What's Bothering You?

I’ve been having major digestive issues for well over a year now. Yesterday and now today have been awful. I’m taking a natural potential solution to kill off bad bacteria and whatnot but it’s making me feel terrible. I feel like my intestines are twisting in knots. I really hope it works cause I hate this right now. 😫
 
UC didnt want to respond to my messages, so now I had to call to see whats going on, and Iam guessing hes giving me a time they will call me? I dont know. There hasnt been much in the job business to even find anything worthy.

Also, for my course they have allowed us access to adobe so I could use it at home, yet when I finally got it downloaded it only gave me Adobe illstrator beta?
So, okay what ever, I have access to the other adobe stuff like premier pro so i could use that in my free time, but i honestly having problems downloaded some episodes of a show that I wanted to do an AMV for so what a great use of technoology and waste of time 🙃
 
Plans got changed a bit so I'm not entirely sure what's going on today. More than likely I'll have to end up working out by myself. Which isn't the worst thing but idk.. I need to just focus more on myself and not worry as much about other people. I can only control my own actions so I can't let things I can't control affect me negatively.
 
tried to be brave today and called my teammate from one of my classes about the presentation that we're doing (which i am dreading) and they seemed so annoyed with me and hung up before i could even properly say bye. even the way they've been texting me seems so so annoyed. all this because i had an anxiety attack and decided to skip a day of class and everyone already chose their groups. they probably think i'm lazy. ughhhhhhhhgfhfdgsdfsdfcvfbgn.
so there was another person in the group that i didn't know of. and apparently they've both been doing work together w/out me and i haven't done anything, which isn't a good look, obviously. they also refuse to text and insisted on phone calls.. which i am **** at.

great. wonderful. beautiful.

there's too much group work and im far too overwhelmed because i'm too goddamn anxious with all of this. i feel like i'm going insane and i feel so sick. i'm truly and honestly about to cry right now. i honestly don't even want to go to class because i know i'll have to see her and i'm scared which is such a pathetic thing to say, ik.

i should probably get on meds again. if my parents will even allow me too.
 
I was a little soured from social media today.

Bullying Bella Ramsey over her appearance because you aren't happy with her being cast in The Last of Us is quite honestly a gross thing to do.

This "meme" for example. I think some people take things too far.

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so there was another person in the group that i didn't know of. and apparently they've both been doing work together w/out me and i haven't done anything, which isn't a good look, obviously. they also refuse to text and insisted on phone calls.. which i am **** at.

great. wonderful. beautiful.

there's too much group work and im far too overwhelmed because i'm too goddamn anxious with all of this. i feel like i'm going insane and i feel so sick. i'm truly and honestly about to cry right now. i honestly don't even want to go to class because i know i'll have to see her and i'm scared which is such a pathetic thing to say, ik.

i should probably get on meds again. if my parents will even allow me too.
Group work can be so sucky if you’re with the wrong people I’m sorry 🫂 I’ve had to deal with some group issues this semester as well 🥲
Is there a way you can contact your unit coordinator/teacher about it? If you show proof that you’ve been trying to contact the others and they’re ignoring you they might be able to find a solution?
 
That meme is genuinely disgusting wtf.

It's even worse that she's noticed the bullying and has said that it bothers her.

"She recalled that “everyone” online seemed fixated on her “square head,” which caused her to continuously doomscroll on social media".

"She admitted, “I wish I could say that I was confident enough that it hasn’t affected me in any way, but it has.”

I get the feeling people detach celebrities from being actual humans, so you'll often see the nastiest side of people on social media.
 
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