What's Bothering You?

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I wish I had more friends, all I want is for other people to talk to, not just vent but just talking in general. I wish I was close with more people than just my brother who is in a completely different city for college at the moment. Even online whenever I message someone I immediately start thinking about it and regretting it in my head cause I worry that I'm annoying people or they don't care. I just wish I knew how to talk to others both in real life and online. It sucks cause it feels like nobody knows or cares about the stuff I like and it's hard for me to really find like-minded people like everyone says whenever I ask them how to make friends easily. Maybe it's my fault for never learning good social skills or not being interested in stuff everyone else cares about, but I don't know. I'm sorry for the long-winded ramble.
 
As in you bought something from them and they're overdue? I think they require you to give them 48 or maybe 24 hours (business days) to respond or make it right and then you can escalate it to Ebay.
I haven't bought anything from this one yet. I just want details about a book before buying, or to combine shipping on a couple.
 
Feeling more sad now since I thought of my best friend when I posted in a thread. I’m so sad. I wish everything was just a bad dream that i could wake up from or I was someone different and better.

No replies or discord messages please.
 
I’m not sure how I’m managed to make it through the past 2 years. Today marks the 2nd anniversary of my Mum’s passing at 11.14am. I still can’t accept she’s gone. I will never be truly happy again, there is always a cloud in my mind and especially my heart. My heart is truly broken and remains in pieces. Everyday I shed a tear, some more than others. The past 2 nights when I went to bed I cried so much that my heart was pounding and I felt as if I couldn’t breathe. It felt a bit like a panic attack. I never cry in front of people, (only Blossom), but find myself crying alone, as I don’t want to feel like a burden to others, and I don’t want to upset my Dad.

My Dad has been great and I will always remember how he let me be the last one to kiss her, even though I told him it should be him as he was her husband of 45 years and they knew each other 49 years. I’m starting to cry even writing this. Some say ‘with time it gets easier’, it doesn’t, I just need to try and live with it. I need her.

I don’t think I’ll take Blossom for a walk today, I think I need extra snuggles and to give her extra treats. I’ve been wakened since 3am, and it’s now just after 8am. The only hope is that one day I will be reunited with her.

I could write and write, but I don’t have the energy.

Bug, please remember my DMs are open and we can just chat about random things. No pressure. 💜
Edit: My brain isn't working. Didn't see full message on mobile. 🫣
 
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I know I may have commented on this before, but as someone who has been without their mom for four years now, I'm really sorry that you're having to deal with this. Sorry doesn't cut it, actually. I wish there was something more I could do to bring you and the others here relief. After crying on and off the past 4 years, I'm not sure I really believe that it gets easier with time. I think if I really think about it a lot that I don't focus on it as much, but that's the only thing that's changed. It still hurts, especially because I was super close with my mom and she was an amazing person.

I can only imagine how tough it's been for you as well. I do hope that you feel better soon in spite of it. And if you ever need to talk more about it, my DMs are open. 💚 🫂
 
Thank you so much for your response. I'm really worried too as my Dad is 71 and I can't even begin to imagine if anything happens to him soon. I need some more time with him. I can't go through this heartbreak again so soon. You are in my thoughts, as I know by previous posts how much you miss your Mum. 🫂
 
Is Wisconsin in the Hurricane area?

One of the ebay sellers I'm being ghosted by is there, one is in South Carolina. Nothing from the one in California yet.

I'm just inquiring about the products before buying, asking to combine shipping.
 
Can't sleep despite having a busy day ahead of me that starts early.
Sigh...
I'll probably have an off day the whole day now and accomplish less than desired.
Theres other things on my mind too that can't be controlled. But I'm glad the port strikes ended until Jan 15th and that those effected by the hurricane had some help from volunteers, but the stories still bother me.
 
Has Nintendo abandoned the N64 app on NSO? They haven’t uploaded a new N64 game to NSO in four months, let alone, a new first-party N64 game in ten months.
 
tried to be brave today and called my teammate from one of my classes about the presentation that we're doing (which i am dreading) and they seemed so annoyed with me and hung up before i could even properly say bye. even the way they've been texting me seems so so annoyed. all this because i had an anxiety attack and decided to skip a day of class and everyone already chose their groups. they probably think i'm lazy. ughhhhhhhhgfhfdgsdfsdfcvfbgn.
 
I like to take walks around this time so I can appreciate the sunset. It was nice all day up until a few minutes ago and storms are rolling in as I type this. They're scheduled, at least currently, to end after it's already dark out. Of course.

Oh well, no big deal. There will be more opportunities.
 
My rigid thinking is making me angry that my friends are making discord threads for roleplay in a channel that is absolutely unrelated to roleplays (think like... a channel for pet pictures). This is very silly but to me if the channel has a specific name and a purpose, it should be followed, not randomly become the roleplay threads channel too!
Of course I won't complain about it too much to them because who am I to dictate where they should have fun? It's just bothering me because it's the wrong place.

That and also I'm jealous that my friends have roleplays ideas and I don't but me being jealous isn't a new fact. Recently learned about the theory of the 8-Armed Octopus of Jealousy so I'm reading and working through it so that jealousy stops being the main problem in my relationships with friends.
 
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