What's Bothering You?

I just lost my granddad. He was the last of my grandparents.
So, my granddad's name was George. He was 81 when he passed away this morning.

Today is actually my partner's grandpa's 90th. He is also named George. I'm supposed to be going to his birthday party tomorrow. Right now I'm unsure if I can handle it. 😔
 
I just lost my granddad. He was the last of my grandparents.

So, my granddad's name was George. He was 81 when he passed away this morning.

Today is actually my partner's grandpa's 90th. He is also named George. I'm supposed to be going to his birthday party tomorrow. Right now I'm unsure if I can handle it. 😔
So, just to make this story sound so much more fictional, my mum just reminded my own granddad's birthday was the 15th. The day before he died.

I'm skipping the party. Can't face it. I messaged my mother-in-law and she was very understanding.
 
I'm starting to regret my choice of not going to college this semester (again). Even though I know I'm not ready, I don't think I can take working 40 hours every week at my **** job and being at home for another 8 months. I just want to be left alone and not have my family constantly getting on my ass. But how could I expect independence and autonomy when I'm not ready to be an adult?

I'm just feeling sad and hopeless about my life again. Nothing is going right, but it's my fault because my poor decisions lead to these outcomes. I'm also gravely worried about my love, but haven't had the chance to reach out to them yet. I'm ****ing incompetent in every aspect. **** me.
 
My partner put her coat away when she got home and didn't close the cupboard properly. The boys got into it and ate all their treats again. An entire unopened bag of Dreamies (Temptations) kibble, three meat sticks, and the leftover catnip treats they didn't find at Christmas. Of course the numpties dragged the treats into their room to eat so the evidence was easily found - silliest fluffy criminals.🤦‍♂️
 
My kitty had a mast cell tumour removed today, feeling a little anxious about her recovery. It's a full time job to keep her from scratching at it, even with the cone. I would feel so guilty if it got infected.
Hope she heals asap
 
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