My life man.. Sometimes I hate it. I really really try to not think about myself badly or have negative thoughts but it's hard. My parents expect me to get a job when I'm over and it's a lot of pressure trying to decide what to do because I'm so young.. Why can't I enjoy my childhood while I can man? It's really stressful. And also my sister is really bad. She screams and throws a fit when she can't get her way and my parents expect me to play with her all the time like come on man. I can barely ever get a moment of peace. And she's really mean to me too and sometimes I get so fed up with her I end up hitting her and I get in trouble, I can't control my anger at all.. I must have some really bad anger issues. I'm not very patient with her anymore like I used to be.. Then there's the fact that I noticed that good things happening irl don't give me as much joy as they used to, and not as much joy as things that happen in animal crossing do. Finding my favorite villagers makes me esctatic, and even small things like Kabuki chasing a bug make me happy. And then things irl like getting new makeup or going out of town, they dont bring me much joy and idk why.. My mom thinks I'm addicted to the game and that's probably it. Then there's the fact they're way overprotective and when I try to give them any sort of advice they just brush it off. They also don't like me talking to people online and in fact I probably shouldn't be here but I am NOT leaving. Not after all the friends I've made. I just couldn't, I'd cry so hard... ugh I don't even wanna think about that. Also I only have ONE good irl friend and that's it. And she rarely comes over. The rest of my friends are online so I'd be extremely lonely if I couldn't talk to them anymore.. And I also have really bad anxiety about all sorts of things that bothers me every day.