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I forgot that I had to learn the complete Fur Elise on the piano until the night before I had to perform it. I'm so embarrassed of myself.
are you talking about an actual piano performance? and if so i assume you also play piano?


I have a reflection due early Thursday morning for a book that I haven't even started reading yet lmaoooo
 
I almost cried in math class because it's well...
math. i can't do math. today's class gave me flashbacks to my father yelling "what's 3x3" at me at the dinner table in 3rd grade
 
I accidentally gave someone a wrong colored item on nookazon. luckily it was only item that was a wrong color, but I'm kinda feel anxious cuz I feel I like wasted their time.
 
im so attached to my bf its not even funny,,, i think he is asleep already bc hes not answering my calls but we fall asleep on the phone every night and i already know im not gonna be able to sleep without him being on the phone </3
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also greg abbott lifted mask mandates for texas?? like why???????????????????
 
my neck is so ****ing sore and I haven't done anything to it...hopefully it was just the way I slept last night as I don't have enough pain meds on me to cope
 
are you talking about an actual piano performance? and if so i assume you also play piano?


I have a reflection due early Thursday morning for a book that I haven't even started reading yet lmaoooo

Thankfully not! I take lessons, but the teacher is kinda strict so I felt bad when I kept messing up. And yeah, I've been playing the piano for 5+ years. I suppose for only a night and early morning it could've been worse, but I'm still embarrassed of how bad I did.

Good luck with your book! :)
 
Thankfully not! I take lessons, but the teacher is kinda strict so I felt bad when I kept messing up. And yeah, I've been playing the piano for 5+ years. I suppose for only a night and early morning it could've been worse, but I'm still embarrassed of how bad I did.

Good luck with your book! :)
thanks, I got one question answered just from skimming the first chapter so I think I'm okay.

also that's really cool! I've been playing piano for... 15 years? I started when I was 6 and I'm 21 now. I know how it feels to have a strict teacher, I started taking lessons with my current piano professor when I was a sophomore in HS and it was quite different from my old teacher's more laid back personality. ofc I've made up for that now by working really hard to learn as many notes throughout the week as I can. This semester I've actually learned an entire first movement of Ravel's Sonatina in about a week and a half, prob could've taken less time if I didn't have like 4 other classes to focus on lol.
it's good not to dwell on bad experiences with piano teachers/professors. I've had plenty of them. if piano is something you're really passionate about and want to continue with ya just gotta say "okay what did I do wrong this week and how can I make it better?" I started out with my professor sometimes being disappointed in my progress and now (only 7 years later lmaooo) he praises me a lot :)
 
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I've a migraine, which is making it hard to concentrate on work, and just learned I now have no access to a bath/shower until tomorrow night. If this week could kindly end I'd really appreciate it. 😓
 
thanks, I got one question answered just from skimming the first chapter so I think I'm okay.

also that's really cool! I've been playing piano for... 15 years? I started when I was 6 and I'm 21 now. I know how it feels to have a strict teacher, I started taking lessons with my current piano professor when I was a sophomore in HS and it was quite different from my old teacher's more laid back personality. ofc I've made up for that now by working really hard to learn as many notes throughout the week as I can. This semester I've actually learned an entire first movement of Ravel's Sonatina in about a week and a half, prob couldn't taken less time if I didn't have like 4 other classes to focus on lol.
it's good not to dwell on bad experiences with piano teachers/professors. I've had plenty of them. if piano is something you're really passionate about and want to continue with ya just gotta say "okay what did I do wrong this week and how can I make it better?" I started out with my professor sometimes being disappointed in my progress and now (only 7 years later lmaooo) he praises me a lot :)
omg, I can barely play the first part of Ravel's Sonantine and I've been playing piano for about 5 years now >.> (Probably doesn't help that I don't practice as much due to how hectic my life is). I used to be able to play the first half of Clair de Lune but ever since my stressful junior year in high school, I forgot it all.

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Anyways, this isn't something that is bothering me too much, but I kinda wish for something new to happen, or something to look forward to the future like a new game or album release. It seems like ever since COVID kinda happened, the things I've been interested haven't that many new things popping up anymore. So far, the only interesting thing I'm looking forward to is waaaay too distant in the future such as summer break in May.
 
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omg, I can barely play the first part of Ravel's Sonantine and I've been playing for about 5 years now >.> (Probably doesn't help that I don't practice as much due to how hectic my life is). I used to be able to play the first half of Clair de Lune but ever since my stressful junior year in high school, I forgot it all.
me trying to learn Sonatine after only 5 years would mean I would've had to learn it when I was 11 lol. (granted I'm sure some can do it but my first piano teacher was not a professional so my learning is a bit more delayed than most serious pianists.) that's a huge undertaking.
 
My sister is having a baby. And since we are twins my entire family is constantly comparing us to each other. So somehow her pregnancy announcement turns into "When are you having a baby too??" uh never "Are you going to babysit?" uh no "Why aren't you excited??" when have I ever been excited about babies?? If you're looking for excitement don't come to me 🙄 there are PLENTY of other people around here who would absolutely love to share in your excitement but I'm not one of them and I thought that was always quite obvious.
oh and also "when are you getting married????" also probably never lol this one has already been happening since my sister got married but somehow a pregnancy announcement also intensifies this question too (not to mention the comments to my poor partner because he's a man so obviously he needs to propose to me because GENDER ROLES ew)

I'm happy my sister is happy and I'm happy my mom is happy and I'm happy everyone is happy but why do I suddenly need to show a ton of interest in this when I've literally never been interested in children my entire life
 
I have to stand outside for an hour while my sister goes out on a secret date so it doesn’t make my dad suspicious with my mom saying I have to do it. :|
 
im so tired of it all.
seriously.
im tired of everyone in my business.
im genuinely so sick and tired of it all.
 
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