What's Bothering You?

I had a pretty bad day at school. It's getting obvious to me that my classmates don't like me and avoid me whenever possible. It feels like nobody even notices when I'm not feeling okay so they don't ask, and it's like nobody cares. I'm super tired and my head hurts. I had a pretty depressing talk with my friend at lunch about my brother 'cause he's being an A-hole to us. And as per usual, my father never keeps his promises so I had to remind him about the hunt for Dog Man books a ton.
I can relate. When I went to school, my classmates ignored and avoided me, too. It hurts, but just know that these people don’t deserve you and they won’t be there for the rest of your life.
 
Smh I can't believe it's honestly only 91 degrees? It feels like I'm burning to death right now, yesterday I felt motivated enough to do anything haha that motivation is dead right now, I don't wanna do anything because it feels like I could get heat stroke, I hate hate hate heat I feel so sick and the heat just makes me feel ticked off for some reason, I keep drinking cool drinks and it's not really helping and now I'm too full to have anymore drinks, I'm just gonna get an ice pack and cooling towel and burn here, I don't feel like playing animal crossing or any video games because my hands are all sweaty but I have dailies to do. It's the beginning of April I wish my computer would have told me it was gonna be this hot but yet it randomly starts freaking out and giving me a pop up "it's gonna be a heat wave and it's only 80 degrees!" dude that's like average temperature here :rolleyes: now it feels like outside is hot enough to cook something on
 
This is a controversial take, but I hate the smell of marijuana. It makes me short of breath and nauseated. Whenever I think of the substance I think of skunk spray. It’s that nasty to me.

My neighbors smoke it at my apartment complex every day even though it’s supposed to be a no smoking building. One of my moms has severe asthma and second hand marijuana smoke is makes it worse. We’ve asked them to quit, but they just ignore us.

I’m not opposed to people choosing to use the substance. It’s their choice. I just wish the people at my apartment were more understanding about my mother’s health condition.
 
I'm annoyed that my boss doesn't reply to my messages sometimes. Like he always wants me to reply to his but never replies to mine 😒

Also, my brother straight out asked me if I'm asexual (im not "out" to anyone irl)....👀 👀 like do I really make it that obvious that I'm ace lmao???
 
This is a controversial take, but I hate the smell of marijuana. It makes me short of breath and nauseated. Whenever I think of the substance I think of skunk spray. It’s that nasty to me.

My neighbors smoke it at my apartment complex every day even though it’s supposed to be a no smoking building. One of my moms has severe asthma and second hand marijuana smoke is makes it worse. We’ve asked them to quit, but they just ignore us.

I’m not opposed to people choosing to use the substance. It’s their choice. I just wish the people at my apartment were more understanding about my mother’s health condition.
I don't like the smell of it either, my parents smoke it and it worries me a ton, so I know how you feel. I'm sorry for you and your mother.

I'm even more tired than I was yesterday, I woke up way later, and we're out of milk. :[
 
I just got a phone call saying a doctor needs to speak to me about my blood test results. I know which hormone they were testing levels for so it's a little concerning. Now to spend the next few days panicking. :|
 
still quite sad that it's so difficult to find a genet plushie, genets are one of my favorite animals. honestly if I could actually get my hands on one I would be so happy with it I would prob never need to buy another plush again 😔

(which I know is a lie but after all this time I still really want one)
I found someone who is willing to send it to me but without shipping it's like $30 and since im broke rn I may need to sell off some more stuff I don't need. at this point though I would be willing to do a lot of things to get this plushie, even if that means selling other plushies I have which don't mean as much to me.
 
I think I'll have my period soon. I have abdominal pain. When I was younger and had my period, I always fainted from the pain. I’ve tried different painkillers, but now I have a good one that actually helps. The only problem is that I still get sick when I have my period. I guess I won’t be able to change that.
But anyway, back on topic, I'd definitely go see a ob/gyn to see if there are any BC options for you. There are more things than combined pill and while I understand the information/insurance/money etc. might be an issue in certain countries, or in US the states, more people need to know they don't have to be in pain unless they might be allergic or can't take BC's. Also I think some people basically only read the "blood clot" articles when they don't tell the nurses they have blood/heart issues in the family just because they don't know about other stuff than combined pills, or idk
 
its been almost two weeks of not having power in the bathroom. a week ago maintenance came and flipped off the breaker that controls the front entry and hall lights soooo when can i have the power back that i pay for and thats required by law???? when is the maintenance man going to come get his ladder and knife this is a 700sf apartment and he just left it in the middle of the bathroom, said he was going to get us a new light fixture and call the contractor to show up, and then never came back! i want lights and a bathroom fan again.
 
Can I please just have a week or even a couple of days where I'm not doing anything at work? It's Friday yet people are calling and ordering like crazy. I'm so tired of feeling burnt out and just want a couple of slow days. My energy levels have been bad as well so I've become very irritable during work. I am one person, managing the work of multiple people. I am fed up with it. I do not get paid enough for this crap.
 
Ok wow this red wine literally tasted like non-sparkling soda or something. Might be I burnt my tongue with the spicy food but eh...

Tried it on its own tasted like some yeast-y cherry drink.. ew
 
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These freaking Robo callers keep calling my phone all the time. Just leave me alone for crying out loud! :mad:
I highly recommend downloading a call blocker app for your phone if you can. The one I have allows me to block all calls that aren't from my contacts, and I can set the app to either send them straight to voicemail or just straight up block them entirely. I only had to use that second option once and only for a week or two, but ever since then I went from multiple scam calls a day to maybe one or two a month according to the list of blocked calls. Even after letting numbers not in my contacts through to voicemail the number of robocalls I'd get kept falling.
 
I highly recommend downloading a call blocker app for your phone if you can. The one I have allows me to block all calls that aren't from my contacts, and I can set the app to either send them straight to voicemail or just straight up block them entirely. I only had to use that second option once and only for a week or two, but ever since then I went from multiple scam calls a day to maybe one or two a month according to the list of blocked calls. Even after letting numbers not in my contacts through to voicemail the number of robocalls I'd get kept falling.
I did that, but the robocallers keep bypassing it. They keep on using different numbers. I have one for my smartphone, but the home phone is a different story.
 
I felt like crying the whole 7 hours while I was at school. Not only because of the death of my grandfather, but the kids here are so ****** they indirectly make school a living hell. In 4th period I put my head on my desk, and that classmate whom I detest kicks my desk and tells me to wake up. Obviously I'm annoyed 'cause I wasn't even sleeping, so I tell them to go to hell. Then they say, "It's not kindergarten, there's no nap time." In which I respond with, "Does it look like I care?" Then another classmate tells them to leave me alone and they respond with, "Okay, but only because you're saying it." Besides that, I always feel so ignored and left out because of my classmates, I hate being so alone and I wanted to go home the entire time.
 
I have the worst bags and black circles under my eyes. It's from allergies and gets worse during the spring pollen season. Yesterday when I saw my dad he was like "woah looks like you have 2 black eyes". Yes father I know that but there's nothing I can do about it. Maybe it's time to buy some concealer despite not wearing any make up for 10 years. Doing make up seems daunting though cause if it looks like crap people will notice.
 
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