There is a special spot on the back of my neck that throbs when my ex is around. I didn’t realize he was the cause of it until he went away and so did it, until he comes back. I don’t understand why he has to make things so difficult and hard. I spilled coffee all over his car this morning because he was driving like an angry beast for no other reason than he was being inconvenienced. He has zero chill. I had just eaten breakfast and now I feel nauseous from his angry driving. He also invents things in his head to make himself right even though it didn’t happen and there’s no convincing him otherwise. He insists he even texted it to me, but there’s no such text. If you call him out on all the anger and grumpiness it’s your fault because you should have just listened to the thing he said that actually never happened. Can’t. Win. Just going to crawl into my roommates bed with the bun in between us and take a nap because I don’t need a boyfriend to make me happy, I just need my friends right now.
