What's Bothering You?

Oh man I just found out how dangerous linseed oil can be and I just feel paranoid about having some now. 😮‍💨 I didn’t open it, so I might return it, I don’t feel responsible enough right now, or assume my parents might be irresponsible with it somehow.
 
Im trying to get a job, and I got an offer at my old job. I was excited but now I moght not be, just because I cant log in to this stupid site

But i think there was some miscommunication, but I dont know. Im just so stressed because this is holding me back from working. Two years of job hunting.

I feel like crying. Its like the whole world doesnt want me to live my life. What good can I do if I cant get a job, nothing. I cant do anything.

Worthless. Im worthless.
 

You are absolutely not worthless. I was job hunting for two years after I graduated from university until I found the job I really love doing. I've said this before, but sometimes it isn't even about your degree, but about transferable skills as well. Cause I know I definitely don't use my degree much for my current job, but I grew up using computers my entire life, and the skills I've acquired from that help me a ton in this job.

You will find something. I'm sure of it. 😤
 
Absolutely love how my parents go back and forth between stuff.

They want me to get insurance on my car cause they don't want to drive me to possible job applying stuff. But then I say I'm going to get it so I can help out a friend and feed the dogs dinner one day (sometimes I help the friend dog babysit) then the parents say whoa wait you need to get a quote first and twelve days isn't enough time to be gettin insurance on your car and I'm like. You told me it was instant. You don't want to drive me anywhere, which INCLUDES to this lady's house to give her dogs dinner. But now that I'm tryin to do it myself, you're telling me no.

'We drove you all the other times' yeah and you didn't like it. You very cleary expressed you did not like driving me. Now that I'm tryin to drive myself and get insurance for the car I own, you're telling me no.

Wth do you want me to do? I KNOW you won't want to drive me there for a single day. That's why I was gonna do it myself. But now that I am gonna do it, suddenly its a problem.
If it's cause I don't have a job yet, then like don't b**** and moan about driving me places. I am looking, I am calling, but with these restrictions they wanna put on me options are limited. I try to take charge and they say no. Tf you want me to do? I don't like hearing about how you don't want to drive me anywhere but then don't let me drive myself anywhere. Don't make sense does it?
 
I’m so over customers being rude lately. I’m just tired of getting yelled over things I can’t control. I really wanted to walk out today. I do like my job but can the customers stop being rude .


Just two of the many examples
Customer yesterday walk over already mad that she couldn’t find the orange juice .
Customer: where did you move the orange juice to now?
Me: it’s over in produce . I can take you to it .
Customer: I said o-ran-ge ju-ice not oranges . (In a really rude way)
Me : yes I know the orange juice is in produce I can take you to it.
Customer : never mind I’ll find someone else since you don’t know where it us.
What exactly did I do wrong here for her to walk off all mad? The thing is we have never moved it and she’s just one of many who don’t believe me when asked for it.

Today I was stocking the shelf when a customer came up from behind said nothing and I didn’t know he was there until he was reaching over my shoulder . Instead of saying excuse me he started yelling at me instead . Called me rude for not getting out of his way even though I couldn’t since he was blocking me from going anyway. He yelled so loud the guy from pharmacy came over to help me out. Why can’t people just say excuse me let me move out of the way. Instead of trying to push themselves around me in a small space.


Maybe I’m just to over sensitive but I’d love for people to stop being rude.
 
My sleeping schedule is really messed up now. I wish I can go back to going to bed at 10 PM and waking up at 6 AM, but that right now is an extreme shift from where I am.
 
Exhausted and under a lot of pressure. Its been like this for the last few days. The stress is coming from a project my husband and I are doing. Idk it just feels like there hasn't been a day to relax and just for us.
 
Completely scrapping what I said.

Though another thing that's bothering me is that it looks like I'm about to stay up late despite sleeping at 11 PM. Honestly wish I didn't wake up 50 minutes later because I know I can't go back to sleep that easily.
 
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This whole week has been such a trainwreck. I didn’t want to wake up this morning because of it. Can’t it just be Saturday already?

And whoever came up with the “you can’t leave the gyms for any reason until 7:20” rule best be glad I’m terrified of conflict/ getting in trouble. I was literally BLEEDING from my knee (long story short I tripped and fell on the concrete trying to get off the bus) and the wound was so big my friend thought I got shot. But no, it’s not 7:20 yet so I can’t go to the nurse to get a bandage for it. The gym coach should be lucky I didn’t ***** slap him with my bloody knee.
 
lately I've been staying in bed a decent amount longer than I usually do. it's 9am and I still feel too tired to get up. though to be fair, I've been feeling a lot of anxiety since yesterday evening, and I was awake for about an hour after waking up at 4:50 this morning. being anxious is exhausting. I just don't want to get to a point where I'm in bed until 11am.

also I know this is really vague, but I wish some things could be different in my life 🥺
 
i've had pink eye for the last 4 or so days and while my antibiotic drops are working great, it has become SO INCREDIBLY ITCHY that i am constantly having to sit on my hands to not touch my eye and spread this bacteria everywhere and reinfect myself or others. it's maddening and makes me feel like a child 😭
 
I was off from work yesterday and I didn't have to leave today til 2pm, and yet I still forgot to do my laundry. guess I'll have to do it tomorrow, if I can even remember then 🙃
 
i miss being younger and my biggest worry was what i was going to wear the next day🙃
 
A few things that are bothering but feel like I can't or is pointless to talk about??

On a more minor note ACNH terraforming is frustrating. I think I may just flatten my island and just keep it that way.
 
The last week has been a struggle. So many stressful things going on my anxiety is through the roof.
It's been so busy I've had so little time to prepare for my hardest semester which starts next week.
 
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