Hopeless Opus
diluc is my king
my grandparents' dog, my best friend, is gone.
i'm broken
i'm broken
My “friends” are always telling me I’m wasting my life away by playing so many video games. Yeah, I know I’ve spent over 1,000 hours playing my switch but honestly I’m not sure what else I could be doing. I’m not athletic, I get frustrated when doing crafts, and reading was always too boring for me. I really enjoy just being able to relax and play some NH or Fe3h but at this point i just feel like thats me being lazy.
Also, I can’t tell if I’m a bad person or my friend is just trying to make me feel bad about myself
My “friends” are always telling me I’m wasting my life away by playing so many video games. Yeah, I know I’ve spent over 1,000 hours playing my switch but honestly I’m not sure what else I could be doing. I’m not athletic, I get frustrated when doing crafts, and reading was always too boring for me. I really enjoy just being able to relax and play some NH or Fe3h but at this point i just feel like thats me being lazy.
Also, I can’t tell if I’m a bad person or my friend is just trying to make me feel bad about myself
Yeah I just do a couple of knots so they stick, I used a velvet ribbon for another plushie before so it worksyep
ribbons are hard to tie for me
This, especially since I got my diagnosis some years ago, it's like my brain and body flipped the switch and put like, mental restrictions that shouldn't even be there so I relate too well.the more self-aware I become with how my life relates to me being autistic the more upset and hopeless I become
Have you talked with your parents about getting healthier snack foods? Or even go into the conversation with some ideas prepared on other snacks they could get.i really want to eat healthier but it’s hard when my parents buy a lot of junk food :/ i tried finding atleast some healthier options in my house but there’s a bunch of cookies, chips, soda & ice cream
I totally agree with @\deanapants. And quite honestly, I think playing video games is objectively one of the best hobbies someone could take up as we're still going through the pandemic. Depending on your friends and how comfortable you are opening a conversation with them to try understanding why they think you're "wasting your life."My “friends” are always telling me I’m wasting my life away by playing so many video games. Yeah, I know I’ve spent over 1,000 hours playing my switch but honestly I’m not sure what else I could be doing. I’m not athletic, I get frustrated when doing crafts, and reading was always too boring for me. I really enjoy just being able to relax and play some NH or Fe3h but at this point i just feel like thats me being lazy.
Also, I can’t tell if I’m a bad person or my friend is just trying to make me feel bad about myself