What's Bothering You?

Same here , hope you are safe. The rain seems to be not as bad here at the moment but the wind is still pretty bad and we’re still in a tornado/flood watch.
We have been without power for a few hours and I don’t see it coming back anytime soon.
I'm safe, and I hope you stay safe. Thankfully my power is still on. I hope yours comes back on sooner than you think! We were in a tornado warning but that passed.
 
I'm safe, and I hope you stay safe. Thankfully my power is still on. I hope yours comes back on sooner than you think! We were in a tornado warning but that passed.
I’m glad you are safe. Thanks we are safe too. Not sure when the watches will end since my weather apps are not updating or working right . Probably because of the no power. That’s good that you have power. Hopefully the storm passes quickly and everyone stays safe.
 
I've been suffering from tonsillolith and right now it's scaring me because I can't tell what's going on. My brain thinks I might choke but that hasn't happened yet. I am still scared, though.
Also, I'm supposed to have a wind advisory go into effect in a few hours because of the hurricane and I really don't need two things to raise my anxiety at the same time.
 
I suddenly received some closure with a friend that I once fell out with. Not from my friend directly but a third party.

It wasn't exactly good closure. But it was better than nothing at all. (we'll probably never speak again and I fully respect the decision).

Although I now sit with my thoughts. It's very lonely yet bittersweet. When I was depressed I wasn't always the best person to be around. I had been looking to make amends and even hearing "no, we hate you" was better than nothing at all in this case.

I was never able to make new friends despite my attempts. The least I could do was apologize to old ones. The intent was never forgiveness though. I genuinely had some unresolved regrets. I guess I can finally put one of those to bed.

It is lonely though.
 
A month off work and one day back wiped me. 🥲

Luckily I've a phased return but oh god it was harder than I thought. I managed okay until the last hour and a half then my energy crashed and the body aches and heart palpitations kicked in. I had to go to the doctor after work to pick up paperwork, collapsed on the couch for an hour when I got home until I summoned the energy to wash and eat, and my eyes were itchy/watering like crazy all evening. I woke-up this morning feeling like I have the flu. My throat is so painful but I need to keep reminding myself that it's not an infection.

So glad my next day of work isn't until Tuesday. I'm working three days next week (Tue/Wed/Fri) and have people coming in from another site Tue/Fri to help me out. My boss came to see me for a chat yesterday (he is also the person helping me on Friday) and he said it is good I'm back and we'll just have to be a team while I adjust. I work solo in my role and the requisitions for next week already look intense (and I'm still waiting for half the department to get their sheets in) but I'm glad I've such great support in place. 🙏
 
My dog walking didn't go as planned DX
I was asked to walk a dog I knew, and since I was still a bit of a stranger, he didn't want to go DX I had to carry him to the park and we just stayed near the gate area anyways DX
He did pee, and was fine walking back, but it's sad he was so nervous. Didn't bark or fight me though.

When we did get back and was about to leave he was sad to see me go DX
 
I'm just not at my best, and I woke up not too long ago.

Maybe I should go and do something about this stomach ache, because it's keeping me from being motivated to do anything.

Gloomy thoughts lurk in my head too, mainly about school. Uurgh...

Hopefully the rest of Friday goes well.
 
Double-post btw.
Honestly having fun with the new event, but this schoolwork is keeping me from participating any further. And for some reason, I feel gloomy whenever I go on the forums. :\

One of those moments where I tell myself I should take a break. Yet I'm too addicted lol.
 
my dad was looking at my phone when i got a message from one of my group members and they made a joke. it wasn't an inappropriate joke in the slightest. i probably would have found this joke funny had my dad not gotten involved honestly.

it wasn't anything to cause alarm over. but my dad being himself, began shouting and making a big deal about it no matter how many times i told him that it was only a joke. my mom had to step in and even looked through my work to confirm that it was nothing (which was invasive as **** but that's a conversation for another day). jfc, i don't understand WHY he does this. he cause intense alarm over things, makes everyone upset and scared and has to be explained too so he doesn't continue blowing up. my mom's guilty of this as well.

i'm constantly walking on eggshells with these people so i don't have to deal with them going crazy on me. how do they expect me to speak to them about my activities or interests if this is how they act over things that i had no involvement over?? ughhh.
 
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