What's Bothering You?

i know i should feel happy the tories are out in the uk but i just can't bring myself to. labour (imo) have morphed into just another slightly better conservative party thanks to kier starmer (who is happy that the sun is endorsing them?? i mean really....)

on top of that seeing reform do much better than expected just reminds me i'm sharing an island with a bunch of racist transphobes - to think they did better than the green party in my constituency (and many others) just makes me lose faith in humankind, i felt so hopeful for scotland's future only a few years ago and now it's so bleak
 
I've had a headache every day for a week now and it actually hurts so bad this morning 😭 ugh I wish I could go to urgent care but even they require an appointment now, like seriously??? I wonder if my family doctor might have an opening this afternoon.
 
think there's a good chance i might get let go from my job within the year... had my one month review today and was basically told i seem like i applied for a job i'm not suited to (because i get cold easily and can't lift a sack of potatoes) and that i look miserable, so that was. fun. unexpected too since my two supervisors have been saying i've been doing a good job and do a lot of the work, including more than one of the other employees. ugh.
 
My three hour shifts got turned into one hour shifts. Yay.

I wish I was joking. 😑

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I. NEED. THIS. OTHER. JOB. NOW. 😵‍💫
 
My mom's stairlift broke and they can't send anyone out to fix it until the 12th. This is the second time it's broken and it's only been installed for a year. My mom was sitting on the stairlift when it broke 2 steps from the top so me and my dad had to dead lift her into her wheelchair. The stupid stairlifts cost 14k and it hasn't worked 100% at any point. It should be reliable and it is not.
 
The first time I ever noticed something wrong with my aunt was in a theme park. I had a panic attack due to the heat and crowd. She acted disgusted. As if I were at fault for interrupting her while we looked for lunch.

We moved closer to her. I noticed more behaviors. Gaslighting, excessive drinking, talking down on others when they aren't around, abusing and demanding public service workers.

My brother is a licensed psychologist. He says she's a textbook narcissist.

According to my cousins, she's been talking down about me again lately. I try not to let it bother me too much. Knowing how she behaves. Some of what she says is valid. I admit I have my flaws. But some of it is pretty illogical. (apparently scapegoated and blamed me for her kids problems during a cousins therapy session).

And I guess it does get to me. A little. It's just not very nice to do.
 
The one Aus server I’m on has so many people that get drunk a lot and I just don’t wanna be around it but god I tried makin friends who live here on Discord,

Legit a lot of days I wonder: is this a really unhealthy hate for people doin this or a phase while I work out my boundary on it
 
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