What's Bothering You?
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xSuperMario64x
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sometimes I hyperfixate on something I really wish I wasn't hyperfixating on, and thinking about it constantly gets really stressful 
also been worried abt being overbearing lately, I know I can get that way sometimes and I don't want to cause people stress bc of me being overbearing
also been worried abt being overbearing lately, I know I can get that way sometimes and I don't want to cause people stress bc of me being overbearing
Darkesque_
gotta be delusional to be in the biz
So my mom and I go to the same therapist. She had an appointment, and she was running late because of my dad. When she got there, she was about 30 minutes late, and the receptionist was gonna charge her a $60 late fee (which is completely understandable). My mom decided to go full Karen mode and say how ridiculous it is and blah blah blah. Then, our therapist walks out from her office, and my mom confronts her about the $60 fee, in which our therapist replies, "I don't make the rules." My mom didn't like that, and she stormed out of the office. So now, she's finding us a new therapist (yay 
), and the one she's looking at is in a very dangerous location with literally no security, and the staff is super unorganized. I really only go to therapy for my meds getting refilled, but I now have to jump through hoops to be able to reach that stage. One thing I am dreading is retelling all of my childhood trauma, which I'm still working on. I absolutely despise talking about my trauma, and tbh I hate talking about how I feel. Idk, I just want my meds and to be happier ever after 
), and the one she's looking at is in a very dangerous location with literally no security, and the staff is super unorganized. I really only go to therapy for my meds getting refilled, but I now have to jump through hoops to be able to reach that stage. One thing I am dreading is retelling all of my childhood trauma, which I'm still working on. I absolutely despise talking about my trauma, and tbh I hate talking about how I feel. Idk, I just want my meds and to be happier ever after 
xSuperMario64x
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okay so I'm pretty positive now that the things I mentioned above, and similarly my absolutely incessant anxiety, is happening because I'm literally starting a new job in like 2 days. wish I could start sooner cause my anxiety has gotten so bad I feel like I'm being extra clingy to my friends and I've had pretty much no appetite at all. and I can't just make it stop because it's an actual anxiety disorder, I can do things to try to alleviate it but that only goes so far.sometimes I hyperfixate on something I really wish I wasn't hyperfixating on, and thinking about it constantly gets really stressful
also been worried abt being overbearing lately, I know I can get that way sometimes and I don't want to cause people stress bc of me being overbearing
I don't even want to get out of bed this morning, I'm shivering mostly due to my room being cold but also the anxiety. wish I could go back to sleep and forget abt it
. Rarity .
A Beautiful Heart
My mom's been super sick right now, and Im really worried things will get worse... its been a very depressing week.
Long and painful indeed. Advice for anyone house shopping: don'tOverbid the for-sale price on our first house offer by $38,000. Still lost to one of the other 17 bids. Housing market is so screwed up right now.This is gonna be a very long journey…
Every house you have to bid over by $30-50K to have a chance. Might be time to sacrifice some things and lower our expectations. Just don't want a house that is
Looking at 2 more on Saturday that's reasonably priced even with overbidding so let's remain hopeful
LuchaSloth
Sloth
Not really "bothering" me, per say...but, I don't think anyone over the age of like 19 should be celebrating 4/20.
By which, I mean...actually celebrating the day (not the act of consuming cannabis). It's just such a pointless thing, man...especially with weed being legal in many places (and for quite some time now). Like...if you're an adult, I'm pretty sure you can enjoy the herb without wishing people a happy 4/20. Just seems juvenile to me. Then again...I've always had an issue with people who make weed a part of their entire personality to begin with. - I mean...tell me you've got nothing better going on in your life without telling me you've got nothing better going on in your life. Lol.
Also, just realized I said 19 when the limit is 21, pretty sure.
In no way condoning underage use. Just the age that came to mind. Lol
By which, I mean...actually celebrating the day (not the act of consuming cannabis). It's just such a pointless thing, man...especially with weed being legal in many places (and for quite some time now). Like...if you're an adult, I'm pretty sure you can enjoy the herb without wishing people a happy 4/20. Just seems juvenile to me. Then again...I've always had an issue with people who make weed a part of their entire personality to begin with. - I mean...tell me you've got nothing better going on in your life without telling me you've got nothing better going on in your life. Lol.
Also, just realized I said 19 when the limit is 21, pretty sure.
In no way condoning underage use. Just the age that came to mind. Lol
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It hit me that in my previous relationships, if you can even call them that, I showed little to no emotion. It felt weird even touching them when it came to that. I felt bad, but there was just no interest on my part.
That is… until I met my favorite person. It’s been almost two years since we’ve met and we grow closer each day. I’ve been told by a few people in my life they’ve never seen me like this with anyone else, other than my favorite person.
