I’m still not feeling good; feeling worse about the one thing that has been bothering me. I just woke up but I kept waking up because my mom and dad were both talking loud (the house is not insulated).
I'll be getting some help for the Halloween party which makes me feel so much better! My husband and I are still in charge of all of the food but its better than the whole thing.
I'm... a little better right now. I think it's because I managed to turn in some classwork that I missed thanks to my sub-par productivity during break two weeks ago. Or maybe it's because I found all the needed items for the first part of the scavenger hunt event. Or maybe Stardew Valley helped to kill the time. Regardless, there are still a lot of assignments weighing on me that I should probably handle right now...
I just woke up and feel tired and stressed. I’m feeling mored burned out than before, I think. Starting to feeling stressed about my unreal estate entry; I was hoping to do as much as I could and see how much I could improve decorating during this activity, but I’m so burnt out.
My dad was talking too loud today again so I kept waking up earlier.
I keep forgetting to look to see what to get my girls for their gotcha day. I need to finish my christmas list for my mom but my mood has been really bad since something has been making me sick. christmas is the last thing I’m thinking about.
Simply, I feel hopeless. October has been nothing but **** so far and at this point I don't think I can make it out alive. I'm stressed, I'm on edge, I want to go home but I can't right now. Ugh.
When discussing pension policies the other night, my partner said she'd probably rehome either one (Seb) or both of our cats in the event I suddenly died. It came up in conversation with my mum just now and she told me that if that happens then she's taking them in. Exact words:
"They come to grandmommy."
"I would never let the preshys* go anywhere cept here."
"Babies come here!!! My grandbabies!!!"**
*preshys = preciouses.
At least that's some peace of mind.
I also made her the same promise years ago that if her cats outlive her they're coming to me.
**If not obvious my mum is basically the definition of a crazy cat lady.
My dad woke me up again by being loud; my niece is here so I kept hearing him yell super kitty because he thinks he’s funny and is making fun of what she’s watching. I could also hear the show from upstairs too. So right now, I’m feeling annoyed and crabby and still tired.
On a plus note, I think I got a template made for my new island journal once I start my second island. I’m pretty happy with it and excited about that, though also kinda feeling overwhelmed thinking of all the things I want to do like making a table of contents this time and keeping it organized. I might browse the island journals more when I have time.
you know that achey, weird feeling before you're unwell? Yeah, I kinda feel like that.
Hate this feeling, here's hoping I won't be unwell, but possibily could be getting something from my mum who's been unwell.
Mildly annoyed. I have a mandatory meeting at work....and I don't even work today. Also, the reaction events are fine, but getting haunted multiple times is adding to the annoyance.
(No hate to anyone. The meeting is just making me unreasonably irritable)