What's Bothering You?

Yup we certainly don’t and supposedly we get to watch another follow a similar path in ten days. I’m so tired already and it’s not even here yet.
I hope you stay safe. I know this one is supposed to hit closer to where I am than the last one. It would be great if they just disappear.
 
I’ve been having major digestive issues for well over a year now. Yesterday and now today have been awful. I’m taking a natural potential solution to kill off bad bacteria and whatnot but it’s making me feel terrible. I feel like my intestines are twisting in knots. I really hope it works cause I hate this right now. 😫
 
UC didnt want to respond to my messages, so now I had to call to see whats going on, and Iam guessing hes giving me a time they will call me? I dont know. There hasnt been much in the job business to even find anything worthy.

Also, for my course they have allowed us access to adobe so I could use it at home, yet when I finally got it downloaded it only gave me Adobe illstrator beta?
So, okay what ever, I have access to the other adobe stuff like premier pro so i could use that in my free time, but i honestly having problems downloaded some episodes of a show that I wanted to do an AMV for so what a great use of technoology and waste of time 🙃
 
Plans got changed a bit so I'm not entirely sure what's going on today. More than likely I'll have to end up working out by myself. Which isn't the worst thing but idk.. I need to just focus more on myself and not worry as much about other people. I can only control my own actions so I can't let things I can't control affect me negatively.
 
tried to be brave today and called my teammate from one of my classes about the presentation that we're doing (which i am dreading) and they seemed so annoyed with me and hung up before i could even properly say bye. even the way they've been texting me seems so so annoyed. all this because i had an anxiety attack and decided to skip a day of class and everyone already chose their groups. they probably think i'm lazy. ughhhhhhhhgfhfdgsdfsdfcvfbgn.
so there was another person in the group that i didn't know of. and apparently they've both been doing work together w/out me and i haven't done anything, which isn't a good look, obviously. they also refuse to text and insisted on phone calls.. which i am **** at.

great. wonderful. beautiful.

there's too much group work and im far too overwhelmed because i'm too goddamn anxious with all of this. i feel like i'm going insane and i feel so sick. i'm truly and honestly about to cry right now. i honestly don't even want to go to class because i know i'll have to see her and i'm scared which is such a pathetic thing to say, ik.

i should probably get on meds again. if my parents will even allow me too.
 
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