What's Bothering You?

Wow they still haven't replied...sigh. Starting to slowly give up on this goal cause it's no idea asking my partners to submit if they(editor sorta) can't even handle things properly.
 
my dad: wants me to go to school and gets insanely angry when i don’t
also my dad: gets angry when my having to attend school and do schoolwork gets in the way of things he wants to do

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by the way, the things he wants to do include laying down, playing bingo and solitaire games on facebook, watching tv, etc. he thinks him being able to do these things whenever he wants is more important than me being able to attend school without interruptions. i can’t focus on anything with him constantly coming in my room, wanting me in the living room where i can’t focus, yelling, etc. he disturbs my education by expecting me to look after alize (my kitten) at the same time that i’m trying to focus on class and schoolwork instead of waking up my mother who’s sleeping and has nothing going on.

“i can’t be everywhere at once.” is his excuse. yeah, neither can my attention span, pal. from 8:30am to 2:30pm, please leave me alone. i’m very close to barricading my door.
 
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I really want to start working on my fanfics again but writing is so intimidating, idk where to start cause I have so many ideas and I don't want to forget them 😞
still feeling this, and my exec dysfunction is also getting in the way as usual :rolleyes:
honestly might just force myself to do it (not in a bad way tho) bc if I don't start it now I never will lol
 
me 🤝 hiding in my room to avoid my mother because being around her upsets me a lot of the time
 
i’m on less than 3 hours of sleep and incredibly irritable. today is not going to go well lol.
I feel that, but it's my fault again. I just torture myself by staying up so late since I don't want to lose out on my me time because of work being so early and the such. Hopefully you can get some better rest tonight!

still feeling this, and my exec dysfunction is also getting in the way as usual :rolleyes:
honestly might just force myself to do it (not in a bad way tho) bc if I don't start it now I never will lol
Sometimes I take long hiatuses from my main works and it takes some time for me to get back into the flow of writing. Maybe start off slow with some kind of short stories or exercise works that you don't care where it goes to shake off the rust and get the creative blood flowing.
 
my school is having a stupid field day on friday and i don’t want to go, they didn’t even explain what was this field day was. i just gotta love disorganized people, my school just assumes that everyone knows what it is. i wasn’t able to participate because i was online last year so i know nothing about this, the only thing i know is that there’s going to be a soccer match. i bet everyone is going to skip, the only people there are going to be the popular people and the soccer players. both my parents are forcing me to go, my mom is like “i would’ve loved field day at my school” well you were probably popular so that’s why you would’ve enjoyed it. why does my school have to make up stupid **** like this why couldn’t have been a regular day? ruining my friday, like why can’t i just stay home? im saving you gas 🙄
 
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I have a bunch of amiibos and can’t open them until I get home in an hour and a half. Torture
 
Have a meeting with my boss coming up. A little bit nervous.
Can relate. I've a meeting with my new supervisor in 25 minutes and I'm bricking it. I already know her (mostly via Zoom calls, but met once in person last year) so it shouldn't be this nerve-wracking but it somehow is! 😬
 
I'm way too tired but I have to go to school anyways. I mean, I can't just stay at home whenever I feel like it, but I know for a fact that I'll end up falling alseep in class.
 
I got a tetanus booster yesterday at my doctors appointment and my arm was fine the whole day but I woke up this morning with my arm aching. It's no big deal but even advil didn't take the soreness away so my arm is just aching up a storm.
 
So more of bugging my brain whenever I see Jimmy Cliff, but he keeps reminding me of this weird trailer I used to see on BBC Entertainment (now BBC Brit). Basically some bus/car driving on a cliff road and there was a huge billboard with him on it and they were shouting like CLIFF! meaning it was a steep cliff road but obviously also Jimmy Cliff and the vehicle basically drove off the road. I have literally no idea about what the series could have been though.
 
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