I feel and remember almost nothing. Im very drained, and just feel lost. I want to find my way again but feel angry at my past that led me here. I don't want any more regrets and bad luck and controlling *******s. I want it to be ok to just be me.
What's Bothering You?
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God I hate dealing with one of the banks, their mobile app isn’t letting me sign in and I need to withdraw some cash. I’ve been trying to sign in for a week now and it keeps telling me to “try again later”. I’ve been trying to reach my local branch but for some reason I can’t connect at all to their landline. Called customer service instead and they have this 1-minute recorded introduction about the bank that I can’t skip. I had to listen to the whole spiel twice since I disconnected during the first call. Ugh.
Sometimes I can’t help but feel like I’ll be alone for the rest of my life. Every person I’ve been interested in either didn’t reciprocate my feelings or ended up being toxic (and later change their mind on me). Whenever I see the marriage rate for people on the autism spectrum I feel disheartened. It’s especially hard irl since I tend to exhibit closed body language. I definitely don’t want to force anything, but that existential fear still seeps in from time to time.
oh love, i am so so sorry. i know there’s nothing i can say or do that will make this better for you, but my pms are always open if you ever need to talk or vent. i may not be able to help or take the grief away, but i’d be happy to listen.
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
funny how I have a lot of empathy yet I've no clue how to make anyone feel even remotely better, I always end up feeling awkward and like I'm intruding on their personal space 
also been doing a lot of relaxing this week since by Saturday night i was completely burned out, but there's still a voice looming in my head constantly telling me that I'm lazy and I'm a slacker and that if I'm not working hard at my internship then they're gonna believe that too. makes me feel pretty worthless tbh. doesn't help that my dad constantly complains about me not cleaning (fyi he never cleans so wtf), like I'm not literally beating myself up every single day for not cleaning when I'm totally burned out
also been doing a lot of relaxing this week since by Saturday night i was completely burned out, but there's still a voice looming in my head constantly telling me that I'm lazy and I'm a slacker and that if I'm not working hard at my internship then they're gonna believe that too. makes me feel pretty worthless tbh. doesn't help that my dad constantly complains about me not cleaning (fyi he never cleans so wtf), like I'm not literally beating myself up every single day for not cleaning when I'm totally burned out
Violet Witch
☽Stay Wild Moon Child☾
This cold has really knocked me sideways, I haven't felt this ill in years although I'm grateful that I tested negative for COVID which of course I don't want nor would I wish on anyone else. Either way though being ill from a nasty common cold just sucks. 
I’ve been trying to take better care of myself, I’ve been going to bed earlier, drinking more water, taking my vitamins etc, but I still feel tired. I’m wearing the sweater I slept in last night and I just don’t care. I think the tiredness is just coming from a place that can’t be reached with R&R.
DarkDesertFox
Your Typical Trickster
So many people are leaving my job and it's making me really nervous about what's going to happen. I just found out today my other team lead is leaving as well. So now both team leads are leaving and they don't have anyone picked yet. I just wanted to enjoy the holidays without stress and here we are again...
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
maybe someday I'll be able to afford a heart or star wand 
Hopeless Opus
diluc is my king
all because one selfish piece of garbage couldn't wear a mask.
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Go ahead. Keep yelling and gettin mad and snippy at me for things that are out of my control or not my fault. Keep throwing and slamming things and havin a tone in your voice. See if I'll make it to Christmas before I quit.
I'm tired, I'm gettin mad and I'm not letting myself get that low in my life again like what happened with my old job.
I'm tired, I'm gettin mad and I'm not letting myself get that low in my life again like what happened with my old job.
