What's Bothering You?

Spotify is acting up for some reason; it's not playing any music when I click the "play" button. Wonder if it's just me or if others are having a similar problem...either way, what the hay!! :(
 
I keep thinking about how things never go my way, and it makes me feel terrible about myself. I wish I was back in summer break, when I didn't have to worry about homework and I had more time to maintain healthy relationships with people here. 😔
 
Thankfully after speaking to my partner at 3:30AM after everyone else left--the person who broke the couch left immediately after doing so, and while she mumbled "sorry" to my partner didn't say a word to me, despite knowing it was my family who bought the couch - I said as much when asking them not to arse around on it--we've agreed this person is banned from our house. My partner has told me she'll take care of repairing/replacing the couch and not to worry about it. But, yeah, I'm still angry this morning. How hard is to respect the furniture when you're in someone else's home?

Also, I have some idea who is responsible for this (not the person above), but about five minutes after posting this I found something incredibly inappropriate in our ensuite bathroom. The upstairs was off limits aside from one person staying in the guest bedroom and no one should have been in our room. I told my girlfriend when she came up to bed and she was angry - so much so she immediately turned on the lamp and asked me to show her the evidence (that I'd dissembled but stored in a drawer). She was glad I was the one to find it because (a) it would have been triggering for her and (b) she said she would have immediately marched downstairs to find out who was responsible. What happened to tasteful pranks?
I'm actually very thankful you posted an update. The initial post was equally infuriating and intriguing, and I did have 'aftermath' questions.
 
Spotify is acting up for some reason; it's not playing any music when I click the "play" button. Wonder if it's just me or if others are having a similar problem...either way, what the hay!! :(


I had that problem! I thought it was just me. It fixed itself eventually.
 
I miss my booooyfriend 😭 He's on vacation.. and when he gets back, I'll be gone for MY vacation.. I won't see him until after the 13th... I just want to hold him.. T^T I'm so sad. :^(
Idk how people can go this long without seeing their partner, it tears ME apart 😭 I can't imagine how my long distance friends in relationships feel. I don't know if I can do this ;w;
 
At this point, I'm starting to become more and more desensitized to content creators/creators of my favorite franchises getting exposed for being problematic. I can be scrolling on youtube on my recommendations and find some random call out post about some random content creators, and I'm like "oh, well. another creator just got exposed." Part of me does feel kinda bad for the fans of said creators and their works because of this ngl.

It's just the same crap, different toilet at this point. And the vast majority of these creators that I know of that are problematic tend to get exposed for really messed up things (ie: grooming, harassment, racism, doxxing, etc...). Hell, I'm not usually a huge fan of said creators, but I'm more of a fan of the stuff they create. And then there's this whole "separate the art from the artist" thing and whether or not people are allowed to like a problematic creator's work.

Whenever I find out about a creator of work whom I'm familiar with get exposed for problematic stuff, part of me feels like leaving the fandom because I don't want to be associated with the creator and the problematic things they've done, but I also wanna stay in the fandom because I'm really into the fandom, and it's one of my hyperfixations. Stuff like this is why I'm lowkey kinda scared of my favorite series' creators getting exposed. It's already bad enough that so many content creators are getting exposed this year. Who's gonna be on the "problematic creators exposed" list next? TheOdds1Out? Let Me Explain Studios? TheAMaazing? Wolfychu? Jaiden Animations?

All these "problematic creators getting exposed" thing is really starting to ruin some series for me ngl. ;-;
 
I don't think I'll have the time or motivation to forage for mushrooms. I just want my plushrooms. But if that requires being active, I don't think I can make it. I feel too busy for TBT, for my friends. And I miss talking to my partner more than anything. 💔

I struggle with talking to my classmates too because I cannot relate with them without feeling out of place. I feel you so hard on that, I send you my sympathies. 🫂
 
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