What's Bothering You?

My mental health is taking a serious dive.

Constant work rejections and my school being incredibly unhelpful regarding financial circumstances. (been going in circles with them for 48 hours. i've never seen a more awful system). They don't actually answer questions. Each response is simply 'We want money and here's how you pay us'. It's making my head spin.

I'm stressed. Due to having nobody to speak about this with, I let it get bottled up.

I'm getting so tired. It's melting me away.
 
The wind is blowing really hard and it's giving me anxiety. It's apparently going to be like this all day because it's from the hurricane.
I just hope a tree doesn't fall near me.
Edit: I forgot to mention the wind woke me up too early.
 
Feeling stressed because I keep thinking not just about my disorganized math class, but also about my ineptitude at keeping up with work and my elective classes.

I really wanted (and still want) to enter the crafts class, but instead, I got placed in two other electives as the crafts class was full. When I'm working on either of those classes, I just blank out and get overwhelmed because I can't just churn out something just because I'm asked to do it...I need to be interested in what I'm told to do. Especially in my "Intro to Business" class - which I picked because I wanted to know how to sell my crocheted goods on Etsy and this was the only good beginning-level class I could find - we had to work on a leadership portfolio, and I doubt I could come up with something good when I have zero social experience with my classmates and prefer to do things on my own.
 
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it's 6:30am and I literally just woke up and within like two minutes, I not only woke up with horrible pressure in my belly and pain in my appendix, but I also literally almost passed out in my bathroom and I had to hurry up and lie down. so um... that's fun! 🫠

it doesnt hurt nearly as much now, that's so weird. but I really hope that I don't end up with appendicitis.
 
As much as I wanted to take part in the British Sign Language course, the campus it is stationed at is WAY too far for me to travel, which I did not realise. And I am really sad, because I was so looking forward to learn more again.
I emailed them to ask if they will ever bring it to a closer campus, so mad and upsetting. I know I can do some online but learning face to face, over several weeks would have benefitted me more :/

I also had another interview for today, but it was weird enough not to go.
I got a call on my mobile, asking if I was still interested admin - job was at some surgery thing. And I said I was still interested and set a time. I asked them if they could send me an email. But they never did. I even tried to ring but realised it was gonna take up all my credit if I waited.
I also emailed them, because I kid you not, I honestly don't remember applying for this role, all I know is that it's admin, and I emailed them to get a better understanding of role. What's the point if I don't have a clear understanding of what they want? It would be a waste of mine and their time interviewing me. I even looked through my applications and couldn't find it so?
I plan to email them a second time to explain my reasons above.
 
Balverine said:
I feel like my art and OCs aren't really worth sharing 😞
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I get that feeling. But if it helps, as someone who has seen a decent amount of your art over the years, and drawn one of your OCs before, I've always liked your art!! I personally always like seeing people's OCs, and I liked the designs of those of yours I can remember! I had a lot of fun drawing Lorna?sorry If I'm remembering her name wrong, and I was so excited when I realised it was a OP OC, since I'm a massive fan of that series. 😊
 
I went on a Futurology rabbit hole and now I’m horrified of the future. I think so much harm will be done by AI. I feel like I’m going to be like my grandpa when I’m old and just use future technology when I absolutely have to. I’ll stick to human made entertainment from this era instead of what’s made by AI.
 
I made a post in my art thread of one of my latest works, and just atraight up panicked after I posted.

Am I getting anxious about posting art? I almost had a freak out. Maybe it's because I haven't posted in awhile. But sorry if you saw it and I took it down

I got really nervous. Hopefully it'll go away so I have confidence to post stuff again. Rip.
 
i’m only 3 weeks into college and i already have a 70% in math, i’m basically in one of the lowest math courses so i’m cooked. i’ve already done a ton of work that i’ve gotten 85%+ on but somehow one quiz brought down my grade by a lot. the worst part is this class isn’t even for a credit, it’s the preparation to get into the credit class. idk what i can do because i go to my classes, go home and basically do school work for another 6 hours.
 
Went to check how much UC was going to give me this month, and they TOOK £98 to give to DWP over the overpayment!
THATS FAR TOO MUCH
Plus DWP told me payments would cease since I am on UC, and whenever I did give money my boss only did £20-£40ish each month so I dont know what they're playing at.
Instantly messaged them about this problem.

All this overpayment was the fault of my old shop AND UC. Which I did my best to fight and they screwed me over anyways.
I am trying to have a stress free and anger free day and theyre not helping.
 
put my dog on a new med a few days ago for his hot spots and I knew that he would have to pee more often as a result, but yesterday he accidentally peed on my floor one time and now he must think it's okay or smth bc he's done it four times within the last 24 hours in the same spot. literally took him out at 4:15am and I was woken up at 5:30 because he peed on my floor. and he's an 85 lb dog so it's always this giant puddle. I already have four towels in my washing machine because of him and I just had to put another one on the floor. getting real tired of that, I can't imagine it just suddenly got worse after being on it for five days now. now I don't even know what to do, do I leave him outside? do I put him in a crate? what? because I'm not gonna be over here mopping up puddles constantly when it's literally right in my doorway where I and all the animals constantly walk in and out of my room.

now it's not even 6am and I don't know if I can go back to sleep, ugh 🥲
 
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