What's Bothering You?

[xSuperMario64x]

sometimes I hyperfixate on something I really wish I wasn't hyperfixating on, and thinking about it constantly gets really stressful

also been worried abt being overbearing lately, I know I can get that way sometimes and I don't want to cause people stress bc of me being overbearing

okay so I'm pretty positive now that the things I mentioned above, and similarly my absolutely incessant anxiety, is happening because I'm literally starting a new job in like 2 days. wish I could start sooner cause my anxiety has gotten so bad I feel like I'm being extra clingy to my friends and I've had pretty much no appetite at all. and I can't just make it stop because it's an actual anxiety disorder, I can do things to try to alleviate it but that only goes so far.

I don't even want to get out of bed this morning, I'm shivering mostly due to my room being cold but also the anxiety. wish I could go back to sleep and forget abt it

 

[. Rarity .]

My mom's been super sick right now, and Im really worried things will get worse... its been a very depressing week.

 

[oddbear]

i hate my brain :,))
can i study for state tests? no. i HAVE to deep clean my owl boots instead so i can wear them to the farmers market.
i shouldn't even be on TBT right now, I should be studying-

 

[Jhine7]

Overbid the for-sale price on our first house offer by $38,000. Still lost to one of the other 17 bids. Housing market is so screwed up right now. This is gonna be a very long journey…

Long and painful indeed. Advice for anyone house shopping: don't

Every house you have to bid over by $30-50K to have a chance. Might be time to sacrifice some things and lower our expectations. Just don't want a house that is

Looking at 2 more on Saturday that's reasonably priced even with overbidding so let's remain hopeful

 

[LuchaSloth]

Not really "bothering" me, per say...but, I don't think anyone over the age of like 19 should be celebrating 4/20.

By which, I mean...actually celebrating the day (not the act of consuming cannabis). It's just such a pointless thing, man...especially with weed being legal in many places (and for quite some time now). Like...if you're an adult, I'm pretty sure you can enjoy the herb without wishing people a happy 4/20. Just seems juvenile to me. Then again...I've always had an issue with people who make weed a part of their entire personality to begin with. - I mean...tell me you've got nothing better going on in your life without telling me you've got nothing better going on in your life. Lol.


Also, just realized I said 19 when the limit is 21, pretty sure.

In no way condoning underage use. Just the age that came to mind. Lol

 

[Croconaw]

It hit me that in my previous relationships, if you can even call them that, I showed little to no emotion. It felt weird even touching them when it came to that. I felt bad, but there was just no interest on my part.

That is… until I met my favorite person. It’s been almost two years since we’ve met and we grow closer each day. I’ve been told by a few people in my life they’ve never seen me like this with anyone else, other than my favorite person.

I’m not much of a hugger in general, but I’m just so openly affectionate with her — more than just hugging, but nothing inappropriate obviously. Nothing’s forced on either end and I like that.

I’m still not particularly affectionate towards anyone else. I’m just very particular with who I show emotion towards. Not sure what my deal is, but I’m glad she’s mine. She literally knows exactly what I’m thinking and reassures me of all my doubts my BPD brain has. The doubts rarely happen, though, she’s been amazing!

 

[Millysaurusrexjr]

Spoiler: medical stuff

I had an MRI done just to rule stuff out (something to do with my eye). Have an appointment next month to go over it. At my last appointment the ophthalmologist didn't seem too worried, that I likely had.. I don't remember what it was called. But it wasn't a big deal.

But now they've sent me a letter for another appointment, with the head of ophthalmology, categorized as priority (category 2; the highest is category 1 which is urgent)?

Just all worried now that something is wrong

 

[ali.di.magix]

Got a cold sore on the centre of my top lip and it's very uncomfortable

 

[xSuperMario64x]

won't get into detail since it's a touchy topic but I'm just slightly concerned for my health :,,,,)

 

[-Raven-]

Imgur purging old content and Reddit changes are very bad! Uh oh

 

[nightglow]

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[Xara]

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[Oblivia]

I underwent surgery on 3/29, and the things I wish I knew about the recovery process grow exponentially by the day. I know it'll be worth it in the end but... wow.

 

[pottercrossing]

Okay, so I was in my fifth-period class, which was P.E. today, and my girlfriend told me about a concerning interaction she had with this guy Dante, who is in a couple of my classes. The conversation went smth like this:

D: So, (deadname that he still knows me by) is your girlfriend, right?
H: Yeah, they are. Also, their name is Remy, not (deadname)
D: Okay, but if you're lying, I'm gonna kill you.

Yeah, so that was very concerning. I said I would talk to him about it since I had drama with him next.

The bell rang, and I headed up to drama. Everyone trickled in, we did attendance, and since today was a half-day, we played games instead of doing our regular make a group, get a prompt, make a skit, and perform it, routine. We started by playing Simon Says, and I got to be Simon, yay.

So we finished the game, and since our teacher had left, we just sat and talked. So I was pacing back and forth across the room writing lyrics, as one does when I heard one of the girls say, "(deadname) plus Dante ship," for some reason. So I was like, "I'm gay, you idiots, shut up," and they proceeded to mock me, as the straight teenage girls do.

The next period came around, my girlfriend came in, she asked how it went, I told her the above story, she was pissed off, and the story ends there.

And this is why being LGBTQ in my school is hard.



Also, my brother got pinkeye from me so that's been fun to deal with...

 

[Croconaw]

I so obviously care what people think of me and that’s a big problem.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

one of my favorite youtubers made a big mistake in a video she recently uploaded, and apparently she hasn't taken any time to respond to criticisms yet. I really hope she responds, because it's pretty obvious she really messed up and she needs to apologize. if she doesn't then idk what to think. I really hope she does, I've always had a great deal of respect for her and her videos.

 

[Clock]

Wish my motivation to do things wasn't drained easily and I'm tired of having constant anxiety over small things, it's tiring

 

[Croconaw]

My lack of close friendships bothers me.

 

[Clock]

Removed

 

[Croconaw]

My happiness is 97% dependent on my favorite person and that’s not a good thing. As sweet and incredibly perfect as she may be, I need to be less reliant on her for my happiness.

Also, I feel bloated. Like, I just want to lay down for a bit but I’m not tired. I’m drinking a Mountain Dew to energize me. I feel a little better as I finish typing this, but still want to relax.

Plus, it was a little cold (not very but enough that I could feel it) this morning and I was hanging all over my favorite person because she’s always just radiating with body heat and I’m here for it.