pulled. Third day is always the peak swelling day, so of course, my face is just a little swelled up where the extraction was. I'm happy because that was the last tooth in my mouth that was badly infected, and now that it's gone, I likely won't need another one, at least anytime soon. I'm happy with the way my teeth look now, and I'm happy that I'll be okay to eat normal foods again in a few more days. I hope by then the swelling will subside. It usually does.
I had a lot of fun today playing Among Us. Tomorrow is a special occasion too; I should be feeling happy, but I’m not entirely. My mom wants me to pick out something else for myself but I can’t get myself to look to see what else I want. I’m a bit depressed because of something that happened and frustrated in multiple ways both with myself and what happened and just in general. I’m anxious about something too.
I’m tired of everything going wrong when I socialize :/.
Prior to this, I had been holding a lot in. Only a few people I’ve opened up to about it in the past or they expressed similar sentiments to me. It was my bad; I should’ve right away stepped away like I planned and continue to hold it in. Idk what happened; if holding it in just got too much. Either way, I feel awful and now I can’t face anyone and I feel like I ruined vibes between everyone for good. I’m kinda feeling hurt too myself but it’s my fault and I probably deserve it since I messed up and upset everyone. :/
Feeling all burnt out from all the fair events. I've been trying to take my mind off from burning out lately by attempting to draw stuff again and testing my new portable drawing tablet. I've also dabbled on drawing traditional art with markers.
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I’m feeling miserable and my mental health completely shot again. Today is a special occasion for me that my family and I celebrate every year, but I’m anything but happy right now. I still need to take my medicine, but I was feeling like this yesterday too even after I took my medicine.