Would talking about it help alleviate some of the pain you're feeling? I don't think a little alcohol would be too terrible. It could help if you're feeling stressed, but by no means is it helpful to suppress your emotions by taking too much of whatever substance(s).Feeling kinda miserable..
I don't wanna resort to alcohol and stuff...
but it just seems like the best idea.
If you think it'll help calm your nerves go for it. If you want to get what's bothering you off your chest you're more than welcome to PM me or comment it here in this thread. For me personally (and I imagine many others), even speaking/typing/writing out what's bothering me is incredibly cathartic because it's literally getting the negative thoughts out of my head.It'd only be one, it's only 5% anyways...
talking about it is sorta hard because people just think it'd be best for me to leave instead of work things out and stuff
off topic...but your avatar and sig is really coolIf you think it'll help calm your nerves go for it. If you want to get what's bothering you off your chest you're more than welcome to PM me or comment it here in this thread. For me personally (and I imagine many others), even speaking/typing/writing out what's bothering me is incredibly cathartic because it's literally getting the negative thoughts out of my head.
Thanks My avatar is "Heart & Dagger" by Robert Mapplethorpe for Helmut Lang S/S 1997. And my signature is artwork by Hendrick Goltzius, "Phaeton, from the series The Four Disgracers" it's >really beautiful in high quality detail< (and I'm reeeeally considering getting it tattooed).off topic...but your avatar and sig is really cool
Little kids and their degree of dumb.
It'd only be one, it's only 5% anyways...
talking about it is sorta hard because people just think it'd be best for me to leave instead of work things out and stuff
you've got a crush boii.Okay!
It's the same person from an earlier reply. :>
The girl I had explained earlier is close to me now u~u
She's really quiet, still. She's really sweet!! QvQ
Every time I see her, I don't dare look at her .. Why? She makes me shy?? My heart beats faster, but I don't do any physical activities? When she tugs on my sweaters, my face feels really warm? When other guys try to speak to her, my head bursts to flames, I ache and I just want to punch those dudes in the face. I don't know what it is. Every time I'm with her, everything around me goes blank and it's only her there! I've been bothered these past few days, wondering if I'm sick or not?
I try to treat everyone in my class equally, I want everyone to feel special! Even if I'm not happy deep inside. Everyone shouldn't be deep in pain. I want to be close to everyone! She is different though? I want to be closer, I want to be her closest friend. I'm really confused u_u I hope I can sort these things out. I don't want anyone to misunderstand me being nice to her because I treat everyone else nice, Half of my attention goes to her. She gives me feelings that no one else can give me.
I just think of her.
Thanks for reading!! QvQ
I've been reading some real life creeper/stalker stories on reddit and I am absolutely freaked out atm. Like I'm okay with paranormal stuff because it's like. It's not a human being. Like in stalker stories the scary thing is that real living people inflicted this sort of horror on other people.
I just can't comprehend what would lead someone to harass and terrify an innocent human being. Like what is the motive?! Why would you behave that way.
So yeah, real life creepers/stalkers are bothering me atm. And seriously s/o to ANYONE who has had to deal with a stalker. I genuinely can't think of anything more terrifying.
I'm now kinda scared it's gonna happen to me. Like some of these stories just come out of the blue. What if some dude takes a disliking to me one day and starts blowing up my phone with creepy messages?! /spooked