What's Bothering You?

thinking if i should order those pants anyway it's not that i'll find any good around here sigh
 
my friend whom I keep having dreams abt and love dearly told me about his best friend and how he wants to get an apartment with her. good to know my chances are slim to none. guess I'll find someone else 🙃
 
My girlfriend ordered us dinner and half of my meal didn't come. Instead of bringing it out they just refunded it so we have had to order the missing component from another shop. First time ordering from them and this hasn't created a great impression. 😒
 
trying the study w/ me yt channels and theyre using pomodoro technique which stresses me out bc i cant follow it. i’ll be like a few pages before the end of the chapter and the pomodoro timer stops so i just end up pausing the video to finish the chapter o(-( the music stops too so i just sit and study for a few minutes in silence, which ALSO bothers me because i like watching people study and i like the music. pomodoro just isnt for me though ;-; it’s also annoying that during study breaks there’s a beeping noise and some random sounds because you’re supposed to be on a “break” but since i over extend my study time it just Annoys me

ok sorry boring study rant, ive never been one to have any extensive study habits in college but post-grad is just kinda....... way harder than i thought
 
idk what my deal is but i keep feeling this odd sensation, like I shouldn't be living. living is such a strange thing and it can all end so abruptly. I feel like it really doesn't have any meaning, and someday it won't mean anything anyways. I don't want to do anything more. no desire to work or learn or anything. I'm merely existing and I'm not gonna lie it kinda hurts. I wish I didn't feel this way.
Me too buddy, me too.
 
spotify wrapped released, and i was really looking forward to it, but the app crashes every time i get three seconds into the first slide. nothing has fixed it so far (reinstall, restart etc.) so i've had to email support. hopefully they can do something. now i'm just bummed out.
 
I’m here early for once. I don’t want to go in, hopefully no fighting for me to witness today because this is depressing. Oop now I’m late.
 
spotify wrapped released, and i was really looking forward to it, but the app crashes every time i get three seconds into the first slide. nothing has fixed it so far (reinstall, restart etc.) so i've had to email support. hopefully they can do something. now i'm just bummed out.

according to them, my phone is too old because it's only 7.0 and not 8.something, and they "need the latest tech". i, of course, told them this is a flimsy excuse since i have apps that run much more advanced features/animations perfectly fine on 7.0, wrapped was running on my phone until this year, and that i was disappointed in them locking features away from people who can't afford the latest smartphones. even more frustrating is that they deliberately removed the spotify wrapped feature from the desktop app, so if you do have an "outdated" phone, the only alternative is to download an emulator like bluestacks and view it that way. needless to say, i'm peeved off.
 
I can't remember what it feels like to feel normal anymore. I wish this would end
 
kinda thinking of taking a break from the site as well, i hardly have time for events and i think the threads at least in brewsters are the same topics with same people mostly and if you dont agree with the general accepted opinion you're "lol phobic"
 
Welp, it took a while, but I think I'm finally getting myself banned from Nookazon, just as I wish. Boy, the self-entitled little brats there. The stories I could tell you, phew. Once I'm finally let go from this putrid site, I could finally have an excuse to have some me time and get away from it all.

You know, Nookazon has really deepened my lack of faith in humanity, as melodramatic as that might sound. It's pretty much some of the worst sides of the Internet you could find (not counting the Dark Web, of course); full of anonymous children with an enormous sense of entitlement when they're getting stuff for free. Impatient, rude, greedy, lacking in gratitude. Last time, I called them "parasites," but I think even that term is too good for them; they're something lower.

I mean, you would think that in a game as wholesome as Animal Crossing, the players would actually be friendly and nice, right? A BIG FAT NOPE. It's almost ridiculous how crazy people get over free virtual items in a video game. It's like tossing piles of money over Times Square and people killing each other for it. Yeah, it's a ridiculous analogy, but that's just how ridiculous people acted on Nookazon! Just making demands of me even though I'm doing this FOR NO CHARGE! Sometimes skipping meals BECAUSE YOU COULDN'T WAIT FOR A STUPID DODO CODE! What the heck is wrong with you people?!!!!

Sigh. I think I deserve a break. Maybe I'm self-entitled too and perhaps being overdramatic, but I think I deserve a break. I've given enough goodwill without getting it back 20% of the times that I think I deserve at least 20% of breaktime.

But it also shows you why I bothered with Nookazon giveaways in the first place. 20%, not 100%. Much like with TBT, there were good and grateful people there on Nookazon, friendly and nice people I had fun giving stuff to. I guess I just wanted to put in the effort to find those kinds of people out there, even if I have to sort through the maggots.

PEACE OUT.
 
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kinda thinking of taking a break from the site as well, i hardly have time for events and i think the threads at least in brewsters are the same topics with same people mostly and if you dont agree with the general accepted opinion you're "lol phobic"
If you don’t agree with the majority, your opinion is basically nothing and you’ll get cancelled. Pretty much. It’s best to stay away from controversial topics unless you have the same opinion as everyone else.
 
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