What's Bothering You?

I was a little soured from social media today.

Bullying Bella Ramsey over her appearance because you aren't happy with her being cast in The Last of Us is quite honestly a gross thing to do.

This "meme" for example. I think some people take things too far.

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so there was another person in the group that i didn't know of. and apparently they've both been doing work together w/out me and i haven't done anything, which isn't a good look, obviously. they also refuse to text and insisted on phone calls.. which i am **** at.

great. wonderful. beautiful.

there's too much group work and im far too overwhelmed because i'm too goddamn anxious with all of this. i feel like i'm going insane and i feel so sick. i'm truly and honestly about to cry right now. i honestly don't even want to go to class because i know i'll have to see her and i'm scared which is such a pathetic thing to say, ik.

i should probably get on meds again. if my parents will even allow me too.
Group work can be so sucky if you’re with the wrong people I’m sorry 🫂 I’ve had to deal with some group issues this semester as well 🥲
Is there a way you can contact your unit coordinator/teacher about it? If you show proof that you’ve been trying to contact the others and they’re ignoring you they might be able to find a solution?
 
That meme is genuinely disgusting wtf.

It's even worse that she's noticed the bullying and has said that it bothers her.

"She recalled that “everyone” online seemed fixated on her “square head,” which caused her to continuously doomscroll on social media".

"She admitted, “I wish I could say that I was confident enough that it hasn’t affected me in any way, but it has.”

I get the feeling people detach celebrities from being actual humans, so you'll often see the nastiest side of people on social media.
 
feeling very hopeless. seems no matter how much i try to get help for my declining mental health + extreme fatigue, there's just no resources and help available. the one thing that could possibly help, currently, won't be prescribed outside of a diagnosis for a specific thing, which i do very likely have anyway, but there's nowhere to get diagnosed for said thing unless i pay privately, which i just can't afford.
 
Part of me kinda feels like it's too late to learn anything new. I feel like I'm already past my prime to learn certain new things already. You know what they say, "you can't teach an old dog new tricks," and I feel like this saying does kinda apply to me in some way. I've always struggled with this feeling of self-doubt for as long as I can remember, and I feel like I'll never truly overcome this feeling.

Whenever I recently learn how to do something, part of me feels guilty for not learning about it sooner. I'm 21 and I can't really cook dinner meals for myself, let alone my family, not to mention no matter how much money I get from my paycheck which I get twice a month, I still can't seem to save up the majority of my money. I just keep spending most of, if not all my money, both cash and credit card. I always feel this urge to spend every single penny of my money.

*sigh* I wish I could just go back in time to tell my younger self to learn how to do certain "adult" things sooner. I've pretty much wasted my early adult years already, and I don't even know how my adult years throughout the rest of my 20s is gonna be like.
 
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I should be okay now but I’m still feeling really uncertain about something and mentally drained. I hope things will go back to normal but it is hard to be optimistic when so much has gone wrong when it comes to socializing throughout my life.

No replies or discord messages please.
 
The rest of my family got sick within the past week and I have been worried about getting sick too. I currently have a really bad headache.

I'm also worried about the hurricane because I have a friend living in Florida.
I hope your friend stays safe. It keeps going between a 4and now back to a 5. I hope it goes back down again. This one really has me worried.
 
I accidentally left my Switch on for a while (forgot to change sleep mode settings x_x) and when I went back to it the fan was SUPER LOUD and it was overheating so I had to turn it off. It'll be fine later but I'm so scared of using it. The last thing I want to happen at this point is for my Switch's battery to explode on me. T^T
 
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