What's Bothering You?

The manager at work that I’ve been posting about started to finally treat me like a human being. He’s been cordial because he has to be, but he is actually talking to me now and even gave me some candy to try. I don’t know why he’s all of a sudden coming around, but I’m 1000% skeptical and confused. I know I should trust more people and not everyone has bad intentions. It’s just that this was a sudden shift and it caught me off guard.
 
Thrifting or diy is hard.

I was thinking of getting my nephew a toy organizer for Christmas. However, I can’t find any that costs below $60 dollars and is painted dark brown.

Today, I found someone selling their organizer for $30. Not a bad price, however, I would have to purchase additional plastic bins because some are missing, and paint. I checked online and cant find any brown furniture paint for less than $20. Might as well buy a new toy organizer at this point.
 
just my family being unsympathetic as usual, mostly my mom. saying i don't deserve sympathy (not that i asked for any) about my sore lower back/upper butt, because i'm the one who scratched it (ignoring the fact that it's partly an unconscious self-harm thing) and then criticizing my attempts to prevent myself from doing that by applying cream and bandaging the area, citing the old wives' tale about how wounds need to be aired out. (they actually heal better with moisture, and having a barrier between the cuts/sores and my nails will lower the risk of infection since i'm less likely to scratch/pick them.)
 
body image issues are really getting me down :/
i also keep thinking about my future and it scares me ngl
 
My controls aren't working again anymore in this particular program again. I did the same thing I did yesterday to fix it and it does nothing today. So annoyed honestly (I'll get over it though). Hopefully it is fixed with an update cuz idk what else to do.
 
must be nice to be able to rely on your family for a good support system. the only person I can rely on here is my mom. my dad doesn't support me, he only did when I was a child and I obeyed him all the time. my support system is family and people scattered all across the state, and even across the country/continent. I can't just go to them for support whenever I want.
 
I’m so tired of my lazy coworkers, god I hate them so much!
 
I witnessed someone fall and hit their head on the cement. It was at a gas station. He opened the door and tripped. I had to hang around and explain to the police what happened because I was the only one who witnessed it. I’m more mortified than anything. There was so much blood on the sidewalk.

I felt bad because he was embarrassed and I didn’t think he wanted all of the bystanders watching so they made them step away. I hung around though based on the fact that I had to tell the police and the ambulance what happened.
 
I have the ronaaaaaa bc of my negligent dad 🙃🙃🙃🙃
so I have to miss a week of work and that's a whole paycheck I won't be getting. such is life ig
 
The manager at work that I’ve been posting about started to finally treat me like a human being. He’s been cordial because he has to be, but he is actually talking to me now and even gave me some candy to try. I don’t know why he’s all of a sudden coming around, but I’m 1000% skeptical and confused. I know I should trust more people and not everyone has bad intentions. It’s just that this was a sudden shift and it caught me off guard.
Yeah, makes a whole lot of sense considering my favorite person told me she talked to him. Honestly, I had a feeling she may have said something but I didn’t want to jump to that conclusion. And for the record, I didn’t ask. She told me she talked to him after I brought up his sudden change of behavior. He was being slightly mean and stand-offish towards me.

Now I feel that how he treats me isn’t genuine. He wouldn’t be acting nice and cordial now if she hadn’t said anything.
 
I’m worried my stalkers will tell my crush bad gossip about me. Every time someone has shown platonic or romantic interest in me in the past one of them always tells the person to cut contact. Most of my friends ignored them thankfully, but my ex listened to them. To be fair I did do some awful things in high school that I never apologized for (and didn’t realize were bad until the other day). I just wish they’d stop trying to sabotage every meaningful connection I make out of a desire for revenge.
 
You ever like something because it’s something you’re into and you’re enjoying it… but then someone who you don’t really get along with and is a bit rude to you likes that thing and obsessed over it half the time. Now I associate that thing with him and it’s kind of ruining the enjoyment…

It’s just me? Or does anyone else experience this? 😔
 
i think i left new horizons at my parents house when i was last over 😭 so i phoned and asked if they could find it and they couldn't, so now to participate i might have to just buy it again aaaaaaaaa this is why i should only buy digital games..
 
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