I’m not much of a hugger in general, but I’m just so openly affectionate with her — more than just hugging, but nothing inappropriate obviously. Nothing’s forced on either end and I like that.
I’m still not particularly affectionate towards anyone else. I’m just very particular with who I show emotion towards. Not sure what my deal is, but I’m glad she’s mine. She literally knows exactly what I’m thinking and reassures me of all my doubts my BPD brain has. The doubts rarely happen, though, she’s been amazing!
That is… until I met my favorite person. It’s been almost two years since we’ve met and we grow closer each day. I’ve been told by a few people in my life they’ve never seen me like this with anyone else, other than my favorite person.
I’m not much of a hugger in general, but I’m just so openly affectionate with her — more than just hugging, but nothing inappropriate obviously. Nothing’s forced on either end and I like that.
I’m still not particularly affectionate towards anyone else. I’m just very particular with who I show emotion towards. Not sure what my deal is, but I’m glad she’s mine. She literally knows exactly what I’m thinking and reassures me of all my doubts my BPD brain has. The doubts rarely happen, though, she’s been amazing!
Millysaurusrexjr
hello everynyan
I had an MRI done just to rule stuff out (something to do with my eye). Have an appointment next month to go over it. At my last appointment the ophthalmologist didn't seem too worried, that I likely had.. I don't remember what it was called. But it wasn't a big deal.
But now they've sent me a letter for another appointment, with the head of ophthalmology, categorized as priority (category 2; the highest is category 1 which is urgent)?
Just all worried now that something is wrong
But now they've sent me a letter for another appointment, with the head of ophthalmology, categorized as priority (category 2; the highest is category 1 which is urgent)?
Just all worried now that something is wrong
ali.di.magix
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Got a cold sore on the centre of my top lip and it's very uncomfortable 
xSuperMario64x
🇨🇦🩷 6 days 💜🇨🇦
won't get into detail since it's a touchy topic but I'm just slightly concerned for my health :,,,,)
I saw an online post of someone finding an old pic of their dog that they said they traded for a video game and I really hope it was just a troll post. I don't see how a person could trade a living being for a video game. I know people have various views about animals, but
Plz don't tag me to tell me of worse scenarios. I know there are terrible things that happen daily.
pottercrossing
☀🏹🎶Apollo🎶🏹☀
Okay, so I was in my fifth-period class, which was P.E. today, and my girlfriend told me about a concerning interaction she had with this guy Dante, who is in a couple of my classes. The conversation went smth like this:
D: So, (deadname that he still knows me by) is your girlfriend, right?
H: Yeah, they are. Also, their name is Remy, not (deadname)
D: Okay, but if you're lying, I'm gonna kill you.
Yeah, so that was very concerning. I said I would talk to him about it since I had drama with him next.
The bell rang, and I headed up to drama. Everyone trickled in, we did attendance, and since today was a half-day, we played games instead of doing our regular make a group, get a prompt, make a skit, and perform it, routine. We started by playing Simon Says, and I got to be Simon, yay.
So we finished the game, and since our teacher had left, we just sat and talked. So I was pacing back and forth across the room writing lyrics, as one does when I heard one of the girls say, "(deadname) plus Dante ship," for some reason. So I was like, "I'm gay, you idiots, shut up," and they proceeded to mock me, as the straight teenage girls do.
The next period came around, my girlfriend came in, she asked how it went, I told her the above story, she was pissed off, and the story ends there.
And this is why being LGBTQ in my school is hard.
Also, my brother got pinkeye from me so that's been fun to deal with...
D: So, (deadname that he still knows me by) is your girlfriend, right?
H: Yeah, they are. Also, their name is Remy, not (deadname)
D: Okay, but if you're lying, I'm gonna kill you.
Yeah, so that was very concerning. I said I would talk to him about it since I had drama with him next.
The bell rang, and I headed up to drama. Everyone trickled in, we did attendance, and since today was a half-day, we played games instead of doing our regular make a group, get a prompt, make a skit, and perform it, routine. We started by playing Simon Says, and I got to be Simon, yay.
So we finished the game, and since our teacher had left, we just sat and talked. So I was pacing back and forth across the room writing lyrics, as one does when I heard one of the girls say, "(deadname) plus Dante ship," for some reason. So I was like, "I'm gay, you idiots, shut up," and they proceeded to mock me, as the straight teenage girls do.
The next period came around, my girlfriend came in, she asked how it went, I told her the above story, she was pissed off, and the story ends there.
And this is why being LGBTQ in my school is hard.
Also, my brother got pinkeye from me so that's been fun to deal with...
