What's Bothering You?
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xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
I keep waking up multiple times (it's 3:30am), and also waking up with my arm feeling completely numb. woke up because I thought I heard someone ask if I broke my wrist. 
edit: I woke up multiple more times after posting this, including only half an hour later at 4am
sometimes I wish I could sleep in a straitjacket so I would stop resting my head on my arms and making them numb and waking me up 13 times hfsgsbhncvhdhnjs
edit: I woke up multiple more times after posting this, including only half an hour later at 4am
sometimes I wish I could sleep in a straitjacket so I would stop resting my head on my arms and making them numb and waking me up 13 times hfsgsbhncvhdhnjs
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I want a new computer. Mine is still good for my current library and I really couldn’t have asked for better value, but it had its first ever freeze yesterday (after 12 years) and I’m just feeling the strain on some games. That and there are some I know I won’t be able to run smoothly. Also, Windows 11 sucks and new ones all come with that now.
It’s a lot of money. It’ll be a lot of value but it’s a lot of money. Decisions decisions.
It’s a lot of money. It’ll be a lot of value but it’s a lot of money. Decisions decisions.
ZeldaCrossing64
Sugary Cynic
I tend not to post here every time I'm mad because I end up regretting it, but it's been over an hour and I haven't calmed down. To put it simply, I got into another argument with my parents and it didn't end well at all.
Generally speaking, I've been doing okay, but today has been pretty crappy for me. For starters, I'm dealing with intrusive thoughts; I cant help but feel alone and unwanted, no matter where I am. Why does anyone put up with me?
I feel like I've let myself go, in more ways than one. My eating and sleeping habits are out of whack, my overall cleanliness is suffering, and I feel like I haven't been keeping up with any of my relationships. All the college stuff I'm supposed to get sorted before my semester starts? I can't even bring myself to do that.
I might delete this later. I'm just feeling like total dog**** right now.
Generally speaking, I've been doing okay, but today has been pretty crappy for me. For starters, I'm dealing with intrusive thoughts; I cant help but feel alone and unwanted, no matter where I am. Why does anyone put up with me?
I feel like I've let myself go, in more ways than one. My eating and sleeping habits are out of whack, my overall cleanliness is suffering, and I feel like I haven't been keeping up with any of my relationships. All the college stuff I'm supposed to get sorted before my semester starts? I can't even bring myself to do that.
I might delete this later. I'm just feeling like total dog**** right now.
spawnpoint
IT'S TV TIME!
I keep feeling lightheaded/ dizzy for a few moments.. I might need to start eating better..
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
I hate when I wake up at 4am and take 5 years to get back to sleep hdsgjhfs
rocketspruggs
♡ Hayley ☆
Content warning: Pet loss
It has officially been one year today since my cat, Suki, passed away, she was almost 9-years-old...
She passed away because her heart stopped.
It has officially been one year today since my cat, Suki, passed away, she was almost 9-years-old...
She passed away because her heart stopped.
My favorite kitty, Pippi, is currently sick and probably doesn't have much time left. It's unfortunate because she's such a unique kitty and my family could have saved her if they had just paid more for the original cure rather than slapping a bandaid on it with medicine (which costed more over time anyway).
I'm going between feeling sad and apathetic that she's passing soon, and it sucks. Sad because I really feel for her and I want her to live longer if possible, but apathetic because I'm angry at my family for the aforementioned reason. I'm not sure how many more people and/or animals I can lose in my life before I forget my true self. : ' )
I'm going between feeling sad and apathetic that she's passing soon, and it sucks. Sad because I really feel for her and I want her to live longer if possible, but apathetic because I'm angry at my family for the aforementioned reason. I'm not sure how many more people and/or animals I can lose in my life before I forget my true self. : ' )
i know it can't be helped sometimes if there's specific maintenance.. i like living alone but sometimes it would be nice to half the costs with someone..
I got arrested as I sat in a cafe with my friends ): We didn't do anything wrong lol. Now I have fugly bruises from being dragged out the caf and I had a bad custody experience in general.
edit: 13 mins after i posted this someone was also casually antisemitic to me in a discord server i mod LMAO. i said 'i know a good lawyer' to someone and a 3rd person replied 'of course you do, you're a jew' LIKE WHAT
edit: 13 mins after i posted this someone was also casually antisemitic to me in a discord server i mod LMAO. i said 'i know a good lawyer' to someone and a 3rd person replied 'of course you do, you're a jew' LIKE WHAT
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Aw, Pippi... poor baby.
I'm so sorry, Riley. I know how much this sucks. Loss is never easy, but the anticipatory grief is just as painful. Your feelings, both your sadness and your anger and everything else you must be feeling, are so valid.I hope you and Pippi have lots of time left together. Spend time with her, pet her, take pictures and videos of her. Just be with her when you can be. Sending you so so much love.
bestfriendsally
Senior Member (my name's charlotte)
this darn hot weather.. i hate it today
mum said it should cool down soon...
but hot is still hot
mum said it should cool down soon...
but hot is still hot
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Halloqueen
Just a dreamer who dreams of better days.
I mentioned in my most recent post that I'm going to be visiting a friend for a few days and have been feeling kind of anxious, hoping that the airport stuff goes smoothly.
Well, I'm supposed to fly out tomorrow...and today there was a massive tech issue affecting not only airlines but hospitals, the Department of Justice and plenty of other companies operating on Windows due to some bug from CrowdStrike, a cybersecurity company.
Apparently a bunch of flights got cancelled today and they requested everything be grounded, so uh...I dunno.
I checked in and it seems like it'll all be good for tomorrow, but who knows really. Just gotta keep an eye on it, I guess.
Great timing. Just the best.
Well, I'm supposed to fly out tomorrow...and today there was a massive tech issue affecting not only airlines but hospitals, the Department of Justice and plenty of other companies operating on Windows due to some bug from CrowdStrike, a cybersecurity company.
Apparently a bunch of flights got cancelled today and they requested everything be grounded, so uh...I dunno.
I checked in and it seems like it'll all be good for tomorrow, but who knows really. Just gotta keep an eye on it, I guess.
Great timing. Just the best.
VanitasFan26
I'm just a ghost.
Okay well I am in a very bad situation. So I've been living with my parents since 2013 after I graduated high school. I'm autistic and I cannot get a job. Believe me I tried several times and I was ghosted, shamed on, and just getting rejected. Now I'm in a situation where my parents are old and I find myself having to take care of them. The only income we get is Social Security Income and Food Stamps. It isn't enough to pay our morgtage and our bills. So now we've fallen behind 4 times on our mortgage and in the process of speaking with a Lawyer to help us discuss our options. My mother doesn't want us to sell the home, but my father wants to sell the home to start over. They keep arguing about this all the time and I am stuck in the middle deciding what to do. Its been a massive headache.
