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this ***** is being an ableist ******* by making fun of what i can and cannot do
but it cheers me up she resorted to saying i have 'medical problems' well thank **** for clarifying i didnt spend half a year in hospital when i had no medical problems
she also said i made her cry so yeah GOOD.
but it cheers me up she resorted to saying i have 'medical problems' well thank **** for clarifying i didnt spend half a year in hospital when i had no medical problems
she also said i made her cry so yeah GOOD.
marzipanmermaid
*insert Pikmin noises*
I'm feeling distant and far away from my boyfriend and that bothers me...
I feel defective and I'm struggling with all this other crap and it makes me feel so isolated.
I hate that when new games come out, I rarely hear from him throughout the day.
That makes me feel even worse.
I feel defective and I'm struggling with all this other crap and it makes me feel so isolated.
I hate that when new games come out, I rarely hear from him throughout the day.
That makes me feel even worse.
remiaphasia
Senior Member
I can't think about sex or look at porn at all without thinking about how much I ****ing hate my ex, and how she started ****ing some guy on Fetlife the very hour that I broke up with her. It drives me nuts. A lot of sexual things, fetishes, et cetera that I used to enjoy I really can't anymore because it's all associated with memories of her. I don't know how long I can last like this. Like, why can't I just ****ing get over it? Why. Can't. I. Get. Over. It.
Jade_Amell
Greenjade
Because people like that, they leave a crater. And once they leave you're left with a tiny shovel to try and fill the hole with. Only thing you can do is keep trying to fill the hole, and eventually you'll find someone that'll help you and it'll make the process go faster.
remiaphasia
Senior Member
That's actually a really great metaphor for this, thank you.
Jade_Amell
Greenjade
Yeah I've had pink eye before and it sucks. :/ Thanks for the advice though
My kid and I had it at the same time. She was 5 years old and I had to resist putting a cone around her head to keep her from touching her eye. I think I tricked her and told her I wanted her to pretend to be a pirate and I put an eye patch on her. I did have to make her a 'parrot' out of paper tho.
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No problem. I filled a crater two years ago when I re-connected with someone I loved along time ago. My ex, is just an after thought now. And going "NC" helps a lot.
NC = No contact. Delete from EVERYTHING and delete/toss everything that will remind you about the person. Sure you'll end up with less things, but sometimes its better. =D
I'm still not over my very good friend who threw me away like I was nothing. It still hurts. How long has he faked our friendship? I only heard things that he supposedly thinks from his very paranoid girlfriend, but how much of that is true? Why would he do this while I'm at a very vulnerable point in life?
I haven't spent a whole lot of time with my boyfriend lately and really wanted to do that today since it was the weekend but it kinda fell apart. All my friends who are in LDRs are closing the gap, some are even getting married!! I just want the chance to spend a day with him.
Ive been grinding my teeth again and holy smokes, my jaw has been killing me because of it and I don't know how to deal with it because this is the first time in life that I ever had this problem. I can fix stress induced things that happen while I'm awake but how do you control it when you're off in dreamland?
Thats about all that is really bugging me right now.
I haven't spent a whole lot of time with my boyfriend lately and really wanted to do that today since it was the weekend but it kinda fell apart. All my friends who are in LDRs are closing the gap, some are even getting married!! I just want the chance to spend a day with him.
Ive been grinding my teeth again and holy smokes, my jaw has been killing me because of it and I don't know how to deal with it because this is the first time in life that I ever had this problem. I can fix stress induced things that happen while I'm awake but how do you control it when you're off in dreamland?
Thats about all that is really bugging me right now.
Izzy Reincarnated
ボケ！！！！&#
so many otakus on this forum
marzipanmermaid
*insert Pikmin noises*
Do you try texting him a lot or telling him how you feel?
Yeah. But I come off sounding stupid and whiny and overly dependent.
I keep having this daydream where I'm at the lake and I'm standing over the bridge that overlooks the dam. And he's with me and I just look at him, smile, pull myself up and over the cement barricade and throw myself into the water. I snap out of it as soon as I hit the water or feel myself get sucked down. I can't sleep. I don't know where that thing came from but I don't want to dream about it. I guess it's because I've been really depressed lately and feeling lonely. I've been dealing with a lot. It scares me to have a violent daydream like that... I'm scared of drowning and I can't swim so I had an anxiety attack... And what's sad is it's second nature for my mind to wander to just...going away. I hate that it's so comfortable for me... Maybe I should've stayed on the Zoloft or picked up the other crap the doctor said would fix me.
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Izzy Reincarnated
ボケ！！！！&#
TOO MANY OTAKUS ON THIS FORUM, DAMN
What a grotesquely unlovely way to spend a morning. My mood is absolutely foul. It was almost starting to lift but my computer decided it was a good time to start lagging so badly that I wanted smash it and then myself.
*long exhale*
lets try this again
*long exhale*
lets try this again
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