I have my real first day of high school tomorrow and I don't have any friends in all but one of my classes.
I sound stupid trying to reply to this but I'm really sorry you feel that way. I know it isn't much but I understand that feeling of paranoia and it's rough.My own paranoia. I know I can't help it but I'd just like to have a single conversation with people close to me without thinking they're scheming against me or don't care as much as they say. I've put up this barrier around me after years of abuse, just believing people have bad intentions so I'm not hurt too much if it turns out to be true. But even then, there's people I believe to be honest with what they say and do, and those thoughts still creep into my head. I'd like to not be paranoid towards these people, even if it was just once. It hurts and annoys me greatly, and I feel like I'll lose people that I greatly appreciate over this.
I had a text fight on a group chat. Yikes.
did you win ??? :O
Now I'm bothered about the amount of homework I'm gonna have in this class when school starts >.< already had a lot over the summer from that class >.> and it's a new school too...AP History work is going to smother me.
Now I'm bothered about the amount of homework I'm gonna have in this class when school starts >.< already had a lot over the summer from that class >.> and it's a new school too...