What's Bothering You?

this poor kitten has roundworms, I had to take her to the vet earlier to get her meds and I have to watch her constantly when she's awake to help her use the litter box (she's not quite old enough to understand it, she's only like 4-5 weeks old) and watch for nausea. I also have to keep her isolated from the other cats for 24 hrs which means keeping her in her own room. I dont like to leave her alone but im also pretty bored/tired in here (though she is quite entertaining to watch she's stressing me out rn). it's such a struggle.

she should be better tomorrow afternoon though, then she can return to my room with the dog and other cats.
Poor kitty :(
fingers crossed she will feel better tomorrow!
maybe she might take a nap and you can have a chance to have some "me time" for a bit?
 
Poor kitty :(
fingers crossed she will feel better tomorrow!
maybe she might take a nap and you can have a chance to have some "me time" for a bit?
yeah she's napping rn but since I'm still in the other room w her (plus the almighty executive dysfunction ofc) ive been lying on a hardwood floor for like 20 min now. my ribs hurt 🤣🤣

I've been trading off w my mom occasionally since cats don't usually go in her room so that kinda helps.
 
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why are my depression symptoms coming back? am I still exhausted from cleaning for a week straight? or did my meds just decide to stop working one day? idk but I think that's why I'm so tired all the time, it's accompanied with a lack of desire to do much of anything and also lack of pleasure from doing things I like doing. I hate feeling this way.

it doesn't help that taking care of this kitten stresses me out, I want to just let her run around but she doesn't quite understand how to use a litter box so she'll just go whenever and wherever she wants to. I'm trying to get her used to using a litter box but that means I have to keep her in a crate like half the time and I just hate doing that 😞 also ofc the roundworm thing, she has meds for it now but idk if that means she can't spread it anymore but keeping her separate from the other cats is really difficult.
 
Incompetent support staff at Asendia. Sorry not buying from online stores using them again if they send with DPD.
 
So disappointed 😭 spent 6 hours at the airport only for my flight to get cancelled with no chance of getting any others. The whole trip has been cancelled now smh
 
I am so done. I wish school would just end already. Not sure if that would help things, I can't stand my family and I'm gonna otherwise be stuck with them for the next two months.
I hate my classmates so much, they're almost as annoying as my brother. First they're being totally immature when our science teacher told us how farmers artifically impregnate cows (which somehow had to do with our current BioTech topic), then they make me mess up my art project by continuously moving the table when I'm painting something intricate. Not to mention that they're always so loud, both in and out of class. Ugh, I wanna punch all of them in the face.
 
I am so done. I wish school would just end already. Not sure if that would help things, I can't stand my family and I'm gonna otherwise be stuck with them for the next two months.
I hate my classmates so much, they're almost as annoying as my brother. First they're being totally immature when our science teacher told us how farmers artifically impregnate cows (which somehow had to do with our current BioTech topic), then they make me mess up my art project by continuously moving the table when I'm painting something intricate. Not to mention that they're always so loud, both in and out of class. Ugh, I wanna punch all of them in the face.
Man you almost sound like me back in my day when I was going through something like that during high school. I know how it feels because back then, I was a very angry and stern student. I hide my feelings because I had so many issues happening back at home but I could not even say it since I was told to shut up about it by my teachers who was like "We don't want to hear about your problems". I was angry at everyone in the school. All the students were being noisy and the teachers were becoming more boastful and stubborn. I only cared about finishing my schoolwork and trying to get pass all of this nonsense. I did get straight A's but I didn't even care because I wanted to be done with this.

By the time I graduated back in May 2013 I felt nothing, just the feeling of "thank god this is over" and I didn't have to worry about doing this again. Needless to say the school really damaged me mentally and it didn't help that I had problems back at home but nobody seemed to care about me at the time. It was a dark moment for me thats for sure. So yeah I know how it feels.
 
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I have a sinus headache for seemingly no reason :,,,,>

I had a new drawing idea this evening but my computer took 7 years to restart and my head hurts so I'l just have to start it tomorrow ig. I did do a rough sketch so I would remember the idea so that helps.
 
I should really note down my deadlines, idk what’s due when and I’m always afraid I’ve forgotten a deadline ncnsjjfksjd
I should also start studying for finals……… but i just want to sleep……
 
I decided to drop my current Japanese class and redo it in the Fall. I hate putting off my college education again, but the family death set me too far back. At least now I can focus on studying what I missed this semester. Once I retake the class I should be prepared.
 
Yesterday I had a really good drawing idea but I forgot to put it in my sketchbook, so now I forgot what it was. :,)
I have so much unfinished schoolwork and not enough time, I'm gonna have to prioritize certain projects now so I don't fail those classes. So that means staying in at lunch to finish my Art project and my English presentation. Ugh.
There was also a weekly anxiety therapy thing that I went to with some other girls in my grade, and yesterday was our last session. The therapist gave me her email so I could still talk with her at least, but I'm upset I won't be able to see her in person. She was really nice.
I'm probably passing Science with flying colors, I might fail French but the interaction evaluation from last week might've boosted my mark a little, I'll fail English if I don't finish that presentation, I only did one out of three Art projects so far, Phys Ed is easy but I skipped quite a bit of those classes so my mark could've dropped, I might get a decent mark in Math, and I don't even know about Ethics and History. I'm gonna have to ask my teachers about it.
 
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