What's Bothering You?

Ugh I really hope that shopping service can get that iPhone case, it would be awesome. It's so pretty damnit lol.

Also apparently **** weather on wednesday, well great :(
 
ugh i accidentally spoiled stranger things for myself 😩 i started watching it in all the hype about season 4 which i finally got started on a couple days ago and I’m on episode 6. I’ve been watching a bunch of random st videos like interviews with the cast and stuff on youtube and literally my entire homepage is full of it, so i promised myself that I would stay off of youtube until I finished season 4 so i didn’t spoil anything for myself but of course my dumb *** had to click on the app today and the first thing i see is a video titled, ”The moment Dustin predicts Eddie’s death” i am so mad at myself right now
 
I wish on days I really don't feel well and don't feel like keeping up with people around me, that I didn't have to socialize. I don't do well and people get confused or get the wrong idea.
Unfortunately life doesn't work that way and I have these kind of days too often. I'm just glad to be home now.
 
I cannot stand my family. They've been treating me like **** all day. I have to stay in this household for at least another two-and-a-half years (assuming that I'm able to move out as soon as I turn 18), but I WANT OUT.

On a less serious note, everything is pissing me off like usual and supper wasn't good. We had hamburgers, which I don't really like. (Sorry, Beef Boss.) I'm just not a fan of greasy and messy foods. Oh, and the meat was under-cooked AGAIN. I feel so nauseous right now.
 
I went downstairs to get a glass of water, and I see that my dog has left . . . A nice "gift" on the floor, for a lack of a better word. And I had to pick it up since I was the one who saw it first, not like I already feeling nauseous or anything. I also touched poison ivy with my leg on my way to the garbage bin outside, when will I learn. 🥲

Yesterday I was watching a video of Poofesure's Tomodachi Life songs, which was the perfect time for my dad to tell me something. (Dripping with sarcasm there.) Mind you that I paused the video when Poof's Mii literally said "he *** smells". My dad made me press play and he saw the rest of the song. Thankfully it was the last one for the video, but yeah it was pretty awkward.
 
@ZeldaCrossing64 You shouldn't touch poison ivy :B

Been away from the forum for a while. It's been kind of a rough month(s) give or take with things happening in life. Kind of just went into auto-mode and stopped doing a lot of things I enjoyed lol. I'm hoping to spend more time here.
 
Ok yeah really hope I can get this phone wallet case cause most are really expensive for some reason like... bro.
 
My dad was taking the recylcing bin to the front and a garbage bag fell out. He assumed that it was me who put it there, so I had to pick up all the garbage that was left astray on our yard. And I was met with a nice surprise . . . MAGGOTS! I thought I was gonna throw up. I'm just sick of my parents making me do gross chores like this, and my brother didn't do it this time because he's not even home.
 
Been away from the forum for a while. It's been kind of a rough month(s) give or take with things happening in life. Kind of just went into auto-mode and stopped doing a lot of things I enjoyed lol. I'm hoping to spend more time here.
honestly I can relate to this so much. I never truly stop getting on here bc I love interacting w this community, but starting in early-mid May I was feeling really depressed bc I had to attend two funerals back to back and it just completely drained me mentally and emotionally. I've been much less productive than I was in March-April. I'm finally kinda starting to get back into doing the things I love, including practicing piano (which I haven't done in over a year) and drawing. maybe we can both find our footing again soon :)
 
Nothing like spending my day off re-obtaining all my accounts since my phone had to get a factory reset

I lost so much stuff I'm still upset about, like most of my pictures and memo notes
 
I've been much less productive than I was in March-April. I'm finally kinda starting to get back into doing the things I love, including practicing piano (which I haven't done in over a year) and drawing. maybe we can both find our footing again soon :)
We definitely will! It may just take some time! That is really rough with back to back deaths, I'm sorry for your losses. I remember seeing some of your art work and from what I can recall, I liked it a lot. I hope that you can get back to what you enjoy doing (when you feel you are ready)

I really want to start writing and drawing myself soon lol.

I don't want to really get into specifics because I feel uncomfortable sharing too much, but being a care-giver on top of deaths, and other situations that arose at the same time has been very physically and mentally exhausting. But we'll all get through these bumpy roads!
 
Okay, something that's actually bothering me, but my Switch won't connect to the internet and has been like this for months. It's gone on for entirely too long. I've tried every possible remedy for it, but nothing will work. For context, it's an Orbi router, so there's no one to even really service it anyway. What happens is my Switch will connect to it, but then not to the internet. I don't understand it and it's so dumb. I've talked about it with my close friend for months and even they don't know what's wrong with it. I just want to be able to use my NSO, man. :[
 
I know people are probably getting tired of me complaining about my art, and I am too. It's just honestly not fair how everyone else can put so much effort into something and it actually looks good and when i do it, it turns out bad.

Plus I'm thinking about my late cat who died in August 2020
 
Okay, something that's actually bothering me, but my Switch won't connect to the internet and has been like this for months. It's gone on for entirely too long. I've tried every possible remedy for it, but nothing will work. For context, it's an Orbi router, so there's no one to even really service it anyway. What happens is my Switch will connect to it, but then not to the internet. I don't understand it and it's so dumb. I've talked about it with my close friend for months and even they don't know what's wrong with it. I just want to be able to use my NSO, man. :[
Oh that sucks. Everything I could suggest without actually looking at the stuff in person is probably stuff you already tried. Like my first few thoughts are things like the Switch being in airplane mode, the router is detecting it and blocking it ect. Or like resetting the router.

Or like if the router is in the same room as the Switch connecting it via a wired connection. Wish I could help you out, but I'm kind of limited with tech. I pretty much just figure stuff out by winging it.
 
This entire weekend/my days off have really just sucked. I just can't catch a break, none of my days off from work have been restful, not to mention work has been stressing me out alot lately. I'm always drained from work that day and on my days off I'm still drained, I don't feel like I'm ever really relaxing. My room is a ****in mess which has been bothering me but I just don't have the mental energy to start cleaning it up, so I'm stuck in this loop of watching the clutter accumulate and doing nothing about it.

Also my elbows still kinda hurt. Idk if it's still from Saturday when I slipped getting in the shower and hit my right elbow and somehow my left knee, or if it's just carparl tunnel from keeping my elbows bent for so long. I'm honestly amazed my elbow has not bruised, esp since I bruise easily.

I just want a good day to happen. Maybe I need to request some time off of work again and did what I did back in January, actually organize myself a bit. I was actually productive that week without the stress of work weighing me down, even if it was only for a week. Not that my parents would really understand.
 
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