What's Bothering You?

[Alienfish]

Have to go work in town tomorrow to help with new books, don't really wanna go there cause people can't do stuff correctly and also gives me wrong information I need for it, blergh D:

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I hate that I missed my opportunity to get a rad feather like a month ago :,,,,,,,,,,,)

also need to get stuff done around the house but I'm still so mentally/emotionally drained from this past weekend, I just want to go curl up in my bed for a while. but my dad really needs to get stuff done and he really needs my help and I don't want to let him down.

 

[moonbyu]

maybe i should stop watching the news. i know that i need to watch the news to get information but whenever i see something terrible, it sends me into a spiral of anxiety and doom scrolling.

 

[VanitasFan26]

maybe i should stop watching the news. i know that i need to watch the news to get information but whenever i see something terrible, it sends me into a spiral of anxiety and doom scrolling.

I know how it feels like to see such negativity on the news. What I try to do to not feel too scared is to limit how much news I take in and do something else to take my mind off of stuff. It sucks I know about all the stuff that is going on the world but thing is its out of our control and there is not much we can do.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

need to get up and make something to eat for me and my mom but the kitten is lying on my lap, looking very cute and perpetuating my executive dysfunction :,,,,,,,,)

edit: can confirm, I still have not eaten. almost getting around to it

 

[Bluebellie]

I woke up today very cheerful. I did a lot of things yesterday around my new home and I that feeling of satisfaction transferred over to today.

Today at work most of my calls have been customers who aren’t necessarily angry, but they are being very passive aggressive. I kind of just wanted to have a nice day today

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

I told one of my bestest and trusted online friends about how I'm gaining weight and feeling insecure about it, but their response wasn't quite the nicest.

Spoiler

"theres something called growing
idk if youve heard of it or not /sarc
youre not getting fat
youre growing up dumb***"

I dunno, it just made me feel worse. And they also put "E-ran is in a bad mood DNIUC IWC" (DNIUC = Do Not Interact Unless Close, IWC = Interact With Caution), so I feel like I shouldn't tell them how I felt about their comment. Maybe I'll just wait until they're not in a bad mood...

 

[KittenNoir]

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[Soigne]

Spoiler

i asked 4 people for recommendations for my grad school apps a week ago and none of them have done it yet hhh. i told them all this was time sensitive because i was applying so close to the deadline & they all said they would do it asap but UGH come on not a single one has done it yet ?? i’m getting nervous

 

[-Mars-]

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[VanitasFan26]

I’ve been to so many doctor visits and appointments in the last few days I’m in the waiting room getting ready to do 1 more test can it hurry up so I can enjoy my 2 days off….

I know how you feel. Appointments just take up too much of our time because of all this constant waiting. Yes I do hate waiting rooms.

 

[jiny]

today was just not a good day :^)

 

[Neb]

I’m ruminating on the several times I got ghosted. Without going into details it’s the one I mentioned a few days ago and one I feel too uncomfortable to talk about. What’s weird is that both of those people are on my friends list even though they’ve actively ignored me for months. I don’t know if they want me to pull the plug, or they just forgot. The thing is I know I can’t control how other people treat me. Some people are just inconsiderate. I’ve forgotten to reply to texts plenty of times too. Although I apologize every time and it’s within a few weeks, not one year. I don’t know why they can’t just say their feelings upfront.

I’m latching on to these failed friendships and it’s eating away at me. I don’t know how to get these people out of my head. It only seems to affect me in the middle of the night too. As if my insomnia wasn’t bad enough…

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

I finally have the motivation to play ACNH after a month of burnout, but there’s only so much free time I have in school to do so. Also I haven’t played Wii Sports/Switch Sports for three days in a row, I think I’m going stir-crazy.

My brother keeps doing this thing where he locks the door when he leaves the house, so I have to stop and unlock it to leave. I think he does this to slow me down and potentially miss the bus. I tried to confront him about it, but he kept turning so I couldn’t face him, literally and metaphorically. But as soon as his friend arrived, he started talking with him. He did the same thing on the bus. Ugh.

It’s only first period and I already wanna go home. I just wanna play video games and watch Poofesure, I don’t wanna be at school right now. I need a hug, but there’s no way I’m getting any of those at school. I get plenty at home, I want to see my parents and hug them.

Also I don't like being dead-named and people using the wrong pronouns for me, but it's my fault for not telling enough people about it. I'm still unsure of who I really am, so I'm hesitant to tell people about it.

 

[Chris]

Had this big group of guys heckling me in town about an hour ago. They were shouting over and over at me to get a job... I'm a scientist.
Got to love when people judge on appearances.

 

[VanitasFan26]

Had this big group of guys heckling me in town about an hour ago. They were shouting over and over at me to get a job... I'm a scientist.
Got to love when people judge on appearances.

I really hate this time we are living in when people are still judging each other by appearances. Its almost as if they didn't learn their history of how people were treated before and its amazing how things from past history keep on repeating.

 

[Croconaw]

Also I don't like being dead-named and people using the wrong pronouns for me, but it's my fault for not telling enough people about it. I'm still unsure of who I really am, so I'm hesitant to tell people about it.

I’ve gone back and forth on my sexuality numerous times because I wasn’t sure if the label or who I was. Now, I don’t really care to find a label and just thought, why not be yourself? I think a lot of times when we have a label, we try to fit ourselves into that label and think “oh, I can’t find this guy attractive because I am a lesbian.” Yes, I do find some guys attractive but that doesn’t mean I want to date them. It’s just aesthetic attraction or myself acknowledging that a person is good looking.

It’s okay to be unsure of who you are, but don’t stress too much about finding a label or trying to fit into certain labels. Just live your life as yourself. I strongly recommend being open about this, though. This should help you gauge whether or not being called certain pronouns or a name feels right. If you keep this to yourself, it’s going to be difficult to come to any real conclusion.

 

[DarkDesertFox]

I can't even express enough how depressed I am from work. Things are just at an all-time low right now. I feel my motivation gone and just completely defeated. I think after my one week vacation I'm finally going to submit my two weeks notice. I don't have another job lined up which is the worst part, but I can't risk my mental health anymore staying at this place. It's not worth it... I would rather not have an income for a bit than force myself to keep putting up with the constant bs around me.

 

[oak]

My new rabbit Leo bit my other rabbit Theodore (who is practically an old man) and now Theodore has to go to the vet tomorrow cause there's a lump on his skin. I really hope it's a simple fix and not the start of a big problem.

 

[Stella-Io]

Once again I am reminded that I am a ****in ******* who can't do anyyhin right. I'm such a ****in screw up. Why do I even bother.