I've been feeling that my soul is crushed. This november I lost my granny. Can't sleep normally, quilt is eating me from inside. So much left unsaid. Sometimes laying on my warm comfortable bed, I'm thinking about all those people I have lost throught the years, those who now rest in cold soil. And honestly, I do not believe in afterlife, thats why I fell even more ****. To accept the fact that your loved ones dwelled into nothing...
What's Bothering You?
- Thread starter Oblivia
- Start date
daringred_
✧ stupid lesbian ✧
went to brush my teeth, and my brother has left the bathroom in a tip again. (towels on the floor, 90% full pepsi can and bag of crisps on my stool, soap dish in the sink, used tissue everywhere etc.) can't even be bothered telling my mom because her answer is always, "clean it up then" ???? ma'am, he's 19 in february, he can do it his god damn self. heaven forbid anyone hold him accountable for anything.
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
I'm the same way, I dont believe anything happens after someone dies, and it really isn't comforting at all but that's just how life is I guess. grieving never truly goes away, it only becomes somewhat more bearable over time. in spite of that I hope you can find some peace and comfort soon.
Post automatically merged:
im in the same boat except the person doing it is my 50 y.o. dad lmfao. what a joke.
I am just frustrated. This week has been so lovely with a few hiccups and they're weighing on me and I'm so tired. Love my dad to pieces but him casually saying conversion therapy works? The patients just have to try hard enough? Yeah. Not the best.
I'm a lesbian and nothing will change that. I'm not a fake lesbian or lesser than or more susceptible to ~becoming straight~ because I'm feminine. I'm so tired. So tired.
I'm a lesbian and nothing will change that. I'm not a fake lesbian or lesser than or more susceptible to ~becoming straight~ because I'm feminine. I'm so tired. So tired.
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
ugh, anyone who tries to say that conversion therapy in any form is okay, is a supporter of abuse. and that's just cruel. you be who you are and don't let anyone try to change that.
so yeah my ex/former friend i haven't heard from in 2 ½ years suddenly texted me happy 30th birthday 2 days ago..which was nice but i couldn't really say anything else but thanks...also why would he do that, unless like his mom was sitting next by cause she actually greeted me i guess? bruh.
also can my allergies and stuffy nose go away i hate explaining to people i don't have covid lol!
Last edited:
Millysaurusrexjr
yeah
deleted
Last edited:
Firesquids
⛧Roxie of Avalar⛧
My fiance is having severe chest pains so we took him to the hospital and now we're waiting. Hospitals stress me out, I hope he's okay.
Edit: waited in the hospital for 3.5 hours just to still not know what's wrong. He seems to be feeling better now though so that's good.[/soiler]
Edit: waited in the hospital for 3.5 hours just to still not know what's wrong. He seems to be feeling better now though so that's good.[/soiler]
Last edited:
I wish I could wipe the memories of this year from my mind. So many people treated me poorly and it affected both my personality and my ability to do schoolwork (although the pandemic was a factor too). I don’t have the confidence in texting like I used to. Whenever I text with a friend I’m worried they’ll ghost, soft block, or hard block me like others have. As a result, I don’t reach out as much as I used to… I honestly don’t know how to overcome this since it’s infecting all of my interactions with people both offline and online.
xSuperMario64x
call me Bug 🇨🇦💜🐛
it's 3am, I've been awake for like an hour and I just can't get back to sleep at all lol 
Princess Mipha
✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧
Got like zero rest this night and I want to sleep so badly, but don't want to waste the whole day sleeping
Post automatically merged:
Ahahah, I just realised that I wrote pretty much the same just after youit's 3am, I've been awake for like an hour and I just can't get back to sleep at all lol
Sprinklebun
Senior Member
That was me last night, I’m so sorry. Hang in there!
I currently have the Covid vax rash/lump in my arm. It’s making it really hard to fall asleep because I can’t lay on that arm at all and I am a side sleeper. I took ibuprofen a couple of hours ago but it’s not helping. :-(
Violet Witch
☽Stay Wild Moon Child☾
I've just dropped the remote control and it's partially broken, even though I've managed to order another one under insurance but it'll take 3 to 5 working days to arrive but the batteries are really hot so I've ordered another remote from Amazon Prime that'll be here tomorrow. Honestly I'm not waiting so long for a free remote when the one I have now is potentially a bigger hazard and hinderance waiting to happen because of it's poor design and the fact it's the only remote you can use with a piece of technology that's designed to cut down on other devices being plugged in to your TV that gives you access to various streaming sites.
ali.di.magix
🌟💫🌟💫
a very minor bother but I've brought so much stuff and received gifts that I'm not sure if I can even fit it in my luggage to take home 
i hate thinking about my birthday. every year it's just another reminder about my insecurities and i always have a breakdown. salt in wound is that (1) my boyfriend wasnt allowed to go to my hometown because my family's strict, and (2) my friends are mostly out of town as well because they have other agendas to attend to. idk i dont wanna think about it anymore
