Reginald Fairfield
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Diminishing returns here not worth conversely stepping on egg shells.
What's Bothering You?
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now i know damn well i didn’t just have an anxiety attack over having to write a paragraph. that really shouldn’t of been as difficult as it was and i know i didn’t do well on it because i was so anxious that i couldn’t even form a coherent thought. jesus christ. :/
Dunquixote
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same here along with the fact not a lot of people understand that I don’t choose to be anxious and have panic attacks. then there is the way my dad and sister sometimes treated me all of my life prior and even after being diagnosed with all my problems, and the fact jobs don’t hire if you have anxiety on interview or just have mental disorders.
it saddens me to hear you feel this way :/. hang in there. if you ever want to vent, my wall and dms are always open.
this happens to me! my concentration has been getting worse over the years and it is why i couldn’t pass my last two history courses in college. My one capstone professor didn’t buy the argument when I told him I had blanks and try to explain some of my symptoms (which I now know may be associated with asperger’s/anxiety). he repeatedly said how disappointed he was with me and made me cry.
I also have racing thoughts a lot of time and that makes it hard too.
i love history but yeah i hate paper writing and so I feel your pain. kinda wondering how i thought i could become a historian without teacher, giving tours in a museum, write books with a poor concentration and bad procrastination habit as I have. lol
Hang in there xara.
do the best that you can do. if you want to vent more, you know i’m here for you .I do not want tomorrow. I dread everything especially being around my dad and maybe sister. i know i am going to annoy people without doing anything and the i am stupid treatment. if they insist i come, then have christmas at home instead.
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Found out that tomorrow is when the VA is signing the prints and at three different times. I got the okay to watch it while there but would rather watch it at home where I know I won’t be rudely walked in or interrupted even if i lock the bedroom i stay in. no privacy. looking forward to hearing my dad not wash his hands or shut the door since we share the bathroom downstairs and he sleeps on the couch in area before bedroom.
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Going through a pretty bad depressive episode at the minute.. filled with anxiety and self doubt and just general feelings of sadness. I can always tell when it happens because my sense of cleanliness just goes out of the window. I change my bedding every Wednesday and it’s Friday night and I’ve still not done it. There’s crap everywhere but I just can’t bring myself to touch it. I also have so much work to do but no idea how to even start, I can barely concentrate. Also the usual ways I distract myself (gaming, watching YouTube/twitch) just isn’t really interesting me and I’ve been lying staring into space and disassociating for hours. Just having a bit of a rough time at the minute.
Mr_Persona
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bored, feeling down, and nothing to watch right now since l can't just be alone.
this happens to me! my concentration has been getting worse over the years and it is why i couldn’t pass my last two history courses in college. My one capstone professor didn’t buy the argument when I told him I had blanks and try to explain some of my symptoms (which I now know may be associated with asperger’s/anxiety). he repeatedly said how disappointed he was with me and made me cry.
I also have racing thoughts a lot of time and that makes it hard too.
i love history but yeah i hate paper writing and so I feel your pain. kinda wondering how i thought i could become a historian without teacher, giving tours in a museum, write books with a poor concentration and bad procrastination habit as I have. lol
Hang in there xara.
I do not want tomorrow. I dread everything especially being around my dad and maybe sister. i know i am going to annoy people without doing anything and the i am stupid treatment. if they insist i come, then have christmas at home instead.
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Found out that tomorrow is when the VA is signing the prints and at three different times. I got the okay to watch it while there but would rather watch it at home where I know I won’t be rudely walked in or interrupted even if i lock the bedroom i stay in. no privacy. looking forward to hearing my dad not wash his hands or shut the door since we share the bathroom downstairs and he sleeps on the couch in area before bedroom.
your professor sounds like an ass. i’m really sorry that you had to deal with him; school is ridiculously difficult when you have mental health struggles and that isn’t your fault at all. thank you so much for the support, too; i really wasn’t expecting it to be as hard as it was but i suppose that’s on me for taking a university-level course lmao.
i hope tomorrow goes well for you! i know how brutal family time can be and i’m sending many well wishes your way
Reginald Fairfield
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my stomach has been feeling sickish the past couple of days. :c it keeps coming and going away mostly in the evening.
Firesquids
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People getting too close to me at the store and people who refuse to wear masks.
why am i so obsessive about anything that i say, ever? i’m left constantly having to edit any comment that i leave and any message that i send, consumed by the continuous back and forth of deletion and retyping while trying to put my thoughts into words. no matter how i phrase something or what emoticon i use, i’m never appeased and am always left feeling like i shouldn’t of said anything at all. i don’t know what part of my brain is broken or why i can’t just communicate and get on with my day but i am so, so tired of this. :/
I’ve been having to use the family trailer to talk on the phone because the house I’m staying in is too noisy. Sadly one of my moms sleeps in there during the evening. I told her in advance about a particularly private call and she still barged in anyway. Now I don’t know where to talk to a certain person. Everywhere around the house is busy and my state’s back in shutdown. Do I scramble for a quiet park or do I just put up with potential interruptions and invasions of privacy?
Firesquids
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Wow that sounds incredibly irritating. I always hated how my parents never respected my privacy, and lock down definitely would make it harder. My mom would open my mail and look through my phone when I was sleeping when I was 18 no less. I told her how much it bothered me and I don't think I ever got it through her thick skull. I resorted to writing emails about sensitive subject because I knew she couldn't access them.
Dunquixote
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I felt nauseous today and you’d think when I tell my mom that or that when she’s hear me coughing since I’m getting a cough, she’d ask me how i am or if I am okay? no she just told me to take a bag in the car and get a drink. so you don’t care if i get my nieces sick? okay nice mom. and then there is my dad with his annoying cough that is due to being nervous and allergies but he refuses to take medicine. just stfu and stop lying to us about taking your medicine and lying to the doctors. and would love them to just be quiet right now. can we not talk about politics either?
Their hazelnut coffee’s smell really bothers me. ugh it makes me more nauseous.
Their hazelnut coffee’s smell really bothers me. ugh it makes me more nauseous.
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xSuperMario64x
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it's so wild cause tbh I only have like 3 finals, one of those being an actual exam, so I should just get them done right?
well my mind is so ****ed that I've barely started preparing for any of them. I have an art project due Tuesday morning and I haven't even started it yet. I think it's partly because I'm not at my dorm, it's super hard for me to focus at home (especially since I don't actually have a bedroom to go to.
lord pls let Friday come quickly.
well my mind is so ****ed that I've barely started preparing for any of them. I have an art project due Tuesday morning and I haven't even started it yet. I think it's partly because I'm not at my dorm, it's super hard for me to focus at home (especially since I don't actually have a bedroom to go to.
lord pls let Friday come quickly.
Dunquixote
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My mom asks my dad a question and he is like what? in an aggravated tone. but when we sound even slightly annoyed even if we aren’t, he goes ballistic and starts yelling and if we yell he asks us what our problem is. my sister and brother in law started arguing a little and he huffs and is like i can’t take this. yet he lies and claims he has no anxiety. this is the same person who said my sister’s husband should divorce her. real nice.
my nieces call me meow meow but i hate when my dad refers to me as meow meow and i have told him to stop it repeatedly and he never listens. and the way he talks to the girls using a baby voice is so annoying and weird...
my nieces call me meow meow but i hate when my dad refers to me as meow meow and i have told him to stop it repeatedly and he never listens. and the way he talks to the girls using a baby voice is so annoying and weird...
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