how are you feeling right now?

i feel nae good (physically, mentally im thrivin) but im about to go to my boyfriends library for a lil party shindig thingy so im more excited than nauseous LOL (ill probsss be fine)
 
I searched up the reasons for why Bald Eagles previously faced the threat of extinction.

I hate this. It makes me upset.

At least the bald eagle population has increased exponentially. People can suck though.

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I feel like crap and a social failure. I’m mentally exhausted and feeling so frustrated with myself. I really wish my best friend could start talking to me more again. I miss him so much and right now I really need him.

I think at this point I’m just a waste of space.

My kitties, my shop here and the Among Us sessions have been the only thing keeping me together. My shop hasn’t been doing good but i’m still having fun getting materials and working on my clothing catalogues.

Please no messages on discord or here or replies.
 
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Well, I've been feeling conflicted.

I wonder why I cook nachos and sometimes the cheese dries out and sticks to the chip without melting. It doesn't taste good.

I have to substitute the brand and hope it melts without burning the chips.
 
Alone and unmotivated. I just spent my entire evening terraforming in Minecraft creative mode while also watching football games. I keep saying that I need to not have so many lazy weekends and nights of self time, yet it keeps happening.

I’ll have to look at the in-town activities and events being offered again. Problem with that, though, is the fact that many are either kid/elderly-oriented or are way out of my interest. Last time I checked, the activities or events I’d be interested in are either more than a month away or require a lengthy drive to the destination.

I also happen to be looking at places to move to on my own; would I actually try to move further away from the city I know (which is NOT a 20-something year old friendly city to begin with) and change jobs? That would be a hard decision, but I may consider it.
 
I kinda just woke up from a little catnap, feel kinda out of it. Hate when I do and I feel worse.
Feeling a lil better each minute I am awake, so that's good.

I am feeling more wanting to play my pokemon games again, and espically my nuzlockes again, so that will be fun.
 
Anxious. First time in my life I've ever picked up the phone from a doctor to hear, "I've bad news, can you come in tomorrow?" Plus they want to take more blood, when I was last tested yesterday. The practice does have in-house testing so it's normal they got the results so fast but not knowing the details is scary. 😬

I've been trying to engage in other activities to keep my mind off of it but all I'm thinking about is tomorrow. Plus I've an important meeting an hour and a half after the appointment and the last two times I've had blood taken they've taken a lot and I've felt awful for a few hours after. From what he described it sounds like they'll be taking a lot tomorrow too.
 
I’m so sad, disappointed and frustrated. I’m so tired of being misunderstood and misunderstanding people. I’m tired of being sad, messing up, losing friends. I wish I was normal. I’m hungry but I’m having trouble getting out of bed. I can’t get myself to finish picking out my presents for the other day since I’m just too upset.

I kinda want to leave tbt for good but I still have so many friends here and tbt is one of the few things holding me together. Also, right now, I’m not thinking rationally still.

I feel kinda alone right now. I’m so sad.

No dms or discord messages or replies please.
 
Well, I'm suppose to be sleeping right now, but I feel pretty awake.
I feel calm which is nice, because outside myself it feels so hectic.
I feel like getting on new leaf, but I don't have a bug net yet. I'm too tired for stardew rn.
I find myself mentally exhausted lately. Hopefully that will leave but idk.
 
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I hope it's okay that I reply to you, but I just wanted to say that I am so, so sorry for your loss. I've lost 3 cats in the last 2.5 years myself, so I know just how devastating and life-altering this is. I know we've never really interacted before, but I can tell from your posts about her just how much she means to you and how much you love her. She was so beautiful, and I know you gave her the best life and care possible. I know that doesn't make any of this hurt less, though.

Sending you so much love. 🩷
 
I hope it's okay that I reply to you, but I just wanted to say that I am so, so sorry for your loss. I've lost 3 cats in the last 2.5 years myself, so I know just how devastating and life-altering this is. I know we've never really interacted before, but I can tell from your posts about her just how much she means to you and how much you love her. She was so beautiful, and I know you gave her the best life and care possible. I know that doesn't make any of this hurt less, though.

Sending you so much love. 🩷

Thank you Xara. I appreciate the kind words. I hope everyone knows I am not posting any of this about my cat for attention. This is a supportive community, and I felt the need to talk somewhere.

I am not always the most sensitive person on forums, but I love all animals, and Gracie meant the world to me.
 
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