What's Bothering You?

Well, today is the 23rd anniversary of the infamous event that struck the United States (and by extension, the world.)
As for me, I've noticed over the past few weeks that my productivity has taken a massive nosedive, mainly because of me constantly procrastinating my homework. My brain does need a rest from the overstimulation and stress, but that's a stupid excuse and it's still my fault either way. :\
 
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I'm surrounded by idiots. Whenever I try to browse the forum at school, I always have one kid walk up behind me and say "IS THAT A FURRY WEBSITE?" (and they also think its something else but I'm not naming it because its inappropriate) Like, use your eyes. It's a FORUM. For a LIFE SIM SERIES. ignoring them doesn't always work because they are persistent as all get-out, so I just resort to writing stories to calm down, which thankfully works. Sometimes I feel like this forum and my stories are the only escapes from reality I have...
 
My mental health is taking a serious dive.

Constant work rejections and my school being incredibly unhelpful regarding financial circumstances. (been going in circles with them for 48 hours. i've never seen a more awful system). They don't actually answer questions. Each response is simply 'We want money and here's how you pay us'. It's making my head spin.

I'm stressed. Due to having nobody to speak about this with, I let it get bottled up.

I'm getting so tired. It's melting me away.
 
The wind is blowing really hard and it's giving me anxiety. It's apparently going to be like this all day because it's from the hurricane.
I just hope a tree doesn't fall near me.
Edit: I forgot to mention the wind woke me up too early.
 
Feeling stressed because I keep thinking not just about my disorganized math class, but also about my ineptitude at keeping up with work and my elective classes.

I really wanted (and still want) to enter the crafts class, but instead, I got placed in two other electives as the crafts class was full. When I'm working on either of those classes, I just blank out and get overwhelmed because I can't just churn out something just because I'm asked to do it...I need to be interested in what I'm told to do. Especially in my "Intro to Business" class - which I picked because I wanted to know how to sell my crocheted goods on Etsy and this was the only good beginning-level class I could find - we had to work on a leadership portfolio, and I doubt I could come up with something good when I have zero social experience with my classmates and prefer to do things on my own.
 
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it's 6:30am and I literally just woke up and within like two minutes, I not only woke up with horrible pressure in my belly and pain in my appendix, but I also literally almost passed out in my bathroom and I had to hurry up and lie down. so um... that's fun! 🫠

it doesnt hurt nearly as much now, that's so weird. but I really hope that I don't end up with appendicitis.
 
As much as I wanted to take part in the British Sign Language course, the campus it is stationed at is WAY too far for me to travel, which I did not realise. And I am really sad, because I was so looking forward to learn more again.
I emailed them to ask if they will ever bring it to a closer campus, so mad and upsetting. I know I can do some online but learning face to face, over several weeks would have benefitted me more :/

I also had another interview for today, but it was weird enough not to go.
I got a call on my mobile, asking if I was still interested admin - job was at some surgery thing. And I said I was still interested and set a time. I asked them if they could send me an email. But they never did. I even tried to ring but realised it was gonna take up all my credit if I waited.
I also emailed them, because I kid you not, I honestly don't remember applying for this role, all I know is that it's admin, and I emailed them to get a better understanding of role. What's the point if I don't have a clear understanding of what they want? It would be a waste of mine and their time interviewing me. I even looked through my applications and couldn't find it so?
I plan to email them a second time to explain my reasons above.
 
I feel like my art and OCs aren't really worth sharing 😞
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I get that feeling. But if it helps, as someone who has seen a decent amount of your art over the years, and drawn one of your OCs before, I've always liked your art!! I personally always like seeing people's OCs, and I liked the designs of those of yours I can remember! I had a lot of fun drawing Lorna?sorry If I'm remembering her name wrong, and I was so excited when I realised it was a OP OC, since I'm a massive fan of that series. 😊
 
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