What's Bothering You?

Soigne said:
sick and tired of my job. i have an interview tomorrow that HAS to go well. i can't keep working 55 hours a week where i'm at now. if i get this job that i'm interviewing for tomorrow, i'll try to work part time making coffee here. but nobody listens to or respects anything i have to say, my boss constantly rearranges my schedule with short notice, and i'm constantly asked to cover for other people knowing that they would never do the same for me. i've had enough.
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That'd do it. Sounds rough.
 
Soigne said:
sick and tired of my job. i have an interview tomorrow that HAS to go well. i can't keep working 55 hours a week where i'm at now. if i get this job that i'm interviewing for tomorrow, i'll try to work part time making coffee here. but nobody listens to or respects anything i have to say, my boss constantly rearranges my schedule with short notice, and i'm constantly asked to cover for other people knowing that they would never do the same for me. i've had enough.
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That sounds pretty.. illegal. :( Sounds like they're abusing you in a lot of ways, I'm sorry :/
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Also I love how job agency all of a sudden wants to talk to me, like me, a boss at work, and my contact person been trying to get ahold of you people for ages. Psht.

Also yes mom I like La boheme ****ing don't turn of the CD in the middle of one of the parts from it jeez lol
 
Woke up a couple times and can’t stop thinking about my parents having my room painted even though I don’t want it painted and needing to pack everything in my room, the fact we hired people we don’t know, and the moving. I am back to point where i was in high school and in college where I am dreading every day.

I was feeling excited and happy about trying to draw again, but now I don’t know. I hate this and my situation and the fact there is no way out of it or our house being eventually sold. there is no way i can miraculously get a job that accommodates and accepts people with mental health disorders, money for a car and house or apartment and overcome my fear of working, leaving my house, overcome my OCD and be able to work in noisy and dirty environments, overcome my social anxiety. it’s for the grandkids. well what about your daughter? that’s all i hear about lately and it kinda hurts. i know it isn’t “fair” they need to drive hours to seem them but since I’m having trouble overcoming stuff even where i am comfortable, she hasn’t thought that moving will push me further back away from any progress. my mom was going to help me get tested for asperger’s and she still hasn’t. my mom still hasn’t left that bad review on ebay for that figure i got (nothing to do with this but i am upset even though i remind her she still hasn’t done it). i love my mom and dad even though i am extremely frustrated with so many things with my dad and how he always treated me, but i just don’t agree with this.
 
I have 3 tests in my classes today and finals next week >.> For some reason, all my classes say they try their best to pick dates that don't overlap any other classes and yet they all pick the same date. This has happened several times already and it stresses me out having to study for multiple tests within the timespan of less than a week for multiple classes.
 
My mom and her entitled opinions, shut the **** up and stop assuming how I am and also ...like I don't care about **** bro.
 
I've had a really short fuse lately...and I've also cut my coffee intake down to once in the morning, because I was actually having some pains in my heart the other week (coffee used to make me cough a lot too). All that seems fine now. But, yeah...the short fuse thing continues to be a problem. And, it's not like it's completely unjustified. I feel like I put up with a lot (especially at work)...but there is only so much that you can let people take advantage of you. I'm trying hard to meditate more (which is something I already do a lot). But, there's gotta be a way to block out more of it than I already do.
 
I can write an essay on the events of the past year (why I've been absent), but just still feeling the effects of it all.

Loose ends, when I'm trying to move on.
 
I am going to scream. My dad is at risk if he catches covid. I quit my job specifically to keep him safe. He’s now eligible to be vaccinated and he’s telling me doesn’t want it?? That it’s poison??? 🙃🙃🙃

Thankfully I worked at a pharmacy a little while back and when I nipped into the pharmacy today I spoke with my old coworker. They’ll call my dad tomorrow to talk with him and I really hope he agrees.

He doesn’t seem to understand that A.) I won’t be vaccinated for a while yet B.) even when I do get vaccinated I think they’ve said people who are vaccinated can still carry/give covid meaning my vaccination won’t protect him.


Aahhh. 🙃
 
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i think i've finally broken and went insane- i just spent an hour talking to my stuffed animals.

what is even my life at this point? am i just meant to sit and rot? my friends and families lives all have meaning, what about me?
 
DinosaurDumpster said:
i think i've finally broken and went insane- i just spent an hour talking to my stuffed animals.

what is even my life at this point? am i just meant to sit and rot? my friends and families lives all have meaning, what about me?
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You're young and still have your entire life ahead of you. For now all you need is to focus on getting good grades and exploring your hobbies and interests. As you get older you'll have less time for these things, so enjoy it now while you can!
 
-Lumi- said:
I am going to scream. My dad is at risk if he catches covid. I quit my job specifically to keep him safe. He’s now eligible to be vaccinated and he’s telling me doesn’t want it?? That it’s poison??? 🙃🙃🙃

Thankfully I worked at a pharmacy a little while back and when I nipped into the pharmacy today I spoke with my old coworker. They’ll call my dad tomorrow to talk with him and I really hope he agrees.

He doesn’t seem to understand that A.) I won’t be vaccinated for a while yet B.) even when I do get vaccinated I think they’ve said people who are vaccinated can still carry/give covid meaning my vaccination won’t protect him.


Aahhh. 🙃
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Hey Lumi, I had this EXACT same scenario play out with my mother. She is definitely high risk as she has COPD, but because she was constantly watching the news and hearing people having bad reactions to the vaccines, she told me she wasn't getting the vaccine.
This back and forth argument went on for about a month.

I was FINALLY able to get her to agree to the Pfizer vaccine, and (I know this part will sound unfair, but it's how things go) because I work in healthcare I was able to get her in promptly.

What I had to do to make this happen was point out A.) that she won't be able to go to family gatherings moving forward because even though all her children/grandchildren would be vaccinated they could still pass the virus on to her. This swayed her a little, but the game changer I brought up was that ALSO moving forward, people are going to have to present their vaccination certificate to go certain places and get into certain facilities. This sealed the deal. Knowing that she wouldn't be able to travel, or join her bowling league again is what sealed the deal.

So my advice to you is to find something your dad loves to do, and pretty much let him know if it involves traveling or visiting certain venues for hobbies/entertainment etc. we will eventually be at a point where he will have to provide proof that he's vaccinated to be admitted.

Best of luck to you...trying to look out for the best interests of a stubborn parent is literally one of the most exhausting things to do lol
 
I think... over this pandemic I’ve just lost sight of the things that are important to me. And I’ve forgotten how to laugh more and how to be serious about things more. Also need to cherish my time with my family members who are still alive and I haven’t been doing that. And to cherish my friends like I haven’t been doing. I need to take some time to figure this out. :(
 
I usually stay off social media just because things tend to upset me really easily. I went on tiktok (bad idea) to watch some cat videos and ended up falling down the rabbit hole. I started looking at the pages of other girls in my town and instantly became jealous about what they were doing- parties, etc. even though theres a pandemic going on and they obviously shouldn’t be doing that sort of stuff, something inside me just wanted to join? idk. theyre very popular (we all know how that goes) and everyone likes them (can’t seem to think of a reason besides that they’re rich and attractive) so obviously me being a girl who kind of doesnt have many friends wanted to join them?

being a virtual student has made me feel like i’m missing out on a lot; idec at this point who i hang out with i just want to have some sort of social interaction :c
 
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