one of our kitties was having some serious-looking health issues this morning and lowkey started to trigger my PTSD
I think she's okay but it honestly makes me sad to think that my overwhelming fear of losing a pet might keep me away from comforting them when they need it most. I've dealt w so many pet losses over the last 4-5 years and they've all just been horrible, I feel incredibly sad for all of them bc they didn't deserve to go the ways they did.
so anyways yeah now my anxiety is really bad and I feel sick to my stomach. hopefully continuing this video editing can help me forget about it.