What's Bothering You?

i get my ap exam scores tomorrow and i’m stressing out over them bc i know i didn’t do very well 😅
 
This little fruit fly is annoying me. There was another bug in the room that my mom and I never found :(.
 
I took my dog on a walk and a guy I went to High School with said **** you to me. I’ve been told that so many times by teenagers that it means nothing. My heart rate doesn’t go up, I don’t feel distressed, and I don’t care about what they think of me anymore. The only thing I felt was frustration from running into him. I’m sick of being reminded of every rude person I went to school with. It’s not surprising since I’m in a rural area, but it gets old. At least I’m finally moving to a bigger city in a few weeks…
 
used my gems up the minute maintenance was over and no luck. :/ getting tired of this bad luck and lack of new free crystal sources. Hopefully i’ll pull the unit in the remaining free tickets I have to earn, but idk, i really lost the motivation to play now 😔. And i stayed up too late again.

Bothered about something else too.
 
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Woke up and Luna peed all over the bathroom. I know that she likes to pee into the bed of the other cats and I always thought it's to put her smell there, but the fact that she peed all over the bathroom floor, I finally put it together, that she might in fact have a infection or something like that and is not clean because of that. She's castrated, so that's not the problem. In 3 hours I know more. My poor Luna.. like she didn't go through enough already and I don't even understand her signs 😭
 
Woke up and Luna peed all over the bathroom. I know that she likes to pee into the bed of the other cats and I always thought it's to put her smell there, but the fact that she peed all over the bathroom floor, I finally put it together, that she might in fact have a infection or something like that and is not clean because of that. She's castrated, so that's not the problem. In 3 hours I know more. My poor Luna.. like she didn't go through enough already and I don't even understand her signs 😭

Oh no! I’m really sorry to hear that. I hope you’ll be able to find out what’s wrong and get her in the vet (I hope it’s nothing serious 🍀🤞) and get whatever is wrong taken care of.
 
I had to get a blood test done for work today and almost fainted 😩 why am I so bad with blood tests it's embarrassing
 
Feeling rough today. Is blowing off work to watch Harry Potter acceptable? Going to try and get through the bare minimum just so I can email my supervisor and say, "look, I completed this part!" and then I'll go curl up in a ball on the couch and feel sorry for myself.
 
I had to get a blood test done for work today and almost fainted 😩 why am I so bad with blood tests it's embarrassing

If it makes you feel better: My father is a really strong man. He could probably cut his finger off while working with a saw and would
calmly come to ask for help, lol. However, the only thing that he can't stand for some reason is a blood test. He always has to lay down
for 5 - 10 minutes once they took blood from him or else he is fainting. So nothing to be embarassed about!

Also I used to be so bad with blood tests (phobia of needles), I wouldn't accept to get my blood taken unless my fiancé was there
to hold my hand.. when I was 23 years old and I would still cry like a baby 😂
 
I took my dog on a walk and a guy I went to High School with said **** you to me. I’ve been told that so many times by teenagers that it means nothing. My heart rate doesn’t go up, I don’t feel distressed, and I don’t care about what they think of me anymore. The only thing I felt was frustration from running into him. I’m sick of being reminded of every rude person I went to school with. It’s not surprising since I’m in a rural area, but it gets old. At least I’m finally moving to a bigger city in a few weeks…
Honestly, you're doing the best thing possible by moving, especially to a big city. Whilst cities obviously have more people, I find city folk (heh) are less focused on what others are doing and way more diverse, meaning less likely to be mean and judgemental. Smaller areas everyone is very into each other's business and everyone seems to know everyone. It's a shame your dog didn't get mad at that person though, that might have given him a much needed fright.
 
ive become so numb to my anxiety that I didn't realize how bad it actually is. I really should get that checked out.

also heading home and I'm kinda bummed abt it but idk I'll try to keep my head up.
 
I can't stand blood tests either. Unless they are 110% necessary I just don't take them.. yeah that bad.
 
Oh no! I’m really sorry to hear that. I hope you’ll be able to find out what’s wrong and get her in the vet (I hope it’s nothing serious 🍀🤞) and get whatever is wrong taken care of.

The veterinaire was really confused, as he couldn't figure out why she would do that. I will now have to bring a urin test tomorrow morning, but he's pretty convinced that she is simply getting annoyed by the fact that there will be a baby soon. I didn't even think of this being a option, but the timing is fitting. The longer the pregnancy goes, the worse she became. Poor Luna trying already to show who's the boss of the house 😭 😂
 
Recently quit my latest job and didn't receive any compensation, most likely since it was during a training period. Spent over $200 on Uber the first week, too, because some of the places were too far/difficult for me to drive. In the meantime, I slowly but surely started driving myself through the freeways, so now I can drive pretty much anywhere, near and far. So, at least there's that. I was just annoyed at first that I got zero compensation and no reimbursement for gas or transportation. But I'm over it now. If anything, I find it funny how it all turned out. Last week, I drove over 45 minutes to their office just to drop off the company iPad, and I didn't even ask about compensation or reimbursement; I just didn't think it was worth mentioning/negotiating since I was still technically a trainee, and I quit before I even finished, so... might've been awkward to ask.

Also, I didn't see/couldn't find/didn't receive the replacement for my expiring debit card in the mail these past few weeks, so yesterday I called for another replacement. The lady told me the card number wouldn't change unless there were any fraudulent transactions, but today I noticed my current card isn't being accepted for one of my mobile payments. So I called again earlier today, and a different lady told me the card number has, in fact, changed since my current one has been marked as Lost (instead of Damaged). Makes sense for security purposes, of course, since someone might find the "lost" one. Just a little nerve-wracking that I don't have a debit card to use until I get my new one (which hopefully should come in later this week or early next week). Plus, it's my first time losing a card and getting a card declined/cancelled, and it's a real headache that I hope I never have to deal with again...

Though I do occasionally spend comfortably, I tend to be very careful with my money, so all of this kind of shook me and gave me a serious wake-up call. Just shows that these things can happen, but ideally shouldn't.
 
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The veterinaire was really confused, as he couldn't figure out why she would do that. I will now have to bring a urin test tomorrow morning, but he's pretty convinced that she is simply getting annoyed by the fact that there will be a baby soon. I didn't even think of this being a option, but the timing is fitting. The longer the pregnancy goes, the worse she became. Poor Luna trying already to show who's the boss of the house 😭 😂

I hope her urine test will end up okay. 🍀🤞 Hopefully she’ll adjust eventually to the pregnancy or the baby. I’m glad you were able to pinpoint a possible reason for her behavior. That definitely makes sense.

I stayed up too late and now have no energy still 😅. I want to play a game but not feeling it; still depressed about my gacha luck too 😔.

Still need to get started on food drawing too. Maybe I should let them know about my energy issues and also jaw/ear issues and that I haven’t forgotten.
 
Feeling rough today. Is blowing off work to watch Harry Potter acceptable? Going to try and get through the bare minimum just so I can email my supervisor and say, "look, I completed this part!" and then I'll go curl up in a ball on the couch and feel sorry for myself.
Sometimes you just have to call out from work if you're not feeling well and or having sick related issues. I rarely call out, but there are times even I have to call out. I had to do that like two weeks ago because of food poisoning. Self care and rest is always good. Hope that you're feeling better now or soon!
 
I've been having back pain lately even though I'm 16... this is probably going to be a lot worse when i'm middle aged...
 
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