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It's been a week since my ex and I broke up. And I already heard through the gossip vine that he is going on a date with a co-worker.

So there WAS someone else. *sigh*

That sucks, I'm sorry. :( What a scrub
 
Today I had my mid-semester theatre exam, a monologue from Shakespeare. I chose one of Marc Antony's because he's my absolute favorite character from my favorite Shakespearean play. I went over the monologue time after time and it went perfectly, and today, during the performance, I dropped lines twice. I felt so embarrassed and annoyed with myself.
 
I had an argument with my mother because she disagreed with an opinion I made, ugh, I'm so upset and mad ;^; she's one of those people who assume they're always right, ugh
 
I live in Massachusetts.

Boston schools and other districts got cancelled today

It's currently 36 degrees in Boston and 9 here... It was nearly -15 this morning and Boston was at 0 or higher.

Wat
 
That Saturn figure. I saw some other figuarts ones and they were way cheaper. gg not getting it
 
ughghgh going to have to live with a couple next year. There'll be another person too but ugh. couples.
 
My mom helped me get a good opportunity. One of my old friends, now taking acting, and has been on an actually set was willing to help me since I also take drama. But then my mother brought up this thing about the big brother program and how it'd be kind of like that. Makes me a little uncomfortable. She then goes on to say howit's to help kids get influence from a same sex person. Makes me way more uncomfortable. She then says I don't have to it if I don't want to, and it would be fine. Since she has made me extremely uncomfortable and weird out, I pass it up. Then she gets mad.
 
My Amazon.ca order came late in the mail. It was supposed to be delivered today. I am ashamed to say it was a Yoshi 3DS XL.... THAT bothers me. WHY do I want one when I have a perfectly good Ocarina of Time 3DS?!?!?! I just DO, okay?! Leave me be..... I am 24, I can spend my money however I please. I have wanted one for a LONG time and they have been out of stock EVERYWHERE after Christmas and this was my last hope of getting one. Don't judge. I am not selling or abandoning or getting rid of my Ocarina of Time 3DS, hell no. ACNL is on it! I play it everyday! Anyway, its still in Transit, and I am just too excited to be patient. And I am usually the most patient person in the world.

I also feel like I can't find any peace or tranquility at home. My common-law boyfriend has been playing a lot of Battlefield online recently so its just constant gunfire for hours..... I try to enjoy a relaxing bath.... gunfire.... I try to have a nice cup of tea..... gunfire..... its like all my enjoyable things are now drowned in sound. And yes, he can use headphones, and it would be a simple thing to ask. But that doesn't stop his laughter and chatter. I find myself when I play Dragon Age Inquisition now just hanging out in Skyhold or wandering the Hinterlands for hours picking plants not actually accomplishing anything meanwhile I have most of the map unlocked to explore - just because I want peaceful serenity and Skyhold and the Hinterlands bring me that peace and quiet I long for.
 
this freaking computer is being laggy and I'm trying to resist the urge to toss the d*mn thing out the window. it locked up manga studio when I was drawing something... fffffff- I'm so angry...
 
****ING MANGA STUDIO, HOW THE PUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DRAW WHEN YOU KEEP LAGGING. D*MN IT ALL, I NEED TO GET THESE DRAWINGS DONE AND I CAN'T DO THAT WHEN THIS PIECE OF CRAP WON'T COOPERATE WITH ME ABOUT IT. EVER LINE I MAKE LAGS AND LOOKS LIKE CRAP AND ALL I HAVE OPEN IS FREAKING YOUTUBE. AND DON'T TELL ME "oh wellz just close utoobe" BECAUSE I ALWAYS DRAW WITH YOUTUBE OPEN AND IT'S NEVER GIVEN ME THIS KIND OF BS BEFORE. EVERYTHING IS FREAKING LAGGY NOW AND I HATE IT. I CAN'T DRAW WITH THE BS, I JUST CAN'T.

Man, I hate laggy pcs...
 
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