It's really hard to love and accept myself when others get angry at me for doing things that are out of my control. I'd love to not have an executive disfunction disorder, but It's out of my control. Those same people who get mad at me and say I'm just making excuses want to tell me I have a "superpower" and they're jealous that I can hyper focus just don't get it. Sorry, but you cant pick and choose what you do and don't accept about me.