What's Bothering You?

[xSuperMario64x]

Why, what happened?

it's a long story but I'll just say I really need to get out of this house. as in move out for good.

 

[Midoriya]

I keep sleeping well on alternating days and then the other days I forget to take my night medicine and fall asleep without it, making me feel off the next day. Still feeling very depressed about not having a job or an actual life right now.

Going to be seeing my therapist and a psychiatrist soon about how I’m feeling and to change my medicine. Hopefully this is just what I need to start doing better.

EDIT: and I wish these companies would stop offering me sales positions or just busy work. I am NOT interested in a sales job.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

can't believe I'm already home from my trip, I really liked it there even if there was less to do

 

[TheSillyPuppy]

That feeling when work is making me so mean/cynical, but I am genuinely out of you-know-whats to give.

 

[Dunquixote]

I fell asleep and I feel crappy now. still feel like I could sleep more. I should try to go to bed early tonight. Just been enjoying Pocket Camp way too much and am to get all of the event furniture that doesn’t require tickets to craft. I really want to draw or play a game but am just so tired. Tomorrow I have to get up early for my dentist appointment too; am nervous that will aggravate the pain that I have been having and not fix it .

 

[Stikki]

it's a long story but I'll just say I really need to get out of this house. as in move out for good.

Ohhh, I thought you meant TBT! That sucks though, I am sorry to hear that. It's rotten when your home, which is meant to be your safe place and sanctuary, doesn't feel a good place to be. I really hope you get out of there soon x

 

[a potato]

I bought a monitor stand but it came broken

 

[Dunquixote]

I forgot I also have counseling tomorrow. Well, I guess I can talk about some stuff that is bothering me but I don’t see a point. I keep talking about it but it doesn’t solve anything or make me feel better.

I feel like I’m mentally at my limit, frustrated and also tired. I got a lot of negative feelings that continue to build up; it’s nothing serious but… Will try to go to bed soon.

Also feel like I was just really crappy a bit ago. :/ I’m tired.

 

[Alienfish]

Slept rather meh for like no reason??? I mean sure I was a bit tired(earlier) when I got back home and laid down for a bit but, lol.

Also gotta wash all the dishes today, wow : ))))

 

[Dunquixote]

I’m upset with myself. I should’ve just kept my mouth shut and shouldn’t have done some stuff. I just don’t know how to deal with my mental health issues. I should talk about this stuff to my counselor but honestly, I don’t think it will help and too much effort to think of the stuff.

I stayed up later than I wanted to. :/

 

[Chris]

The veterinaire was really confused, as he couldn't figure out why she would do that. I will now have to bring a urin test tomorrow morning, but he's pretty convinced that she is simply getting annoyed by the fact that there will be a baby soon. I didn't even think of this being a option, but the timing is fitting. The longer the pregnancy goes, the worse she became. Poor Luna trying already to show who's the boss of the house

This is absolutely a thing! My parents ended up having to rehome the cat they had when I was a newborn. They often found him curled up asleep on my face when I was in the cot.

Sometimes you just have to call out from work if you're not feeling well and or having sick related issues. I rarely call out, but there are times even I have to call out. I had to do that like two weeks ago because of food poisoning. Self care and rest is always good. Hope that you're feeling better now or soon!

It feels almost lazy when working from home. Still feel rough today but I've only a week to finish my current project so need to make some effort to push onwards. Appreciate the well wishes!

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I haven't eaten anything in almost 24 hours and I still don't want to eat bc this house is absolutely disgusting

 

[TillyGoesMeow]

I called out of work today "sick" because I'm so exhausted and I feel like such a bad person. I made sure all of my appointments were organized and a coworker said she would do it. It's not a lot but I still feel so bad. idk

 

[Alienfish]

If people can stop this woke digging culture that'd be nice thanks. I mean yeah you shouldn't probably do Holocaust jokes like that but really people who sit and dig up **** just to cancel others please jump off a cliff.

 

[Dunquixote]

Just woke up to go to the dentist and I feel like crap. My mom keeps yelling at my cat to shut up and is being loud. still feeling kinda panicky from last night. i wish my mom would stop talking. i just woke up and am not in the mood to talk.

Also just saw a really disturbing article about Blizzard, though the source is Kotaku (don’t like kotaku). Not sure if I want to read it either way.

 

[moo_nieu]

i wish i wasnt so bad at talking with people :/ i am absolutely horrible at trying to have a conversation and lately ive been feeling like i just want to isolate and not reach out to anyonr even though i know it will only make my socializing problem worse.. idk i guess i dont ask enough questions or present interesting topics, but i dont know what to say. maybe i shouldnt be hard on myself about it and just accept that i am not great at interacting with others

 

[Dunquixote]

I found out if pain continues that i am going to need a root canal. I already feel so ugly with the ones i had done in the past. not what i wanted to hear.

feeling crappier than before about some stuff that happened because i keep dwelling on it.. why can’t i be normal and just let things go and also why can’t not be so socially awkward? i really hate how i am.

 

[moo_nieu]

little kitten is crying from underneath the walkway outside my door. its so cute but it sounds really hungry. the mom was there yesterday, but im just a little nervous that she wont come back ;-; i put down a tupperware lid with some water near the edge of the walkway and little baby walked out onto it immediately but was disappointed it was just some water :c i got a small microfiber washcloth and started to tuck it under the walkway and little baby climbed onto it immediately and started stretching out i hope its mom comes back soon because it is hunger crying every time it hears me come over. im just sitting inside worrying about it now.. i hope mama comes back soon. i dont want to leave it to die and be alone, but i dont want to take it away from the mother if shes coming back. does anyone have any advice? obviously going to wait and see if the mom returns later

update: little mew is still out there but not hunger crying anymore, just a tiny mew if i say hello so im hoping the mom came back to feed it

 

[S.J.]

I found out if pain continues that i am going to need a root canal. I already feel so ugly with the ones i had done in the past. not what i wanted to hear.

feeling crappier than before about some stuff that happened because i keep dwelling on it.. why can’t i be normal and just let things go and also why can’t not be so socially awkward? i really hate how i am.

Sorry to hear about the root canal news. I hope you're feeling better really soon.

 

[Dunquixote]

Sorry to hear about the root canal news. I hope you're feeling better really soon.

Thanks so much! I’m really hoping the pain will be gone soon and if the tooth wasn’t causing it. it be my ear and not need a root canal. Been having some pain on the left side now too though .