What's Bothering You?

I went to pick up my groceries, and the girl loading them in my car was nice enough to run in and get my eggs since the person packing them forgot. When she told me, it sounded like only one pack was missing (I ordered 2). Well, both were missing and I only got the one she brought out. Now I'm conflicted on reporting the missing pack because I don't want her to get in trouble. I've gotten refunds for missing items before, but I'm not sure if the employees are penalized when that happens. Also, I probably should've said something about there being 2 packs when she mentioned they were missing. I don't know what to do :")
 
My alarm awoke my about half an hour early today and I didn't dare go back to sleep. 😩

Also found out my coworker doesn't know how to cook our food, so I dunno whether ir not to make a lil note on our door for the time I come back for the afternoon that the kitchen is closed rather than people coming in and expecting lunch.
I just hate disappointing people.
It least there may be less kitchen to clean, but someone is coming in to make more pastries and they always leave everything without cleaning up.
 
I had planned and signd up for an online Character Animation introduction course, which lasts for two days, between the hours of 6:30PM and 8PM, and I emailed to ask if the online course will be recorded, due to the fact that I was at work longer than usual today, and those hours are like the hours I am eating dinner with my mum, who can't eat any later due to acid reflux - and sad to say it isn't.
I don't understand why it had to be those hours anyways. I'm too upset about that to even reply back to say I won't be coming to the one tomorrow.

Another thing I am missing out on, is I heard about this amazing opportunity, a free film and photography course running for five days - but they're only giving it to people living in a certain area in my city.

- I do have some good news, that I will add to what are you happy about today thread -
 
IG clothing shops rarely selling bigger sizes (esp for bottoms) is so.... tiring. I saw a few bottoms that are my size but I wish there were more options, especially larger sizes for more people. I don't think I've seen bottoms so far that are above 36 inches and that really sucks. I hate the clothing/fashion scene so much, can we please normalize having clothes with bigger sizes for everyone.
 
My first week of work has been going well so far, but there is so much to take in and my to do list is never ending already. I’m full of anxiety - I feel fine when I stay busy and I’m with the kids, but as soon as I’m not working it hits me. Feeling pretty exhausted!
 
Life is meh right now. I was entitled to 5 days paid bereavement leave, but I decided to go back early. Being at home sucks. Being at work sucks. I know it's going to get better, but just wish I had a fast forward button. It probably doesn't help it is constantly cold and grey out. I hate January.

Aching from today's workout. Despite being sleep-deprived and generally feeling off I did manage a new personal best deadlifting though.

2/3 of my heart monitor stickies are really bothering me. One itches like hell and the other gets painful. I've 36hrs left of this and just looking at my own tracker I know the results are abnormal. Fingers-crossed that after dealing with heart rate issues since summer I'll have answers soon.
 
I hate how over worried I potiently get at any situation, specically when it comes to my cats.
My oldest cat today decided to sit in this small cave like cat bed, which hasn't been used in years, and my first thought was that something was wrong with him physcially, like something inside him he couldn't inform me. I only worry like this, because one of my other cats who had passed did this once by sitting underneath the bed of my mum's and they say some cats will find somewhere to go when feeling unwell.
I thought maybe he was just not feeling well, like nothing too bad. But when its me and my mum together, we both worry each other too much.

Definitely, when it came to dinner, he actually got out of the cat bed to get his dinner; like he normally does. He even had extra, and eventually went back into this bed.
Like if he didn't eat, thats when my worry would've been standard, but no I think he's fine, my head is just making me doubt myself terribly and I don't wanna think about it. DX

Like, another time my ginger cat, went into this box on the cat climbing frame and would stay in there for long periods of time, we thought physcially something was wrong, but I think that was mentally she didn't want to be around others, and at the time my youngest was more aggressive.
I know cats are used to their routine but they can change up things, my ginger cat is actually moving around more.

But yeah, I definitely hate this, because I get worried, my mum gets worried, we both worry each other, our cats can tell we're worried and in turn get stressed. A whole damn circle.

Might try and play some games to distract myself, I haven't drawn in my book today or yesterday, and I hate not doing it on the day, but I am not entirely feeling it tonight.
 
Same as last week, I was supposed to go with someone to the grocery store today but that person forgot again and preferred scrolling Instagram for hours instead. Are we going to do this every week?
My cat still wants to sleep on that damn wall even if he fell last time, It's like almost 3 meters!!! I'm trying to block all accesses, put aluminium foil everywhere, but he always finds a way. Nothing scares him away. He likes uncomfortable places.
 
I have a bad habit of joining public Discord servers out of boredom and a desire to interact with new people, and I regret it almost every time. Two days ago, I joined a server for Kpop and Infinity Nikki. The people seemed okay until yesterday afternoon when the server owner spent an hour telling me on general chat to kiss them. At first I played along before then trying to change the conversation to other things. They kept insisting I needed to kiss them. A mod asked them to hold back and they ignored them and kept going. I checked their post history and they never went this far with any other person on the server. I didn’t speak up and tell them to stop out of fear of being banned.

I’m tempted to just block the server owner and leave, but I want to stay on there a few more days until I can leave a negative warning on Disboard warning people that the owner is creepy and weird.
 
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