i honestly feel horrible and stressed.
i have too many classes, too much school work to do. i missed the deadline for 4 assignments in 2 classes (2 assignments per class) and i have zeroes even though i just....... idk. i have a bad habit of procrastinating, but lately ive just generally been struggling. im late to everything. theres some kind of issue (technical issues, personal issues, etc.) and im honestly getting tired of it. i want to do things, especially for other people, but its starting to hurt me, and its even worse when i let them down. even on tbt when im fulfilling orders, i tend to be late. i feel so proud when im on time which is sad. im on a competitive splatoon team and im always late to practices and scrims or drop out early because i feel so horrible/upset. ive been getting annoyed by everything my family does and i want to be away from everyone. i want some time of complete alone and silence and no responsibility but im never going to get it. idk what to do anymore.
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i also want to participate in the bell tree forums events but i have no energy and its frustrating